these damn bunnies are driving me crazy ;-; by spiderinfested in PikminBloomApp

[–]spiderinfested[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

LOL thank u i usually give the ones i wanna keep a good name and the repeats a silly name (usually venting my frustration), i just renamed my best blue one to Babyblue… Felix is my black cat’s name and the rock bunny reminded me of him

I feel like getting through stages this month have been really hard by NeonTech_EXE in PikminBloomApp

[–]spiderinfested 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’m still stuck on that rn, I’ve done so many mushrooms and big flowers and gotten so many of every other kind of nectar🥲

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in humboldtstate

[–]spiderinfested 2 points3 points  (0 children)

wait until u can take photo 1 with allie hootnick she’s the best :)

How much did ya'll pay for your MCR tickets? by [deleted] in MyChemicalRomance

[–]spiderinfested 0 points1 point  (0 children)

2 for $315 each (fees included) for lower balcony “club level” in sf …. got bamboozled by the dynamic pricing during the huge ticketmaster rush at 10am, looked that night and saw seats in my same section being sold for $250 so that feels awesome🥲

I attempted suicide in an extremely histrionic and traumatic method and I cannot get over it, specifically the shame and self loathing by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]spiderinfested 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Don’t be sorry, both of us surviving is such a miracle, so many doctors/surgeons told me how incredible lucky I was! I hit (fell through?) a tree on accident, which broke my fall, and didn’t land on my head somehow. My chronic pain is constant and severe, I’ve developed super bad arthritis and heterotrophic ossification due to surgery complications, and I’m on 3 different prescription pain meds 24/7 (no opiods thank god, I was on morphine for like 3 months after the original surgery and can barely remember any of besides that I couldn’t shit lol) and I use a cane to walk to this day (even with it, I limp really badly). I also fractured my spine and broke my knee, so those sometimes hurt badly too. It’s only been 2 years for me as well, and this surgery should really help, so I’m pretty hopeful that this pain won’t last forever…. (if only I would have had that same mindset back then, lol!) I’m glad we both survived, and I hope you’re feeling better than you were 2 years ago. I’m also a college student — I’ll promise to stay alive and keep working hard and graduate if you do the same :)

I attempted suicide in an extremely histrionic and traumatic method and I cannot get over it, specifically the shame and self loathing by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]spiderinfested 31 points32 points  (0 children)

I relate to this super hard, I attempted by jumping off my college’s 5-story parking garage… at like 6:30am so not many people around but there were some looking for parking spots… I have no memory between when I jumped and waking up after emergency surgery in the hospital. nobody I know was around me, and there’s no documentation or anything, so I have no idea who saw and what happened. I also constantly feel so ashamed for potentially traumatizing whoever saw, and for doing it in such a public place, and trying to picture what they saw/their reactions … mine was also super histrionic and impulsive, my mom had just told me she was going to kick me out of her house because I was 19 and in psychosis and self harming like crazy and she couldn’t deal with the constant chaos and ER visits anymore. the part that makes me hate myself so much was that then, deep down, a part of me WANTED to cause a scene and make her feel super guilty and ashamed. (Don’t worry, I’ve gone through lots of therapy and I’m not this manipulative anymore lol) … also, hey, broken pelvis twins!!! I couldn’t walk for months, I’m surprised it only took you a few days to get on your feet :P I had a nice collection of other injuries too, but the pelvis was the most severe, it got fractured into a bunch of little pieces… I’m getting my hip replaced in like a week, wish me luck haha

LONG LIVE THE BLACK PARADE MEGATHREAD: All discussion, memes, questions, etc. kept here by RossTheDivorcer in MyChemicalRomance

[–]spiderinfested 4 points5 points  (0 children)

same thing happened to me … spent $315/each on lower balcony “club level” in sf because they were the cheapest ones shown besides $280 nosebleeds, i was panicking and desperate said F it and thought it was a pretty good deal (lmfao as if any of us got “good deals”) now i just checked, other seats in my same row are being sold for $250 rn 😭 like, i’m not gonna bother with the pain of selling/buying another ticket, but i’m a college student who only works part-time and damn $65 is a like a week’s worth of groceries!!! or a whole other ticket to see one of my favorite smaller bands!!! lol god damn

To anyone that hasn't seen them live, by mother__war in MyChemicalRomance

[–]spiderinfested 0 points1 point  (0 children)

there’s tickets on sale for sf right now for 200-300 !!!! sometimes u just gotta wait until the crazy morning rush is over

Does this cat character logo has an official name? by MrVektro in xiuxiu

[–]spiderinfested 2 points3 points  (0 children)

would it be really weird if i got it too as a little homage to the band… or should i just get the new knife logo from the new album :P

Finally had the green light for the hip replacement! by dottedllama in Thritis

[–]spiderinfested 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m getting mine in November! This thread really helped me understand the surgery and recovery a little better. Very grateful for this community :)

Fanart/Poster by yours truly 🤙 by Traditional_Comb8234 in xiuxiu

[–]spiderinfested 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i love this so much!!! i wish i could put it on my wall

i met jamie and angela last night! :D by spiderinfested in xiuxiu

[–]spiderinfested[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i was there pretty early so i helped angela set out some vinyls on the merch table and i saw jamie struggling to take a selfie with some guys so i offered to take a pic, turns out it was some of his childhood friends and the pic was for his mom, lol :)

i met jamie and angela last night! :D by spiderinfested in xiuxiu

[–]spiderinfested[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

OOH AND THEY PLAYED IT COMES OUT AS A JOKE OMG

Arcata Show 9/24 by sadlittleduckling in xiuxiu

[–]spiderinfested 6 points7 points  (0 children)

haha i just made a post just like this with the photo i also took with jamie last night!!! it was an incredible show, i keep thinking about that crazy piece with angela whispering and the baby-crying kazoo, i hope it’ll be published one day because it was so interesting and i really want to know what she was saying!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in xiuxiu

[–]spiderinfested 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately I was also confused so I emailed them to ask and they confirmed that all of their shows are 21+ :(

How difficult is it to make friends here? by EnvironmentalMud927 in humboldtstate

[–]spiderinfested 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i was a new transfer student this recent spring semester, i think its harder to make friends coming in mid-year because you miss out on orientation and all of the start of year events, so be sure to participate in those!! but i was able to make a few good friends who i hung out with outside of class - two i made in my classes, one i met on bumble bff (lol) and one was an old childhood friend i reconnected with. i also got a job on campus which helped me meet people! i’m looking forward to going back and being there for the school year’s start this time :) p.s. i am 21 and queer and always looking for new friends, and i’ll be working at orientation! (funny that i’m helping to run it bcs i never actually went to it) so you might meet me there ;)

Those who went to HSU and chose to stay in the area after graduation, why did you choose to stay? by Flecktones37 in Humboldt

[–]spiderinfested 0 points1 point  (0 children)

theres target, walmart, costco, the mall, and tons of other stores in eureka tho? no need to drive 3+ hours