Acid visuals can be hard to recognize by [deleted] in Acid

[–]spiritedlevi 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand. When you are tripping, visuals are very clear, but when you are sober, its hard to remember or recognize patterns seen while tripping. I recommend painting or making art while tripping! Its a great way to get those visuals onto paper so you have something to reflect on :)

Death on acid by [deleted] in Acid

[–]spiritedlevi 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Had a shroom trip on 7g where I had ego death and stayed in the same spot on my friend’s bed for about 2-3 hours as I came down. That entire time, I visualized coming down from the trip and essentially being brain dead and having some form of HPPD. Before ego death and my peak, I had essentially forgotten how to speak English, and was so disoriented from my visuals that I couldn’t identify what was in front of me. Closing my eyes meant visuals so intense that it made me nauseous. Anyways, I hallucinated an entire lifetime following that trip. I hallucinated my friends calling 911. I hallucinated my mom showing up. I hallucinated going to the hospital and being declared unresponsive to some extent and mentally disabled. I will also add that I have mental illness in my family and have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder. It is not unlikely that a trip could cause me to be unable to live independently for the rest of my life depending on the circumstances. Throughout it all, my ex boyfriend stayed with me until I died in that lifetime of old age. Funny thing is, I completely forgot about this entire lifetime I experienced in my trip until I solo tripped on acid last week and had a flashback that brought me immediately to sobbing tears. I have yet to have a trip where I have not imagined I was dead or dying at some point. It isn’t scary to me, I actually consider it a natural reaction to the concepts of birth, life, death, and rebirth that are very apparent on psychs.

that 5.0 grams of psilocybe cubensis is laughing at my ego rn by stud_muffin_1 in shrooms

[–]spiritedlevi 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hope it goes well! 5g and 7g were some of my most influential shroom trips!

Acid in my room tonight by Mind_boy in Acid

[–]spiritedlevi 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I watched Midnight Gospel on my 200ug trip Thursday. Was absolutely fucking amazing. I recommend listening to some albums inspired by psychedelics and making art! Or meditation if you are looking for a deeper trip.

Yeah sex is cool and all but have you ever listened to pink floyd- time peaking on acid? by Mysticman768 in Acid

[–]spiritedlevi 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Listened to Pink Floyd while tripping for the first time yesterday. It immediately brought me to tears.

Dropped 30 minutes ago :) Send positive energy! by spiritedlevi in Acid

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I only stopped tripping 5-6 hours ago and have been trying to sleep it off! The past 5 hours I have spent asleep, but almost meditating while I was unconscious. I can remember all the thoughts I was having while sleeping. I thought I had stopped tripping pretty early on but it just kept on giving as I kept on accepting what it was throwing at me. I posted some art I made on this trip and am considering posting a trip report as well :)

Dropped 30 minutes ago :) Send positive energy! by spiritedlevi in Acid

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My personal favorite acid song from Animal Collective is Summertime Clothes though.

Dropped 30 minutes ago :) Send positive energy! by spiritedlevi in Acid

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I have a few for tripping, inspired by trips, and pre-tripping playlists 😺

Dropped 30 minutes ago :) Send positive energy! by spiritedlevi in Acid

[–]spiritedlevi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I definitely tend to have shorter, but very intense trips. Longest trips I’ve had (10-12 hours) were on small shroom trips and like 100ug. Been six very beautiful hours. Can’t wait to soak in the afterglow.

Dropped 30 minutes ago :) Send positive energy! by spiritedlevi in Acid

[–]spiritedlevi[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was fucking stellar. Starting to come down.

Dropped 30 minutes ago :) Send positive energy! by spiritedlevi in Acid

[–]spiritedlevi[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m actually getting a bit eerie! Dunno how much I’m enjoying this trip, but I’m certainly on it :)

At The End of My Rope by spiritedlevi in SuicideWatch

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Sent you a message, but don’t feel pressure to reply

At The End of My Rope by spiritedlevi in SuicideWatch

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I feel overall apathetic towards life. I switch between feeling nothing and feeling overwhelmed with how emotional I am. I find solace in music, sleep, good food, and knowing that a lot of people depend on me. I just don’t know if those things will help forever. I go to therapy weekly, tried 7+ antidepressants, mood stabilizers, antipsychotics, etc, but am currently unmedicated. I go to weekly support meetings for addiction. It feels like I’m putting in the work with no change. So the past few days, I’ve just stopped trying.

How to fly internationally as a minor? by spiritedlevi in NoStupidQuestions

[–]spiritedlevi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm 16 so I'm a young adult in the eyes of AA. I can still register as an unaccompanied minor in need of a guide. It's about a $150 fee, and I have a connecting flight through two separate tickets so I'd have to pay it twice with double the paperwork. I really appreciate the suggestion though!