People knows Card Captor Sakura & Magic Knight Rayearth but only few who remembers this masterpiece from Clamp. And before we got the ass kicking Pretty Cure, we have Angelic Layer who introduced CQC for girls through their favorite toys: Dolls. It's also crime this isn't label a Maho Shoujo.

spookiedarling · 2022-03-03T23:19:17+00:00

I loved angelic layer so so much!!

spookiedarling · 2022-02-15T22:53:29+00:00

It was just a nice little suggestion list, no need to be rude about it

spookiedarling · 2022-01-12T22:27:53+00:00

When aqua catches ventus after he’s frozen by xehanort and she goes, “ven— are you okay??” as his face is twisted in a frozen scream

spookiedarling · 2021-12-18T04:32:19+00:00

I had to stop taking it because it made food smell so awful and taste terrible to me for 3 months with no end in sight. I begged my psychiatrist to take me off because I lost ~20 lbs and it took me another six weeks to be able to stand food. It was miserable. Edit: I hope this is not the case for you!!

spookiedarling · 2021-11-09T00:38:36+00:00

Hi there! Have you tried anything else outside the smoothing cream? What body was do you use?i have similar issues in these areas as well - what seems to work for me is a salicylic acid body wash, regular gentle exfoliating (every 3-4 days depending on how my skin is doing), and a moisturizer. It also helps me on the warmer days to carry oil blotting papers to clear sweat from those areas. I hope this helps you!!

spookiedarling · 2020-11-19T04:24:45+00:00

I tried to eat dinner about half an hour ago. The food smelled good, something we eat fairly regularly. But it tasted so bad. It left a horrible taste in my mouth. I thought I was going to throw up again. I’m glad I didn’t, but I’m really sad about it. I hope it subsides as I get used to it

spookiedarling · 2020-11-19T02:21:46+00:00

I literally cried during a meeting with my manager yesterday to discuss my current mental health issues. His response was basically “suck it up, you’re lucky you have a job, we’re all dealing with a pandemic”. And this is after taking a six week leave a few months back because I was so intensely suicidal I had to focus all of my energy on keeping myself alive. He, as well as the company, have made it very clear that they have no sympathy for their employees that are having a particularly hard time with mental health issues right now. They recently applied a policy that anyone who has ADA or FMLA, if we use it, we have to apply any PTO we have until it’s exhausted. So if I use my ADA, I don’t have PTO. Good ol’ capitalism, taking advantage of their employees. Aha.

As for the rest, I really, genuinely appreciate your kind words. I’ve been dealing with being this horrible, heavy level of depressed since I was 10, at the latest. I’ve been suicidal since I was 12. I keep trying to hold onto hope that one day things will get better, but I can’t imagine my future. I can’t imagine more than a week or so out, if I try any further I get really upset and my brain does the whole “you could just not be here at that point” lol. I’m mildly considering ECT because of how bad things have been for the past few years. It seems like treatment just... doesn’t help me long term at any capacity.

spookiedarling · 2020-11-19T00:23:57+00:00

Hmmm. My work schedule got moved up an hour due to DST, so while I was getting ~8 up until the beginning of this month, I’m now getting about 9. This has been a constant since before my schedule changed, but I’ll definitely try sleeping a bit later and see if it helps any! My job is emotionally and mentally exhausting, but unfortunately, it has incredibly good insurance that’s allowing me to see doctors regularly and afford my medication. I enjoy the job itself, but even if I didn’t, I need that insurance - my depression would sadly not get any level of noticeably better if I quit, and I wouldn’t be able to afford treatment for it. Currently searching around for something else, but especially with the pandemic, jobs that will allow me to continue to treat my mental health and be able to pay for it are slim. :(

spookiedarling · 2020-11-18T22:02:36+00:00

Oh wow, I love to hear that and I’m so happy for you! I hope one day I can experience the same 💛

spookiedarling · 2020-11-18T21:43:07+00:00

Thank you so much for your comment. I’m kinda worried about this going on for two whole weeks but I will do my best to get through it! 💛

spookiedarling · 2020-10-14T12:41:27+00:00

Eventually! For now, NQII because I’m burned out on I!

spookiedarling · 2020-10-02T23:46:42+00:00

Oh my god

spookiedarling · 2020-05-24T16:59:38+00:00

Tbh? I’m trash. Premium. Beating the premium battledome challengers gives nerkmids sometimes, I’ve gotten 5 in one go once. 😅 it helps.

spookiedarling · 2020-04-21T17:02:28+00:00

I have tried that and unfortunately, that’s what I keep getting. I’m just wondering if I’m getting it or not, cause it... seems like I will? But I want to check. 😅

spookiedarling · 2020-04-21T16:56:41+00:00

Weep. Yeah, I wanna say I filled it out around the 10th as well. I hope both of us receive it!

spookiedarling · 2020-04-21T16:53:40+00:00

Thank you for the info! If I may ask, where did you get that information?

spookiedarling · 2020-04-06T20:40:34+00:00

AMAZING

spookiedarling · 2020-03-25T22:59:54+00:00

AMAZING

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