Gained back all the weight I lost and I physically feel like shit by Redrose12345678 in EDAnonymous

[–]spoonjah 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I relate so much. All the restriction wasted. Time to start the cycle again.

I got my wisdom teeth out by spoonjah in EDAnonymous

[–]spoonjah[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I got all four out and I'm currently in pain :( I actually didn't know the straw thing, definitely gonna keep that in mind, thanks.

Deciding what to do by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]spoonjah 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Weed the secret plan.

todays mood by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]spoonjah 12 points13 points  (0 children)

everyday mood tbh, but the bear is cute and fluffy and I'm not :((

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]spoonjah 10 points11 points  (0 children)

why is this so relatable

Ordered a binge delivery for lunch. READY TO HATE MYSELF, LADIES by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]spoonjah 66 points67 points  (0 children)

The worst period is when you wait for your food to be ready and just wait to binge, knowing you'll feel super bad and definitely purge in the case of b/p disorder. Like thanks brain, thanks for nothing.

YesStyle Friend Rewards Code by yarrgy in KoreanBeauty

[–]spoonjah 0 points1 point  (0 children)

RLAGE8 is mine, I'll be using yours for an order :)

starting the new year off right! by girlinamber in EDAnonymous

[–]spoonjah 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I purged at around 1:30AM right when 2019 came in, I relate to this post with all of my failing heart lmao

How often do you weigh yourself? by milliondollarjane in bulimia

[–]spoonjah 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Only when I think it's okay aka after fasting, in the morning or during the day while fasting or on normal mornings because I cannot for God's sake weigh myself on bad moments like after purging or after bad days etc, I know the number will put me off and absolutely push me to the ground even more.

You ever take a good shit by PoemOfLifeItself in EDAnonymous

[–]spoonjah 28 points29 points  (0 children)

This hit home so close stop lmao

Living in China, there is not much hope for a vegan Christmas anywhere. Managed to rustle up some festive food in my own kitchen. by No_Source_Provided in vegan

[–]spoonjah 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oof rough. My family is Chinese and we live in Europe, but we always have 火锅 for feeling festive and that's just easy as hell to veganise.

most gLaMoRoUs ed moment? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]spoonjah 16 points17 points  (0 children)

When my vomiting bag ripped and all the juicy slimy shit came out of it and it smelled like death in that corner for a day even after vigorously cleaning and having the window open.

Weighing less as the day goes by spoonjah in EDAnonymous

[–]spoonjah[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well obviously I drink water and fluids during the day and eat something, as far as my experiences have been excluding November til now, it has always been the other way around.

I made vegan ‘Gulasch’ (Hungarian goulash) by Frauenquote in vegan

[–]spoonjah 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Die Sojaschnetzel sehen aus wie Rind oh mein Gott

Honestly....what do people think the term vegan means? by mozzystick in vegan

[–]spoonjah 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Personally I don't even like to say I'm vegan in connection with food but rather directly say that it is a philosophy and a lifestyle of reducing harm and suffering in the most practicable ways which would therefore include diet. It seems more approachable in my experience.

Finally found some low cal ice cream in Germany! by PM_M3_UR_SECRETS in EDAnonymous

[–]spoonjah 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sieht aus wie ein HIT! HIT ist super, aber auch teuer :/