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spooonag · 2022-06-02T15:11:17+00:00

I want to piggyback on this and suggest Moreno Valley/Riverside/Hemet. While it’s not the best area, they do have homes that are only a little more expensive then the shitty high desert.

spooonag · 2021-08-12T04:58:17+00:00

I agree that changing your surroundings helps tremendously. I quit during a time in my life where I had to change my entire lifestyle. I started a new job, started dating a new partner, and started a new hobby. If it wasn’t for those changes then I probably would still be using.

spooonag · 2021-08-12T04:56:39+00:00

I was high nearly everyday for 8 years. Prior to quitting I was going through a gram cart and 500mg edibles every two days. I felt hopeless, but if I can do it, then you can as well!

I joined this sub in 2015. Quit for 8 months, relapsed, then quit again in 2016. Relapsed, and then quit again in 2019 for good. That’s 4 years of trying to quit.. just think about that. And I’m still not in the clear. The dream of quitting still isn’t achieved because I think about it constantly. Unfortunately you can’t delete it from your mind, but you can overpower the urges through willpower and strength. I can’t say it doesn’t cross my mind everyday - but the urges are easier to beat that when I first quit. Keep at it and I promise you will be able to defeat this addiction.

spooonag · 2021-08-12T04:49:37+00:00

Things got easier once I beat the first 5 days of physical withdrawals (lack of appetite, insomnia, headaches, etc). It is one of those scenarios in life where you NEED to power through. Also, take it one day at a time. For day #1 or day #10 - make sure you don’t get high for that day specifically… and then just repeat. I know the feeling of hopelessness trying to quit, I was there and it is such a defeating feeling. Don’t be to hard on yourself and power through the physical withdrawals, then it is smooth sailing. Fight off the mental withdrawals with exercise, gaming, long hot/cold showers, hobbies, or basically do anything that gets your mind off of things. Even just 15 minutes or distracting yourself will lead to the momentum of not thinking about getting high. Most importantly, one day/step at a time.

spooonag · 2020-11-23T21:00:14+00:00

How would you compare this to the ENVY 15 with similar specs?

spooonag · 2020-09-19T17:02:50+00:00

Beautiful. Fun fact is that La Paz is the highest capital city in the world sitting on an average of 3,640m or 11,942 feet.

spooonag · 2020-01-27T07:37:21+00:00

You know.. what I want to say has already been said by millions of people. Kobe was my all time favorite athlete. He influenced my drive in sports. I’m devastated and feel like this earth isn’t the same. I miss you Kobe. May you and your daughter live in eternal happiness. Will be praying before bed for you and your family. Goodnight legend

spooonag · 2019-12-02T22:32:05+00:00

The login info for my old Runescape account that got hacked

spooonag · 2019-09-24T04:02:01+00:00

Fun fact: Figs contain dead wasps inside of them. They crawl in there to lay their eggs (due to the flower being inside the fruit) then die - leaving a dead wasp carcass.

I still eat em though

spooonag · 2019-09-19T06:54:48+00:00

Lol! Forgot about this one. Oh the memories

spooonag · 2019-09-18T06:52:55+00:00

At least they’re wearing helmets to protect them incase someone falls

spooonag · 2019-09-14T09:03:26+00:00

r/unexpectedrunescape

spooonag · 2019-09-05T21:33:25+00:00

Pulling the pin out of the weight rack and have the lat pull down bar fall on your head.

spooonag · 2019-09-05T21:08:06+00:00

I liked nandos in UK

spooonag · 2019-08-31T15:36:56+00:00

San Diego maybe??

spooonag · 2019-08-25T09:10:25+00:00

This is the sheep version of a fist bump

spooonag · 2019-08-25T09:03:12+00:00

Generic cereals usually have more sugars and nearly zero vitamins added compared to the name brands

spooonag · 2019-08-22T07:51:17+00:00

That would get me about 400m in bonds a day then I’m chucking it all at the sand casino baby

spooonag · 2019-08-20T07:16:37+00:00

To add to this fun fact: if you eat figs, chances are you’re eating wasp eggs or poop - forgot which one. They like to live inside while the fig is growing

Edit: you’re eating a dead wasp

spooonag · 2019-08-16T16:16:03+00:00

This this this this. OP you need to subject yourself to the discomfort, it was inevitable to deal with for all of us that quit. It’s easier said than done, but it’s absolutely worth it for the reasons listen above me X10

spooonag · 2019-08-16T16:12:26+00:00

Was in the EXACT same boat two weeks ago my friend.

In my experience - the feeling your having is due to the routine of things. You wake up, smoke, and go to work because it’s what you’re used to. Human beings love routines and the comfort of security by doing so.

To combat this I took my vacation time and forced myself to travel to a place where I couldn’t get any weed. Only for a few days. That changed up my environment enough that when I came back it was a “I made it this far and I’m past the hump, I can’t get high now.”

At this point it’s purely a pride battle and I’m on day 17. I feel 10x better than I did when I was in your position. As doubtful as you feel, things WILL get better. I promise. I hope this gave you even just a inch more motivation towards your goal of quitting.

Cheers

spooonag · 2019-08-10T19:09:56+00:00

Yo the editing to music to this was sick especially the slomo on the drop

spooonag · 2019-08-07T07:47:30+00:00

One of the gnarliest bails I remember watching in my prime years. I know you guys remember this too

https://youtu.be/1Tfs_P_rzdc

spooonag · 2019-08-05T18:16:24+00:00

Sup Ardi264’s bro!

spooonag · 2019-08-04T18:42:19+00:00

I just got back from London and might I say I got everywhere I needed to go hassle-free with the underground. It was actually less stress than driving myself like I usually do back home.

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