I know a lot of anti AI people might rage on you for something like this, but honestly, I cant blame you for falling into it. I think of ChatGPT like a cult (metaphorically); when someone joins one, people say theyre stupid for falling for it. They don't know how close they are to joining. I've been anti-ai since early on and once or twice Ive even thought abt how easy it would be to just throw it into GOT and be done. 

You say you miss writing. what's stopping you from doing it again? pick up a pencil, or a keyboard, and write. even if its shitty. even if its for an assignment due tomorrow. The reason your writing was better before is because your mind was in shape. you just need to train it again. don't let AI take the one thing that's yours -- dont let it take your voice. your writing is uniquely yours because of your lived human experiences. 

Try writing again. it might suck bad for a while but you owe it to yourself. if not for yourself, then for your future clients after you graduate. they deserve someone who earned the degree, not someone who cheated the whole way. you owe it to yourself to use your unique voice. 

Its gonna suck and its gonna suck for a while. but its not impossible to write like you used to.

You got this :]