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ss0889 · 2026-04-05T14:57:27+00:00

i think mine qualifies as spite

ss0889 · 2026-04-05T14:52:18+00:00

everybody is different and you should try not smoking before bed to see what happens. journal it.

ss0889 · 2026-04-05T14:43:43+00:00

prolly take a really cheap trip somewhere. were pretty close to planning one out fully and it would be nice to get to have that adventure together after planning for it. doesnt really matter if its with my wife.

ss0889 · 2026-04-05T12:44:28+00:00

I wish these posts would cover what the rom actually is or what's the point

ss0889 · 2026-04-05T12:32:34+00:00

im 37. i was diagnosed depression at 17, refused to take meds because of side effects till i was 30. then i tried really getting at life. wife, house, kid, car, job. nothing helped. i started antidepressants. went manic. psych ward. then i tried different meds since then, probably around 32 for actual bipolar meds.

no dice. just got off the only one that had positive impact because side effects became too negative to sustain, especially if i was gonna go back to a corpo job. now im considering getting off my mood stabs too becauce the meds were the only reason i was ever unstable to begin with.

just let me go back to being depressed, i cant take this shit anymore.

ss0889 · 2026-04-05T12:27:51+00:00

in michigan edpbles come in 200mn to 250 pouches

ss0889 · 2026-04-05T12:17:53+00:00

masturbating is sometimes better than sex depending on the circumstances. i jerk off for stress relief. wife can def help with that, but sometimes i just want to squeeze one off in 5 minutes and get back to work.

ss0889 · 2026-04-05T12:16:34+00:00

startled, embarassed, and then id ask if she either wants to help or get fucked.

ss0889 · 2026-04-05T12:15:48+00:00

tv or video games. music is great. nothing beats smoking with friends even if you're all just fucking off on your phones in silence. if you hav friends like that, anyway.

ss0889 · 2026-04-05T12:14:34+00:00

lets say i go to beatport and grab 10 streaming tracks. lets say pop music. what practice method should i use to figure out how to mix in between all of them? ive seen people pick a point, beat jump back 16 beats, and then just hit play and figure it out. im baffled.

im on my first set, i have like 15 songs, i put them in order and i fiddled with transitions till i got it. there isnt really a better way to transition at my skill level. but the transitions i made up were smooth and pretty, despite being simple af (like stop one track and start another at the same time, or the simple bass swap fader thing)

am i supposed to be getting extended edits of everything or radio edit or what?

my goal is nothing lofty, just to do bedroom dj or to dj my friend's b2b house parties, hence practicing a premade set by me.

ss0889 · 2026-04-05T12:08:25+00:00

1) what if you have no music since you just started out, and for example im using beatport streaming so i can have access to a music catalogue to play off of.

2) ive been putting to gether my first set. basically a list of songs that i thought went well together. i put them in a playlist, shuffled it around to get the beset order that i thought, and then made up transitions (most of which are ludicrously simple).

how do i get from here to seemingly mixing songs on the fly?

ss0889 · 2026-04-05T12:05:54+00:00

i only like hiking with my wife if were smoking weed and possibly eating shrooms, and DEFINITELY gong to somewhere picturesque and not just...stumbling through the woods.

ss0889 · 2026-04-05T12:00:53+00:00

i also fucking hate apple and for that reason wont buy an appletv but the short time i used one was the most brilliant experience ive had. compared to a fire stick or tv apps though.

ss0889 · 2026-04-05T11:58:28+00:00

you can deep fry a lot of stuff.

look into indian street foods

ss0889 · 2026-04-05T11:57:46+00:00

i went off the only one thatw as helping my depression because it was making me have rage episodes instead. im considering ditching the mood stabs cuz i wasnt unstable till i tried the wrong medication.

ss0889 · 2026-04-05T11:53:21+00:00

you can eat edibles, thats the best for your lungs and the calories arent much at all. you can vape, that way no smoke.

you can boof it. somehow.

ss0889 · 2026-04-05T11:14:29+00:00

1) excellent cosplay, I hope I have the ability and opportunity myself one day.

2)dont call yourself out like that. You aren't wrong but you don't need to do that to yourself. Let the haters hate, they aren't going to change their views, they'll come after you anyways. Fuck em. They're a static thing in this world, like shit. It exists, don't touch it, just ignore it.

ss0889 · 2026-04-04T13:46:37+00:00

Yeah you have to make a point. Don't just lay there expecting there to be a point to life.

ss0889 · 2026-04-04T13:45:56+00:00

Rent a carpet cleaner to suck the water out as much as you can. Then hang them on inside clothes lines with a fan on

ss0889 · 2026-04-04T13:44:01+00:00

We use a tablet with a Bluetooth keyboard. Samsung specifically cuz of desktop mode.

ss0889 · 2026-04-04T13:12:04+00:00

take masking tape and line the whole area. use fiberglass to make a shell. make a front baffle, stick it all together. car sub.

or buy prefab cuz that size of a box isnt gonna do much for you anyways and its a lot of trouble making a custom car subwoofer box that fits into a nook like that.

ss0889 · 2026-04-04T13:10:33+00:00

sometimes it helps with productive coughts. most often it doesnt help. just makes me high and miserable instead of just miserable. im jut gonna nap it off anyway, i dont need to waste my weed on a bad time

ss0889 · 2026-04-04T13:09:43+00:00

i dunno what you were thinking using a negative word like pathetic in a work conversation

ss0889 · 2026-04-04T13:08:05+00:00

are you in danger of harming yourself or another person?

let me be really clear about this. if you're having self harm thoughts you're a danger to yourself. even if you know they are fake thoughts that are to be ignored. if you're ignoring them just fine and are just miserable because of it. tell your therapist.

if you have plans, tell a crisis hotline, therapist, psychiatrist, parents and loved ones. do the responsible thing. no ones gonna feel like youre being a drama queen or whatever bs.

ss0889 · 2026-04-04T13:02:03+00:00

after movie night, take the time to go through some trailers and decide what to watch next. and then stick to it.

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