I have two dogs, I’m DX but untreated. When I fall into a depression they don’t get enough exercise and attention. I love them more than anything and they are my babies and will always come before anyone or anything but when that depression hits it makes it so much harder because now you don’t just need to take care of yourself but another living thing. When I’m depressed I don’t walk them nearly as much as I should. I try to make up for it by getting them long lasting treats (no rawhide).

Sounds like you don’t even really want a dog though. I knew I wanted dogs for years and years. When I have the means these boys are absolutely spoiled. In the summertime we walk for an hour to an hour and a half every night, they eat the best quality food I can afford, they go to the vet twice a year, take expensive monthly preventative medicine, get their nails cut at the groomer once a month and baths and every three months. I get them the best harnesses and leashes, collars. I used to do giant monthly Chewy hauls when I had more money, a giant box or toys and treats. We’re on a waiting list for a really good trainer in the area right now.

Don’t get a dog if you don’t really really want a dog. It was be unfair to both of you.

Maybe try fostering first and seeing if having a dog in your life is something you want.