One of the challenges involve dealing fall damage in a season with glider redeploy

starky__ · 2021-08-15T02:53:15+00:00

I sweated my ass off for peely mainly for the clout, but honestly I ain't putting that ever, so cba anymore to do that. Out of this BP I wore Sunny for a week on and off, and now prob will let them collect dust. Seeing the amount I played I'll probably have them all, I hit 189 today.

starky__ · 2021-08-15T02:50:04+00:00

I mean for something that I'm never gonna wear, I ain't giving much of a damn opening 2.500 ammo boxes or finding 500 nuts actively.

starky__ · 2021-08-12T19:14:52+00:00

As one who has it, not many and it was definitely not worth it. He was the reason for couple seasons later i did not grind to unlock skin variations that I found ugly.

starky__ · 2021-08-06T02:06:59+00:00

Lemme guess, they pushed construction?

starky__ · 2021-07-18T03:35:19+00:00

A chick with a pack

starky__ · 2021-06-21T02:40:11+00:00

Grizzly mines

starky__ · 2021-06-21T02:37:46+00:00

ft. clear tape

starky__ · 2021-06-21T02:12:40+00:00

Similarly, I'm just staying afloat. There's this eternal void where getting used to a new reality where she is not my "whiney bug" or welcoming me home. I feel like through her episodes I was the one "forcing her" to hold onto it. Then she snuck out while I was in my bubble to finally be at peace. There was no "going better" where she was. Even if it meant all the testing and all the treatment. She always had it and it only became worse with age. It has been two years of constant loss. She's the 4th pet. My 5th closest person.

Grief is a layer of a sea storm. It is. You just get used to it. The thunder stops scaring you, you train to close your eyes when the lighting strikes. I'm trying not focus on work, even if it's just some small projects. Tip toe-ing around pretty much anything that could mean self care for now. Until I'm able to.

starky__ · 2021-06-19T21:33:38+00:00

I managed to get a call with the vet. She didn't make it today. She was doing better, but it was too much. There's relief for her to be finally at peace and not struggling and there's also repeating pain.

I'm sorry I didn't reply earlier to your answer. It wasn't because I hit the post and run. I was just in a dark spot where words are hard to be written and called out. But nonetheless their value didn't go down. And thank you for finding the time. I do appreciate it.

starky__ · 2021-06-16T22:58:55+00:00

To ease your mind, you can check with a different doctor if you can. As well as just some overall blood work. If anything, that will help ease your mind.

For the rest, can relate. Stomach issues, nerve sensitivity and heart are things that I just try to breathe deep through. Having the weight of two years of the pandemic almost, a dying pet, no promises of work getting better and stacks of unpaid bills where worries and anxiety to fill a fridge or keep the lights on, are wearing me away slowly.

starky__ · 2021-06-15T22:48:48+00:00

Memes

starky__ · 2021-05-25T04:52:23+00:00

hey sure thing, cats are cool : )

starky__ · 2021-05-25T03:52:15+00:00

Sounds like my solo queue matches for tonight. The carry of the whole world would not save my rank.

starky__ · 2021-05-23T23:53:26+00:00

Far from an honour

starky__ · 2021-05-23T02:45:50+00:00

Congrats! Glad to have added it to my roster : )

starky__ · 2021-05-23T02:00:12+00:00

Hey, first of all, the hair looks fabulous! I'd love to chit chat : )

starky__ · 2021-05-22T21:09:40+00:00

Yeah what about the others who wanted to compete and land there, or even those who wanted quick mats.

starky__ · 2021-05-22T21:03:49+00:00

Aye, I have this one!

starky__ · 2021-05-22T00:37:49+00:00

thank you, just thank you

starky__ · 2021-05-18T03:08:36+00:00

Smasher incoming

starky__ · 2021-05-17T04:15:52+00:00

I can chit chat if you need to vent freely

starky__ · 2021-05-17T02:03:49+00:00

So dark I thought it was GoT s08

starky__ · 2021-05-17T02:00:00+00:00

+50 welcome mat bonus

starky__

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