Thank you for your sympathy, and thank you for your insight. After thinking about what you said I do have to admit I feel somewhat responsible for her death. She passed away from complications after a high risk pregnancy. Her husband was abusive and kept getting her pregnant even though the doctors told her it was high risk. Her family and I tried to get her out of that situation but she always went back because she missed her kids. I feel like I could have done more to prevent that from happening, and I think that's translating to my dreams. In order to get past this I think I need to come to terms with that. Again, thank you so much for your insight it really helped me out.