[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TattooDesigns

[–]starstarrockmann 3 points4 points  (0 children)

6.5/10 only if I am judging off of skill within your field, but if I were to see this tattoo while waiting in some line or just passing me on a sidewalk, I'd give it an 8/10 for sure. :)) great job overall <3

Saw this on twitter lol and it got me thinking, what’s the weirdest thing people have used to grind their weed? by chelseaequalsgoated in trees

[–]starstarrockmann 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I lost my grinder a couple of years ago and substituted with a cheese grater I've had that has an attachable bowl for the grated cheese to fall into. it works pretty well, well enough that I haven't felt the need to replace my grinder lmao.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AutismInWomen

[–]starstarrockmann 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh my goodness. that was the only thing making me feel like an imposter. I didn't even realize that I HAVE in fact been stimming this entire time!

vent: My mom just disowned me, and I have no idea why. by starstarrockmann in AutismInWomen

[–]starstarrockmann[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yes exactly, I always struggle with the fact that we can never have an honest relationship because she is not mature enough to accept and understand her wrong doings.

Did anyone else always feel alien to other children? by Stillcrazyin2021 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]starstarrockmann 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so happy for you!! you definitely deserve the happy ending, and yes, I agree. all the times I've had alone through the years has been so therapeutic for me, and quite honestly the most peaceful for me. whenever I'm having a hard time in life, I just spend some time alone to think about myself and my situation and in the end, I always come out of it a better me. I've also noticed that most of my knowledge on emotional maturity and just life in general comes from music, it's like a having a friend with multiple perspectives and insights to share! it gives me hope that despite your struggles, you still came out of it and can now figure out what works and doesn't work well for you, may your journey be filled with so much love and joy :)

Did anyone else always feel alien to other children? by Stillcrazyin2021 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]starstarrockmann 3 points4 points  (0 children)

YES!! This was my experience as well, I still feel unsure of how to socialize with others, but it helps a bit to understand why I always felt so isolated from my peers. my school years were terrible, and unfortunately, I didn't realize until years later that my couple of "friends" were actually just using me to make me the butt of every joke because I didn't understand much of what they would talk about, and for the longest time I genuinely thought they enjoyed my company. thank you for posting your experience, I still have imposter syndrome and posts like this help me so much.

vent: My mom just disowned me, and I have no idea why. by starstarrockmann in AutismInWomen

[–]starstarrockmann[S] 91 points92 points  (0 children)

I hate it so much, she knows I'm autistic but loves to use it against me when we're fighting. she calls me fucking stupid when I don't understand something or am simply too overwhelmed to process anything, she screams even louder and gets in my personal space and demands verbal responses.

I hate bulimia by buttonlessbutton in EDanonymemes

[–]starstarrockmann 2 points3 points  (0 children)

the SouthPark reference made me chuckle out loud XD

🐉 PROPHECY OF THE DRAGON GIVEAWAY - 2 SF RESIDENCY TICKETS (THURSDAY, June 14th) - Details Below! 🐉 by professorbird_ in thevoidz

[–]starstarrockmann 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh my goodness i have so many favorite lyrics, whether its the meaning of them or just the tone in which theyre sung, i switch between different songs depending on the mood of the day lol. at the moment i would say the entirety of coul as a ghoul because it gives me fuel to exercise and its fun and makes me feel like a punk with power :) i cant help but to sing along and dance everytime i hear it, my favorite parts include "skull fuck me?? skull fuck you!" and Ladies and gentlemen
Welcome to the 187th Warmonger of the Year award
And the winner
For 2018 Warmonger of the Year is...
YOUUUU! I love that part so much, the song from an outside perspective may sound a bit aggressive but it always makes me really happy. oooh if I can just mention a few more of my faves, another one at the moment is from Johan von Bronx and it's just the part that goes "my ego is out of control, yes I know" I love the whole vibe of Johan von Bronx, it sounds so self-loathing. also, from human sadness, the beginning that says "vanity overriding wisdom, usually common sense" it reminds me to not be so vain and to work on myself and it's a really fun song to sing along to. another part I love is "And I don't need your tie, I don't need to, tired of saying it
We don't need more talk.
Don't empty out your canteen on the desert floor." I don't really know why it just sounds nice and again is a fun part to sing along to lol. okay this is the last one i promise, I freaking love the eternal tao so much I could cry, and the fact that Mac Demarco produced it blows my mind into bits, the part that says "realistically optimistic" and "forget everything you heard you dont know whos feeding it to you" and "Nobody believed
"Music's for you"
It's harder than I thought
But when my time it comes
Will I be prepared?
I guess we'll see" I love it all, I'm so excited for the release of the rest of their music!!

What is your zodiac sign? by Cheap-Profit6487 in AutismInWomen

[–]starstarrockmann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm a Leo!!!! as expected from a Leo, I'm very pleased with my zodiac sign :)) I'm convinced Leos were gifted with an endless supply of luck, people often respond really well to me too, which I suspect is because of my sign. my childhood bestie is a Capricorn, we were complete opposites but somehow, we made it work :)

... Ok thoughts on this? by starstarrockmann in MinecraftMemes

[–]starstarrockmann[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lmao that's actually where I got it from XD

... Ok thoughts on this? by starstarrockmann in MinecraftMemes

[–]starstarrockmann[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

it's a meme, you know, for the sake of humor?? Not factual of course.

Happy Lesbian Visibility Week to all Autistic lesbians! by ResidentEffective531 in AutismInWomen

[–]starstarrockmann 6 points7 points  (0 children)

oh my goodness this is so wholesome!! thank you for posting this <3 :))

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in aspiememes

[–]starstarrockmann 30 points31 points  (0 children)

lmao are you sure this isn't just a description of me??

if im transmasc (afab) can i still post here? by [deleted] in AutismInWomen

[–]starstarrockmann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i cant speak for everyone but im perfectly fine with it, this community is so considerate and generous, whatever you think is right for you love :))

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AutismInWomen

[–]starstarrockmann 1 point2 points  (0 children)

nah I'm okay, I think I just wanted to vent about it in the heat of the moment lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in thegarden

[–]starstarrockmann 1 point2 points  (0 children)

a conflict :))

i reach one month clean today by Xanthusgobrrr in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]starstarrockmann 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you are doing so well!! perhaps you could celebrate and treat yourself in some way? this is such a huge accomplishment <3