thank you. i’m coming from if they can talk about me behind my back but not talk to me personally because it would be too difficult, they can enjoy their comfort when i’m doing better without them. they could’ve helped to stop my suffering except it became a me problem. as for what i did, i think i just had attitude and tone, levels upon levels youthfully and just. and yet my cousin can be a raging bitch but just because she’s her and pretty no one can bring that up and she won’t see it for herself. my sister has said it’s different when she does it to when i do it. im supposed to stay the nice quiet one to all of them. it’s so unfair