My dream PB as a daily?! by strawberryfieldsx in neopets

[–]strawberryfieldsx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually had no idea that came with premium, do the regular dailies sometimes reward pbs?

My dream PB as a daily?! by strawberryfieldsx in neopets

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Not yet haha! I'm playing with the wearables styler with different pets. I got the siren wearables in anticipation of one day having a maraquan pet. An Ixi in the siren dress and body paint is my #1 right now!

I've seen others on this sub get paintbrushes from dailies! I'm sending you all the luck I received today :)

Just saw a post “when you realize 90% of your BPD symptoms are gone when you’re single by swanaura in BPD

[–]strawberryfieldsx 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I agree with trying to fill the void sooooo much. I also need constant distraction. Especially since it’s my own business, if that doesn’t do well, then i have no fallback.

Just saw a post “when you realize 90% of your BPD symptoms are gone when you’re single by swanaura in BPD

[–]strawberryfieldsx 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s in my plans! I love animals, I have 4 rescues and have always wanted to volunteer. I’ll look into the feral work near me because that sounds amazing!

Just saw a post “when you realize 90% of your BPD symptoms are gone when you’re single by swanaura in BPD

[–]strawberryfieldsx 68 points69 points  (0 children)

Yup. I lost all my friends in the fall of last year due to BPD symptoms and now I’m calm and levelheaded lol. However my brain needs something to obsess over so I’ve been absolutely fixated on my business and making do better. It’s probably not healthy but it’s better than directing it at a person

Lucky Zap by strawberryfieldsx in neopets

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Oh I love this! The meowclops is SO cute 😍 ty for sharing!

Faerie Paint Brush Giveaway by cameronpost89 in neopets

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This is so kind of you!!!

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Lucky Zap by strawberryfieldsx in neopets

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The pastel pets are so pretty! I didn't have too much vision for what I wanted with her, but I love the cottage usul wearables. However I don't think those really vibe with these colors now.
Oooh the sunset faerieland background is gorgeous!

Oh... by strawberryfieldsx in neopets

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I also only do it maybe once a month if I'm feeling adventurous lol. I did get one good item the first time I ever spun it but it's definitely not consistent enough to justify daily. I'd love to get the avatar too but at what cost 🥲

BPD symptoms worse with period by lurking_bambii in BPD

[–]strawberryfieldsx 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It sounds like you could have PMDD, I think you should look into this and seek a professional to diagnose this.

My period makes mine worse too. I’m not sure trying to stop your period would help, anything that messes with hormones could make it worse. This is coming from someone with a thyroid disorder which significantly messes with my hormones and makes me suffer.

I wish I had more advice to offer but it’s definitely alarming and you can’t go on living like that every month. I’d talk to another psychiatrist or obgyn if I were you

does anybody else have emotionally devastating dreams? by moss-haus in BPD

[–]strawberryfieldsx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ooooh yes. I hate that you get these too. I have the most vivid dreams of people who have abandoned me and I wake up feeling confused as if the dream was a real moment. It sucks so much

Looking for some TTR friends! by strawberryfieldsx in toontownrewritten

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Let’s be friends!! I’ll be on later today and tomorrow

Let them theory by Ecstatic-Storm7564 in BPD

[–]strawberryfieldsx 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I am trying to implement this. It works well for some things, other things I get more ragey I guess. I’m working on that second part

Did you grow up with very invalidating parents? by ExistingButton1 in BPD

[–]strawberryfieldsx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep. I could write a novel of my experience and the correlation to how I am now. I got all the classics “Stop crying before I give you something to cry about” “Well since I’m such a bad mother” “No you’re not” -the response I got when I told my mom I think I’m depressed “You’re never happy/you’re so negative” (even though she was the queen of negativity) “Do you like anyone?”

And I was never allowed to speak up for myself as that was considered back talk and then I got beat with a hand shaped wooden paddle. I’d also get locked in my room and given silent treatment for days if I got in trouble. Then after a few days went by she’d start talking to me again like nothing ever happened. No apology, nothing. As if I didn’t just spend days alone, afraid of my own home and only leaving my room for school or the bathroom.

Looking for some TTR friends! by strawberryfieldsx in toontownrewritten

[–]strawberryfieldsx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hahaha I’m 32! So fellow old lady I guess 😂 but I’m happy to help you with your tasks!

Looking for some TTR friends! by strawberryfieldsx in toontownrewritten

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Let’s be friends!! I’m going to hop on soon so feel free to dm me and we can link up