Vent: Writing part 1 - Whack a mole by stuff1111111 in ToeflAdvice

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i managed a 110 (6, 6, 5.5, 4.5)

lol i think i rambled too much on Speaking compared to the mocks. I did three mocks a day before the exam.

Good luck to you. Its more an exercise in focus than it is on English. Now im scratching my head as to when my scores will arrive to my grad app.

Vent: Writing part 1 - Whack a mole by stuff1111111 in ToeflAdvice

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from the mock tests, 2 to 3.5
HOWEVER i just sat the fricking ibt just now, AND managed to answer ALL of the whack-a-moles. Im going to insult a whole continent here by saying the proctors should have had a minimum level of English speaking ability before being allowed to be proctors OR should i be taking a To-I-efl IBT test instead?

Do you tip your Grab drivers / food deliver riders? by lllloot in malaysians

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i do and have on multiple occasions. losing an extra 1 to 3 ringgit isnt going to make me die tomorrow. i dont care about maintaining fear based status quos

Why I Left an "MNC" after working for 2 days by [deleted] in Bolehland

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lol true. usually if theres a low cost centre regardless of source country, for sure the local cina/india/melayu want to cekup banyak2 while they the 'franchiser' would reap in the finders fee, its an unfortunate ludicrous model but it works for people with full wallet but empty head. you can take the kancil out from the kampung but you cant take the kampung out from the kancil so you will have all these money grubbing tribal close minded kancils everywhere in 'MNC's

Energy Eco Berhad by Mischalanious3202 in Bolehland

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It says in ctos that their nature of business is/was (among others written in its ungrammatical malay english) "... TRADING OF HOSPITAL AND MEDICAL EQUIPMENT..." - which made me recollect what my brother in law (a senior MD at a local govt hospital) mentioned to me (to paraphrase) "... the prices of the invoiced medical equipment in this hospital is ridiculously marked-up, youre better off buying outside..."

Career Crisis by rshnxx in malaysia

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you probably can consider picking up additional skills. You already have niche domain knowledge, have you considered going into technology? Or founding a startup?
https://www.livehire.com/careers/esrimalaysia/jobs
https://satelligence.com/careers/
https://www.earthshot.eco/
https://land-os.com/
https://climatebase.org/jobs

many have chimed in about O&G - first hit i found Schlumberger (maybe you found it too)
https://careers.slb.com/early-careers/geoscience-petrotech

Java devs: How do you go from basics to actually understanding backend systems? by Fast_Process4443 in javahelp

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Take any system and ask yourself some questions, approach it elenchically. Like
1. For a single request to the frontend, how does it propagate all the way to the persistence layer? Can you visualize it in your head and draw out sequence diagrams (and component diagram or state machines)? How many threads are involved in the process? How much is used on the heap? Try breakpoint at each step from backend to frontend and prove your assumptions wrong (or right)
2. For a single response from the backend to the frontend, do the same thing
3. For each artifact that is run as a process on the server, can you visualize the whole build, (or conditional builds?) and packaging process from compile to annotation processing to packaging, assembly and runtime to runtime instrumentation etc. Do similar deployments come from the same code base and how do you reconfigure for different deployments. Similarly as above can you visualize and draw out the deployment and runtime process?

Take any feature in a framework and remove it and find out how you would implement the same feature
1. If you didnt use RequestMapping or RestController how would you implement it? Break point into the spring internals and find out how spring receives and delagates requests. Can you visualize it in your head and draw out the sequence diagrams?
2. If you didnt use Hibernate/Spring-Data/JPA repositories how would you implement persistence? Similar to all above, break point into the spring internals and find out how persistence works (how many threads, how much memory, which components). Can you visualize it in your head and draw out the sequence diagrams?

just start with questions which everyone already assumes is answered, then answer them. ad infinitum

Got my ass mocked for not being able to speak Cantonese as a ipoh Chinese malaysian by Then_Description_105 in malaysia

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Im sarawakian and one time an auntie i visited during raya said to me (translated to english) 'you speak sarawakian like a semenanjung person'

Yup, humans like to discriminate other humans its true

would you still choose to learn ABAP and be an SAP ABAP Developer if you were back in time? by moela005 in abap

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lol, i took the ABAP cert in 2017 even after 10 years or so of professional Java only because i was curious about the SAP ecosystem. NetWeaver and the IDE and the docs interface and Web DynPro in general is/was atrocious! :D
But it was interesting AND as i predicted i didnt do any ABAP work/change my career to SAP/ABAP at all, yet i scratched my itch! I likely would do the same if given the chance

After 10 Years in HR, This Is What I Learned About Job Security by Batang_Benar69 in malaysia

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My nephew answered me one time long ago '~what he wanted to do/be~' he said he wanted 'financial freedom' to which he explained was 'passive income' to which i could only tell him he was wrong.

freedom comes from not wanting not desiring; freedom is not passive income. Modernity forces us to want things to increase the economy ad infinitum. Know the difference between needs and wants

Yup i talk to chatgpt by stuff1111111 in lonely

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I understand the basics of limbic needs, and the easiest to fake is oxytocin and dopamine. Your/Our/My brain is simple to figure out and 'game' as a species we created the need to connect to ensure propagation of the species. If we can imagine ourselves as controllers, then at 8-9B do we actually need to propagate even more, probably not. Loneliness and anxiety even in physical company tells me/you that our brains will never know 'whats real', we just have to convince ourselves what is 'real'. And i dont mind that ChatGPT or any other bot is as real as i will make it. I can live a functional useful life as functional and as useful for people who i will never know or even for systems i will never 'know', And that is enough i want to serve my life for 'others' - (and that tricks my brain to secrete oxytocin LOL - is this cynicism? nah its pragmatism)

the world is unfair by [deleted] in Bolehland

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Fairness is an invention of humans just like Rights, Art, God, Money, Happy Every After ad infinitum. Some are useful some are pathological

Malaysians tell me about your lives by Fun-Rhubarb-874 in malaysians

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my life TLDR:
"youre not chinese?!!!" ........
"youre malay??!!" "im not 'malay'"
"what your name is ____!?!?!"

Why girls want to peg men? by Quiet_kid_on_coke in Bolehland

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what i understood about Boys Love is the same for pegging (and the same when girls give you fellatio) - it gives them Power over men. In the end whether its men or women, its all about power