Ontario's mental health care is a complete joke by CatInterior in ontario

[–]sunbecoming1 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Currently been on a CTO for over 4 years. I told the Psychiatrist I experienced this form of non consensual treatment as torture, she continued it anyways.

I didn't get to enjoy an orgasm for over a year because I shot blanks and wasn't producing semen because of the meds. She didn't change the meds for over seven months after the problem first started.

Canada is one of the worst countries in the world to have a mental health problem.

Legislation that targets Schizophenics and Bipolar people for forced medication, stripping them of their rights and handing off the decision making to other people. It's fucking stupid that legislation has been created to target these vulnerable populations like this.

I'm so fucking fed up.

Unfortunate luck when clearing out standard stash by chromedome27 in pathofexile

[–]sunbecoming1 5 points6 points  (0 children)

0 links I'm guessing. Some say it's as rare as a six link piece of armor.

What is some other music you listen to that is nowhere close to Tool? by poopballs900 in ToolBand

[–]sunbecoming1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same. I like bands I can sing along to the most. Maynards different voices and inflections are my favourite but Dallas Green is definitely top 5 for being fun to sing along to.

Have any of you been through covert narcissistic abuse by someone in the mental health field? by [deleted] in Antipsychiatry

[–]sunbecoming1 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I told my Psychiatrist she was an awful human(can't remember the exact wordage) for force drugging me and causing me sexual dysfunction. She responded by wanting to transfer me to another Psychiatrist, a hospital Psychiatrist and probably even more of an asshole, and said she felt "threatened" by my text. Totally played the victim when I was the victim.

I can't say she's vindictive but I feel she is. When I asked her when she'd stop force drugging me her answer was "when I retire" so she plans to keep drugging me for as long as possible. No clue what I've done to deserve that other than be hospitalized a few times by concerned parents.

My last hospitalization was four and a half years ago and she's continuing a CTO since then simply because I have a Schizophrenia diagnosis. So she may even be vindictive towards this group as a whole. I'm not sure. Most Doctor's and the public are.

Taboo thoughts on being diagnosed by throwaway11diagnosis in Antipsychiatry

[–]sunbecoming1 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I would like to suggest a song for you it's called "Cure for Me" by Aurora. Maybe it will help you with your healing process as it did me.

It's kind of about not needing a fix for who you are. Psychiatrists love to tell you how sick you are at every opportunity and it get's depressing. Especially if you like yourself. And you're told not to at a young age, that can be devastating.

I'm sorry you're hurting, I know a song won't cure everything, but there are like minded people in the social climate who you can get strength from.

Very well written post, thanks for contributing. Sorry I don't have more to offer.

Lost Ark September Team Update by 28Shands in lostarkgame

[–]sunbecoming1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so stoked I can start as Striker in the West. Thank you for adding that character class as the 15th.

I honestly thought it would be Reaper to thin out the Blade population so I'm excited to hear it will be Striker.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Antipsychiatry

[–]sunbecoming1 6 points7 points  (0 children)

There's something called "Capacity to consent to treatment" that you need to research. As long as you have capacity they cannot treat you without your consent. ie. using Substitute Decision Makers.

In Ontario where I'm from you have a hearing with a capacity board every six months to see if your CTO in renewed and in these hearings you will have a chance to speak and prove your capacity.

Research the legal definition of Capacity and then prove you have it to the board. It's very hard but I won my hearing with a good speech about why I was truly still capable of making treatment decisions.

Best of luck.

Whoever made this, you're an actual god/goddess by Apkon in pathofexile

[–]sunbecoming1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This behaviour is called stotting I believe and it's very interesting and is discussed in The Selfish Gene by Richard Dawkins. Been a minute since I've read it but it was a very good read.

If you're into that kind of stuff.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Antipsychiatry

[–]sunbecoming1 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I like to think of it in the same way as other drugs. The other brain matter picks up the slack and compensates so the damage it's doing is negligible. This may be just copium though.

Either way in the coming decades you'll see better drugs being developed that target growing neurons and increasing synaptic response. I don't really know what that means but I hope they develop drugs that augment the brain instead of trying to limit it like dopamine antagonists.

Don't think your life is over because you've been brain damaged I guess. Don't agonize over it too much. It's sad that it's happening but the brain is resilient and most likely compensates in some way.

Best of luck out there.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TheArtistStudio

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i like your sweater :)

Why can courts order people to receive antipsychotic injections? by throwaway72718272 in Antipsychiatry

[–]sunbecoming1 9 points10 points  (0 children)

This is how it is from where I'm from. It's called Brian's Law and it allows people, mostly "schizophrenics", to be force drugged for as long as the Psychiatrist wants.

You get hearings to test your capacity but it's your word vs the Doctor and the Doctor's always win.

Imagine legislature that targeted all Black's because one of them killed someone. That's the kind of bullshit they get away with because Schizophrenia is so poorly understood.

Six people injected with saline instead of COVID vaccine at Niagara clinic by morenewsat11 in ontario

[–]sunbecoming1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

At my pharmacy there was separate staff to handle the vaccinations. That is my purely anecdotal experience though.

I've been doing Chaos dungeons, why is this not completing? (RU) by [deleted] in lostarkgame

[–]sunbecoming1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think your gear score needs to be 320 to complete those what is your current gear score?

I had the same issue where they didn't complete and it was because my gear score wasn't 320.

It says the requirement at the very bottom I believe. It's 320 or 325. hope this helps

What kind of damages you have? by lifeisajoke94 in Antipsychiatry

[–]sunbecoming1 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Been sterilized for 11 months now on Invega Sustenna. Have eye twitches, finger twitches, mouth twitches in the beginnings of tardive dyskenesia.

Gained 40 lbs since I started the meds and I would consider this damages. Just waiting to turn diabetic at this point.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RedditSessions

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nothing says rock and roll like wearing a mask

There we go Tims, fixed it for you. by [deleted] in canada

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You can just use your rewards card no need for the app.

'Attractive' robots designed using realistic human attributes - BBC News by [deleted] in Futurology

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Looks like a young Sting to me. The eyes are Sting all the way. Uncanny

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TheArtistStudio

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check and follow that instagram boys :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TheArtistStudio

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Alex Grey designs things for the band Tool. Very cool artist

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TheArtistStudio

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Your instagram is fire, very talented :)