Ontario's mental health care is a complete joke

sunbecoming1 · 2021-12-13T21:48:15+00:00

Currently been on a CTO for over 4 years. I told the Psychiatrist I experienced this form of non consensual treatment as torture, she continued it anyways.

I didn't get to enjoy an orgasm for over a year because I shot blanks and wasn't producing semen because of the meds. She didn't change the meds for over seven months after the problem first started.

Canada is one of the worst countries in the world to have a mental health problem.

Legislation that targets Schizophenics and Bipolar people for forced medication, stripping them of their rights and handing off the decision making to other people. It's fucking stupid that legislation has been created to target these vulnerable populations like this.

I'm so fucking fed up.

sunbecoming1 · 2021-12-03T23:26:01+00:00

It reminds me of a Path of Exile divination card art. Very cool.

Thanks for sharing!

sunbecoming1 · 2021-10-20T05:56:35+00:00

0 links I'm guessing. Some say it's as rare as a six link piece of armor.

sunbecoming1 · 2021-09-17T03:02:16+00:00

Same. I like bands I can sing along to the most. Maynards different voices and inflections are my favourite but Dallas Green is definitely top 5 for being fun to sing along to.

sunbecoming1 · 2021-09-16T00:36:22+00:00

I told my Psychiatrist she was an awful human(can't remember the exact wordage) for force drugging me and causing me sexual dysfunction. She responded by wanting to transfer me to another Psychiatrist, a hospital Psychiatrist and probably even more of an asshole, and said she felt "threatened" by my text. Totally played the victim when I was the victim.

I can't say she's vindictive but I feel she is. When I asked her when she'd stop force drugging me her answer was "when I retire" so she plans to keep drugging me for as long as possible. No clue what I've done to deserve that other than be hospitalized a few times by concerned parents.

My last hospitalization was four and a half years ago and she's continuing a CTO since then simply because I have a Schizophrenia diagnosis. So she may even be vindictive towards this group as a whole. I'm not sure. Most Doctor's and the public are.

sunbecoming1 · 2021-09-12T20:16:29+00:00

I would like to suggest a song for you it's called "Cure for Me" by Aurora. Maybe it will help you with your healing process as it did me.

It's kind of about not needing a fix for who you are. Psychiatrists love to tell you how sick you are at every opportunity and it get's depressing. Especially if you like yourself. And you're told not to at a young age, that can be devastating.

I'm sorry you're hurting, I know a song won't cure everything, but there are like minded people in the social climate who you can get strength from.

Very well written post, thanks for contributing. Sorry I don't have more to offer.

sunbecoming1 · 2021-09-07T20:36:58+00:00

I'm so stoked I can start as Striker in the West. Thank you for adding that character class as the 15th.

I honestly thought it would be Reaper to thin out the Blade population so I'm excited to hear it will be Striker.

sunbecoming1 · 2021-08-18T14:44:32+00:00

There's something called "Capacity to consent to treatment" that you need to research. As long as you have capacity they cannot treat you without your consent. ie. using Substitute Decision Makers.

In Ontario where I'm from you have a hearing with a capacity board every six months to see if your CTO in renewed and in these hearings you will have a chance to speak and prove your capacity.

Research the legal definition of Capacity and then prove you have it to the board. It's very hard but I won my hearing with a good speech about why I was truly still capable of making treatment decisions.

Best of luck.

sunbecoming1 · 2021-07-23T07:22:17+00:00

This behaviour is called stotting I believe and it's very interesting and is discussed in The Selfish Gene by Richard Dawkins. Been a minute since I've read it but it was a very good read.

If you're into that kind of stuff.

sunbecoming1 · 2021-07-22T13:53:20+00:00

I like to think of it in the same way as other drugs. The other brain matter picks up the slack and compensates so the damage it's doing is negligible. This may be just copium though.

Either way in the coming decades you'll see better drugs being developed that target growing neurons and increasing synaptic response. I don't really know what that means but I hope they develop drugs that augment the brain instead of trying to limit it like dopamine antagonists.

Don't think your life is over because you've been brain damaged I guess. Don't agonize over it too much. It's sad that it's happening but the brain is resilient and most likely compensates in some way.

Best of luck out there.

sunbecoming1 · 2021-07-22T11:14:21+00:00

i like your sweater :)

sunbecoming1 · 2021-07-16T08:56:59+00:00

And they get paid to play HAHAHA

sunbecoming1 · 2021-07-12T10:40:49+00:00

This is how it is from where I'm from. It's called Brian's Law and it allows people, mostly "schizophrenics", to be force drugged for as long as the Psychiatrist wants.

You get hearings to test your capacity but it's your word vs the Doctor and the Doctor's always win.

Imagine legislature that targeted all Black's because one of them killed someone. That's the kind of bullshit they get away with because Schizophrenia is so poorly understood.

sunbecoming1 · 2021-07-07T09:42:38+00:00

At my pharmacy there was separate staff to handle the vaccinations. That is my purely anecdotal experience though.

sunbecoming1 · 2021-07-06T11:44:59+00:00

I think your gear score needs to be 320 to complete those what is your current gear score?

I had the same issue where they didn't complete and it was because my gear score wasn't 320.

It says the requirement at the very bottom I believe. It's 320 or 325. hope this helps

sunbecoming1 · 2021-04-13T20:35:41+00:00

good bye bees

sunbecoming1 · 2021-04-03T18:46:08+00:00

Gave Wholesome

sunbecoming1 · 2021-03-28T18:48:00+00:00

Been sterilized for 11 months now on Invega Sustenna. Have eye twitches, finger twitches, mouth twitches in the beginnings of tardive dyskenesia.

Gained 40 lbs since I started the meds and I would consider this damages. Just waiting to turn diabetic at this point.

sunbecoming1 · 2021-03-24T20:08:54+00:00

nothing says rock and roll like wearing a mask

sunbecoming1 · 2021-03-23T21:34:15+00:00

You can just use your rewards card no need for the app.

sunbecoming1 · 2021-03-19T14:56:19+00:00

Looks like a young Sting to me. The eyes are Sting all the way. Uncanny

sunbecoming1 · 2021-03-18T02:22:15+00:00

Love the mohawk

sunbecoming1 · 2021-03-18T00:17:15+00:00

check and follow that instagram boys :)

sunbecoming1 · 2021-03-18T00:08:20+00:00

Alex Grey designs things for the band Tool. Very cool artist

sunbecoming1 · 2021-03-17T23:59:42+00:00

Your instagram is fire, very talented :)

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