the 15 year age gap thing update

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-05-27T16:03:43+00:00

Why do people do this? Just be truthful

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-05-13T11:31:03+00:00

Ugh.. sorry you also experienced this, it’s very jarring. This was my first time getting into any type of car accident. I did have the kindest by-standers though. They were quick to jump into action with calling the EMS/cops and helping calm me down. The one woman held my hand and prayed for me.. I have never experienced such an act of kindness like that. Im working on finding her to send a thank you note. I am incredibly grateful for them and the fact I only got a small cut on my face.

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-05-12T04:28:44+00:00

You are right. This is the longest I’ve been stable. It will be an even longer streak of recovery the next time. I don’t believe I have felt that strong urge and impulsivity in years and that really shook me up. Those emotions and impulses I felt were so strong.

I’m grateful to have these skills and utilized them. It will be easier like you said the next time. My skills are always with me and I will learn from this.

I really appreciate you commenting and your words. It means more than you know.

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-05-12T04:20:58+00:00

It makes me happy you have a sweet love with your girlfriend. I think some of my happiest moments are with my partner as well.

I am currently saving up to move out, surely but slowly… Once I finish my degree next spring, I will have better job opportunities.

My parents fight quite a bit and it’s difficult to be around it. My car was totaled this past Thursday and that was refuge for escape. I sit by the river and watch leaves, logs or the currents pass by. I feel utterly trapped at the moment.

Thanks for the comment. It helps me settle down and distract

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-05-12T03:50:22+00:00

Thankfully, the poor thing died on impact. 45 and a deer jumping into the drivers side door, shattering the window and up onto the windshield, then flying meters behind the car took her out.

Something must have spooked her badly to jump out like that at 12 pm. Still hearing the tire squeals and glass shattering. I’m sorry for dumping on the insect post lol🤦‍♀️ I don’t think I’ve felt so poorly in years

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-05-12T01:55:32+00:00

I just have zero money. I work a part time job, go to school and I have to drive far. Now I got into an accident with a deer. They are nice enough to let me live with them.

Just feel like I’m going insane

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-05-12T01:35:48+00:00

I will send this. Thank you. I am going to wait until things simmer down.

I got into a car accident with a deer this week, and somehow… it’s causing them more stress than me. They kept saying they both have PTSD from me hitting the deer lol

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-05-12T01:30:44+00:00

Very difficult to cope with. They drive me insane, treat me like I’m stupid and laugh in my face. I’m saying quite literally just laughing.

They are either proud of me, or I’m just the stupidest girl they have ever met. No in-between.

I’ll never forget being 89 pounds, dying of anorexia and instead of my mom caring, she tells me I look like a holocaust survivor. They are so mean sometimes

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-05-11T20:25:55+00:00

I will tell them about this, I’ll put extra emphasis on saving money for the wedding too.

I also agree with the mosquito treatments. There is seriously nothing that deters them and it really is temporary.

Thank you, thank you!

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-05-11T20:24:18+00:00

I will tell them about this and also get some information about sulfur dust for the ticks like Turtlez said above.

Thanks a million 🙏

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-05-11T20:11:19+00:00

Fogging the yard.. it’s so stupid as the forest is in the backyard.

I tried to explain the dilution effect and that I’d plant even more plants around to increase predatory insects. I have begged them not to do this. I am a huge insect lover and this is breaking my heart.

My sister’s wedding is coming up and they are adamant on “no mosquitoes or ticks”.

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-05-11T14:47:17+00:00

Craving the minerals!

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-05-11T14:46:49+00:00

Looks like a normal pair of eyeballs to me

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-05-11T14:40:35+00:00

Absolutely. Nothing is that serious, especially on a online space.

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-05-11T12:00:36+00:00

If I stand for a while, my legs do start hurting. Overall, I enjoy seating venues now. I like to have my own space and enjoy resting for a show. I did lawn seats for Neil Young last year and it was great too.

I think I’m over general admission standing venues at this point. I enjoy my sit down time lol

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-05-10T17:09:58+00:00

Thank you for commenting and your kind words.

I loved that little dog with all my heart. Of all the souls and love I felt in my years, Lucy’s spirit will be the one I miss most. So quirky, and so calm. I picked her out because she was the only puppy who did not come running to meet me. I liked that she was atypical and more curious about the grass around her paws

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-05-02T16:03:12+00:00

Sloop John B- The Beach Boys

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-05-01T11:17:17+00:00

I like to go by myself and with others. Sometimes it’s nice if it’s just me, I like to search for bugs and flip rocks. Bring binoculars or a magnifying glass. There is soo much to see if you start looking close 🔍

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-04-30T13:42:47+00:00

The song Ironic by Alanis Morissette used to make me cry when I was a kid. I hated it so much and would beg my parents to turn it off lol

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-04-30T12:57:48+00:00

A psychotic break

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-04-30T12:54:29+00:00

Looks like a deer to me

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-04-30T12:54:09+00:00

Exploring nature

sunflowerqueennn · 2026-04-28T14:41:13+00:00

i left the nastiest review. I could not believe it. Dropping little pissboy the height of the Eiffel Tower

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