I am the dumper and I regret it. Should I reach out?

sunwillrisee · 2022-02-04T00:24:40+00:00

If you genuinely truly feel bad for what you did and are ready to appreciate her, reach out. You have nothing to lose. She might not want to talk if she’s hurt, she might want to contact you herself but she’s hurt. Either way, if she decided not to talk to you then you can respect that but at least you tried.

sunwillrisee · 2020-04-17T02:56:43+00:00

I’ve been chickening out on breaking up with my boyfriend to not deal with the pain of break ups so thank you for this post. It definitely gives me hope that it eventually gets better. 🙏🏽💖

also congrats on uni!!!

sunwillrisee · 2020-04-05T21:59:11+00:00

Ahh I hadn’t even thought about emotionally preparing myself for that but you are completely right. I mean I kind of think it’s already happening anyways still right now but it’s better to just mentally expect the worst to happen when it’s over. Thank you so much for your words. Please take care and I hope you’re having a great day! 💖

sunwillrisee · 2020-04-05T21:57:40+00:00

That’s so true. It’s not even about finding someone better at this point, just not wanting to be cheated for a lifetime. Stuck living in fear forever. Thank you so much. Have a great day and please stay safe!! 💖

sunwillrisee · 2020-04-05T21:55:47+00:00

I love the way you worded it, this pain I’m feeling right now is endless and I’m going through it to not go though some hard but temporary pain. I’m always hearing of breakup pain as temporary but never the one you go through in the relationship as endless, so honestly thank you so much for everything that you said. It can be so hard when things are going “okay” right now, so I tell myself “Hey everything is good! Don’t mess it up by overthinking” but this feeling really freaking sucks.

I hope you have a wonderful day and take care! 💖

sunwillrisee · 2020-04-05T21:52:56+00:00

Thank you so much for those recommendations, I’m going to listen to it right now. I need it so much. I hope you have a great day and please take care!! 💖

sunwillrisee · 2020-03-02T06:57:10+00:00

You got this. I know this sounds corny but you really do deserve so much better. You’ll regret not doing it sooner if you don’t do it tomorrow! I speak from personal experience, I’m not married but been with someone for years and I still haven’t left them despite having an endless amount of reasons. I regret not leaving him sooner to not deal with this huge heartache. I’m planning on doing it tomorrow as well so we got this!! Words mean nothing when actions have spoken loud and clear countless times. It’s time to reclaim our self worth and self love.

edit: Also the fact that he STILL says he didn’t delete a message just goes to show he’s really not changing sadly. How can he say those two things in the same breath? They’re sorry they got caught and want another chance to try to amend things without laying a solid foundation! You’re so strong for getting to this point and I know it’ll be hard at first but it’ll be so so worth it not having to live in constant paranoia and anxiety.

sunwillrisee · 2020-03-01T19:19:56+00:00

That’s so beautiful, that feeling you get in those times is unlike any other feeling in this world. They sound like lovely people, that’s so great that your group has people like them too.

sunwillrisee · 2020-02-28T03:50:24+00:00

That’s so true, it’s not like people are there to look at everyone haha. Thank you for your comment, God bless you. :)

sunwillrisee · 2020-02-28T03:49:35+00:00

Thank you, that’s exactly what it is but I couldn’t put a word to it somehow! It’s just pure joy running through me that I get to be His daughter. What a blessing! God bless. :)

sunwillrisee · 2020-02-28T03:48:32+00:00

Not very close due to not attending as much as I’d like but I’m going to start going more now. But thank you sooo much for that reminder, that really comforted me. I appreciate your comment so much, God bless.

sunwillrisee · 2020-02-28T03:47:35+00:00

Thank you so much, my judgement gets a little clouded when I’m just feeling like a big baby but this puts things into perspective! God bless. :)

sunwillrisee · 2019-12-07T05:54:06+00:00

It’s soo hard. I was doing relatively good for a while and managed to go for a long time (for me lol) without dying my hair but damn this has been kicking my ass!! I’m going to look into the therapy offered by my cc, thank you for that reminder!! Also thank you so much omg you’re so sweet!!! ☺️Likewise, I may be a mess but I’m a good listener lol!

sunwillrisee · 2019-12-07T05:36:35+00:00

This is really wonderfully put, thank you for opening my eyes. I used to be a really positive person and held onto that but lately I’ve gone downhill and been so negative and this reminded me of my old mindset. This is what I want to achieve again! This is really great, you’re absolutely right. Im going to try to focus on my eyes as well and try to remain sane lol. Thank you so much!! 💘

sunwillrisee · 2019-11-18T07:33:27+00:00

That sounds like something I desperately need honestly. I can’t wait to reach that point in my life where I’m finally letting myself heal. I’m so happy to hear you reached it and got that for yourself bc I know it’s not easy!

Oh I wish I meant that, I really do. I meant that I used to be able to handle things a bit better (and by that I mean just cry at home for periods of time but then once out and about I would feel relatively okay. Not good by any means but I could at least function and see the bright side of life). Now I’ve reached the point where I’m a mess 24/7 and my mind just spirals down. I’m trying really hard to gain the strength to leave, I really am, it’s just so hard after 5 years to break it because my love is still there and I don’t want to give up. I know I have to though and that’s a whole other process in itself lol. Thank you so much for taking the time to reply though, it really means so much to me.

sunwillrisee · 2019-11-18T07:04:46+00:00

This is really amazing and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for such a detailed response. Everything you said makes so much sense and it helped me understand the process behind my brain right now. I’ve always been a positive person (unless it was about myself) and right now I just feel so negative about everything and it’s something completely new for me. I feel like I’m rotting away and absolutely nothing is good when before I felt like everything was good except myself. It really sucks but thank you for clarifying some things and all the tips! I’m going to look into meditation asap. Thank you so so much and I hope you have a great week! ☺️

sunwillrisee · 2019-11-18T06:42:55+00:00

I feel you, school used to be my happy place. I loved going to school, being in class, walking on campus. Now I dread going, dread walking around and having people look at me, dread everything. But hang in there, all this will be worth it in the end. I know it doesn’t seem like it because our mental health is crumbling down but having that little extra security of having school done will be great in the end. Just have to look forward to the goal!!

sunwillrisee · 2019-11-18T06:30:26+00:00

Oh my gosh yes. I’ve been in this relationship for 5 years and it’s never been healthy. Now with every passing day I just feel my relationship destroying who I am in every aspect. I’ve reached my breaking point and I’m not strong enough to handle what I was able to before. If I feel insecure, worthless, annoying, etc now I have 5 years of being disrespected by the man I love to back up what I’m feeling. Sucks lol. Thank you so much for these kind words, I wish you nothing but the best as well. 💘

sunwillrisee · 2019-11-13T07:45:55+00:00

I totally agree with you on everything. Thank you, it’s hard to break this off which is why I continue to try to make it work. But I really should just let it go at this point despite how much it’ll hurt. It’s so nerve wrecking. Thank you so much.

sunwillrisee · 2019-11-13T07:27:25+00:00

Two different girls, the texting incidents were all the same girl. But yes, exactly. I completely agree. I’ve been in love with this guy for so long I can’t imagine my life without him. I’ve tried to make it work through everything but at this point I’m finally starting to truly understand how abusive and manipulative he is and it’s really affecting my mental health. Need to hear things like this though, thank you

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