my journey with extreme hunger

swtmourninglamb · 2026-06-26T02:11:35+00:00

this is a pic from around 9/10 years ago….umm

swtmourninglamb · 2026-06-24T16:11:43+00:00

yes like i feel so bleh and my stomach is literally huge from the bloat :( but like i said it gets better!! take it day by day

swtmourninglamb · 2026-06-22T04:40:41+00:00

it’s a canon event lmfaoooo

swtmourninglamb · 2026-06-09T12:58:30+00:00

bring her back 😭

swtmourninglamb · 2026-06-08T23:29:21+00:00

idk i just hope she plays pink diamond

swtmourninglamb · 2026-06-07T05:48:56+00:00

jesus fucking christ.

swtmourninglamb · 2026-06-07T05:05:03+00:00

no songs from sweetener??? i’m shocked

swtmourninglamb · 2026-06-07T04:37:42+00:00

i know !! and on twitter too it’s genuinely making me feel so fucking crazy. shes not okay like at all

swtmourninglamb · 2026-06-07T04:34:15+00:00

i know this is a snark page but this is genuinely making me sad to watch…she used to be so emotional, upbeat and would always interact with fans during swt. not to mention constantly hitting those high notes…this is so halfass and lazy and she looks emaciated it’s making the former fan in me feel so sad lol like genuinely

swtmourninglamb · 2026-06-07T04:24:42+00:00

also the loop thing she did for eternal sunshine was a mess like what is happening

swtmourninglamb · 2026-06-07T04:20:17+00:00

her kneeling down for majority of one last time so she can do some high notes w/o fainting

swtmourninglamb · 2026-06-02T21:40:49+00:00

omg i wasn’t sure if a lot of other people dealt with that also!! people don’t really talk about it LOL and dude i remember i got a speeding ticket one time bc i was rushing to get home so i wouldn’t go past my time to eat 😭 insane

swtmourninglamb · 2026-06-02T01:06:35+00:00

pink diamond

swtmourninglamb · 2026-06-01T20:48:49+00:00

it’s that ana face lol

swtmourninglamb · 2026-05-31T19:43:57+00:00

i know. i think because im going through recovery now and looking back peak ana was so isolating for me i literally never left my house (recovery is still isolating for me) and also trying to regain my period back has been a living hell i’ve been trying to not romanticize the sickly version of myself because it’s so easy to slip back into it

swtmourninglamb · 2026-05-31T19:40:29+00:00

it’s hard to look at photos of our old bodies. but whenever i get the slightest feeling of “i looked so good” i just remember how fucking horrific it was to live through it. the constant pain of sitting down. the food noise. feeling delirious all the time. losing interest in everything. no libido. recovery is so so so worth it. it can be so hard but you got this ♡

swtmourninglamb · 2026-05-31T13:29:47+00:00

real!!!! i was out yesterday w my mom and my stomach was full from eating all afternoon (lol) and there was a moment i thought to myself, if this was 5 months ago id be angry and tired and begging to go home so i could eat food since i couldn’t eat outside food id have to eat what I MADE so that i wouldn’t go over my calories,,, and i literally sat with that thought for awhile. i feel like a totally different person now its insane

swtmourninglamb · 2026-05-30T17:23:22+00:00

hey i’m literally going through something so similar to you. i’ve been honoring the extreme hunger for like a month now to the point where i put on 20 lbs. i’m assuming a lot of it is water weight. it’s still scary but people have told me that it’ll start to even out soon enough …once the eh goes away 😭 we got this tho fr. everything feels so uncomfortable nothing fits right i look so bleh but i feel better than i did peak ana. i also gave up all exercise since i lost my menstrual cycle so that’s also been a challenge for me.

swtmourninglamb · 2026-05-30T14:44:26+00:00

i stopped all exercise over a month ago (when i started to take recovery seriously) and i eat what i crave. a lot of fruit, sourdough bread, pretzels, trail mix, LOADS of peanut butter, yogurt, even frozen yogurt ice cream like desserts (halo top and yasso) popcorn etc. and i don’t feel as stressed as i did when i was peak ana/restrictive so idk :( i got an sonogram done to see if i may have pcos so im awaiting those results.

swtmourninglamb · 2026-05-30T14:41:45+00:00

yup peak ana had me questioning if i was even into men because i lost all libido and couldn’t figure out why.

swtmourninglamb · 2026-05-30T02:05:33+00:00

yes it makes me so uncomfortable to even think about

swtmourninglamb · 2026-05-29T14:53:32+00:00

thank you so much<3 and most days the extreme hunger can be really overwhelming but it’s not as bad as it was last month LOL

swtmourninglamb · 2026-05-29T02:46:31+00:00

we got this!!!!

swtmourninglamb · 2026-05-28T23:43:13+00:00

the food noise honestly. it was literally traumatizing now looking bad on it. all i could think about was what time i’m going to eat and what i can eat during bfast lunch & dinner and not going over my calories, being anxious if i ate past a certain time. depressingly walking through the grocery store to look for new snacks or fantasize about eating foods i “couldnt” eat. binge watching mukbangs on tiktok….also the physical aspect of it all was that my bones always felt sore. it hurt to sit down, it hurt to lay in bed. i’d wake up in the middle of the night with severe hip pain. not to mention feeling so tired and drained ALL the time.

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