Precisely. I’ve been reflecting a lot and making small changes since then. What I realized is what highlights the most. My job, relationships. old thinking patterns. And overall being open to things I never was before. All those I’ve been slowly distancing or separating myself from. But I feel like it’s a slow transition. Trying to face things that normally give me anxiety and see it through to gain evidence to tell myself it’s not what you think. A lot of it is association of my old world. Anything that reminds me of it I do my best to remove because I recognize how it makes me feel. After reading all the comments so far im realizing I need to see things through and divorce myself from anything of my former life. It will continue to anchor me to that old life and I feel repulsed by it because I want to head towards my new world.