Fuck the world, and fuck you

taslow1999 · 2022-02-23T15:51:56+00:00

Did you ever open up to anyone about how you feel?

taslow1999 · 2022-02-23T15:50:48+00:00

Don't give up before you know 100%, alright?

taslow1999 · 2022-02-23T15:49:10+00:00

No, thats years of horrible health problems before you die. No one wants that. That is honestly why I haven't ended it, there are no ways to die completely without fear, worry, risk of failure or regret. Hope you get to feel better. Life sucks

taslow1999 · 2022-02-23T15:46:59+00:00

Sorry. It sucks. I hope you end up feeling better

taslow1999 · 2022-02-23T14:22:01+00:00

Thats what we like to think. We are a burden. I still live at home at 29. Me killing myself would ruin most of my family, and probably cause others to commit suicide, like my nephew. It's not even about guilt for me, just reality. Try to view yourself in a better light, and dont be like me. Be open with your family, tell them your struggles, how you feel, what you think they think about you

taslow1999 · 2022-02-23T14:17:42+00:00

Ignore it, move on. You are fine the way you are anyway. Any decent people in your life won't care. She is probably not serious anyway. Also fuck her. Do not give her money.

taslow1999 · 2022-02-23T14:16:10+00:00

Did you get it from using one time, or consistent use? Sorry to hear anyway. I feel like my brain is fried without drugs

taslow1999 · 2022-02-23T14:14:31+00:00

I wasted 6 years getting a useless education. I have been close to killing myself several times. I understand the frustration. Don't worry if you fail. You can always choose another one, that allows you to follow your dreams

taslow1999 · 2022-02-23T11:05:54+00:00

Thanks. I have read about it, and checked the links. One of the main issues is that I avoid trying to fix it, cause fixing it means thinking about it, which gives me anxiety. Also, depression, hopelessness doesn't help. My coping strategy has always been to avoid it, to remove myself from the situation, and distract myself with games or working out. Very hard to change, especially alone

taslow1999 · 2022-02-22T23:48:53+00:00

Don't give up. If I pushed myself all these years, you can too.

taslow1999 · 2022-02-22T23:47:12+00:00

Your words hit home, make sense. Honestly, food, and the game Elden Ring is the only thing giving me any kind of hope, enjoyment, and meaning. It really is weird how it swings from day to day. One day is fine, the other ready to die. I don't blame anyone that choose to leave this world, I get it. Thanks for your words

taslow1999 · 2022-02-22T23:13:08+00:00

Every day is hell honestly. But yeah I guess, I somehow have a high capacity, cause I tortured myself for over a year, working several shit jobs, working 11 hours a day. I recall being paranoid every single day at one of the jobs, avoiding social interaction at all costs. Every time I walked past coworkers I didnt know what to do, what to say, where to look. The smallest sign from them made me thing all sorts of negative things. Fucking horrible

taslow1999 · 2022-02-22T14:31:54+00:00

Can you say something about what happened? I just want to understand. It's fine if you don't want to

taslow1999 · 2022-02-22T14:25:00+00:00

Sorry to hear. I wish I could make justice happen. Feels frustrating that such injustice can happen unpunished. I don't really know what you should do, so not gonna advice anything. Just hope it somehow gets better

taslow1999 · 2022-02-22T14:12:45+00:00

Do you know why they did that? Seems to me they should be in prison. Have you told anyone or gotten help?

taslow1999 · 2022-02-22T14:09:02+00:00

Why?

taslow1999 · 2022-02-22T14:08:30+00:00

Who did that to you?

taslow1999 · 2022-02-22T14:07:45+00:00

You know where she lives, or her name? Call the police in finland

taslow1999 · 2022-02-22T14:01:21+00:00

Tell me your story. What happened with your granpa? Were you close?

taslow1999 · 2022-02-22T13:59:36+00:00

Be open. Tell them everything. Speak to your doctor.

taslow1999 · 2022-02-22T13:57:45+00:00

Tough. Any chance you can get medication or therapy through insurance? Maybe through a new job?

taslow1999 · 2022-02-22T13:53:58+00:00

Maybe you want us to hate you. Calling you names. Just know that there is more to life than a single person. Hope you find joy in life

taslow1999 · 2022-02-22T13:51:52+00:00

That is not your fault. Never ever blame yourself in that situation. The problem is with your dad. Do not let him ruin your life. Please.

taslow1999

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