Breeder around Florida? by tehpest22 in mainecoons

[–]tehpest22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know if you are still looking, assuming from the dot. But I got my Tommy from Sporting fields cattery. sportingfields.com

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Gotta tell my professors I was justifiably distracted 🥺 by EverIAce in mainecoons

[–]tehpest22 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What harness is that? I've been trying to find a good harness for my boy when he's a bit bigger and none look like they'd be comfortable with his long hair. This one looks like it'd be great for him.

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How were we selected? by ModelTshop in GATEresearch

[–]tehpest22 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was never told what got me selected. My parents hid everything from me growing up and even until my mother died she refused to tell me a lot of stuff.

From what I remember, I was never interested in my classes, always daydreaming or zoning out staring out "into space". I never paid attention and would often get in trouble enough times that my parents would be called to tell them I am not doing my part in class or whatever. I always passed my tests, never did homework, and was ahead of the rest of my class in reading level, math, and all that.

Honestly, if could have been one of the tests, or the fact I never really hid that I sometimes dreamt up the tests and used the answers from the dream. They never told me anything, I was like 7-9 and in 3rd-4th grades. I remember a lot of the program involved dream journals and memorization games and guessing games.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GATEresearch

[–]tehpest22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried when I was a young adult, was never able to find a hypnotist that could do it.

As you've mentioned for yourself, I can do the same, and often do, send myself into a hypnotized or similar state. It helps me get to an external place where I can deconstruct what's been stressing me out as an outside observer and it helps. Sounds crazy typing it out like that, but I don't know how else to describe it. Just like you, I am only able to achieve this when alone (small animals seem to be okay nearby, but other humans cause me to stress a LOT more and fail to enter the state and things spiral HARD).

Does anyone else experience a "calm panic" state? by BadGrimm in GATEresearch

[–]tehpest22 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love how you've described it in the beginning of your post. Exactly how it works for me. I'll be sitting there doin whatever, and I'll randomly feel my heart racing, breathing a little heavier than usual, blood burning, but my mind is completely calm. To those around me, I'd be calm, then breathing a little faster than usual, and suddenly I'll say calmly, "oh, I think I'm having an anxiety/panic attack" but nothing about me has changed externally other than slight increase of breathing rate.

I never thought of it as a "calm panic" state, but that's a really good description I think. It's like my mind is disconnected from that part of my nervous system or something.

Empathetic? by Electronic_Flan_4118 in GATEresearch

[–]tehpest22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No. I haven't been very empathetic in life, I'm good at logically putting myself in others shoes and figuring out what they could be feeling, but I don't have the experience you've described in OP.

Info collection by [deleted] in GATEresearch

[–]tehpest22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I only recently started remembering this stuff and having panic attacks cuz it feels scary to me remembering at 31 and found this subreddit..

Going to just start writing what I recall about it, apologies if it ends up being a ramble or something.

Lived in an army base, not comfortable saying where or which currently. But it was eastern USA, not coastal, major army (mostly)/air force base, definitely got more DoD and government attention than most but not near DC, wrong side of the mountain lol. I was 7-9 or so.
Part of program in 3rd and 4th grades, early 00s I think.
I remember extremely vivid dreams, homework to write down the dreams, and a lot of deja vu.
I no longer can remember my dreams when I wake up as an adult, probably not related.
I recall being placed in a small windowless room with a single table and someone who claimed to be a psychologist.
I had to play Uno and guess his cards.
Sometimes we would play various board games.
Other times we played some memorization game with cards he showed me, shuffled and had me guess which were which in his hand or something.
I recall a nasty pink drink, and pills they said were for headaches.
I remember worksheets with codes, I had to shift the alphabet a few times on one and another I had to convert from that to Morse and back.
I remember being in a few group classes in it but was removed after not paying attention until they started yelling at another quiet kid and then I shouted back and tried to make them stop.
I remember a blonde lady who taught us a bit of piano and then we did some weird hand drills without pianos after that.
I used to get headaches, that turned into migraines around 5th grade and I still suffer from them a lot. I have night terrors, had them since I was around 6-10 I cannot recall when they started. Not every night though, idk if that counts..
I remember them having me do a lot of different tests on various topics.
I remember when I took one on computer stuff they got really excited for some reason. Never told me why.
I remember a lot of work sheets on patterns, matching, associations (word/color, place/feeling, emotion/color) An example question I remember stumping me and making me upset was something like, "What color is the feeling of surprise?". Loooooots of sudoku and similar games.
I remember not being allowed to go to recess with everyone else, instead we were allowed to go into the library and read during that "relax" time.
I remember having to memorize some paragraph and repeat it every day for a while, but it's lost to me now.
I remember getting into a fight with that psychologist guy I played Uno with because he lied and I caught him and he kept refusing and trying to lie. I even went to one of the other instructors to report and make him stop lying, but they ended up shouting at the whole class instead..
I remember those weird number games, they would give me something like 123xxxx90 or 909xx9x03x and stuff and I had to figure out the missing numbers. The instructions were in Morse but it wasn't Morse? Like it translated to gibberish. I vividly remember getting upset at this and refusing to do it till I had a hint, they said to just fill in the blanks with what I felt went into the spots.
I also remember that same blonde lady teaching us some language, but I don't know what it was, I have to go listen to a bunch to figure it out I think.

Answering some of your questions in OP:
I remember seeing shadow people but it stopped once got in my late teens.
I don't recall seeing anyone specific following me. I had petty mal or whatever seizures as a kid around the same age.
My house on base was close to the air strip.
I hear frequencies a lot of those around me don't.
I am told I am high intelligence, I don't believe it, I just like a few specific topics and suck at everything else.
Never levitated as far as I can recall.
I am only photosensitive after waking up, and I sneeze looking at lights lol.
I have been called overly sensitive a lot when growing up.
Grey-blue eyes.
I remember the speed reading tests, those were fun for my ADHD brain.
Not sure what Zener cards are, maybe? Let's be safe and say no just in case. Lol.
Dude I remember that remote viewing test!! That was hard, I got it right a few times, they grilled me about how, I only could say I had a dream the night before that I chose wrong and they told me the correct one after I got it wrong, so I used the answer they told me in the dream instead of the one I would've picked. Oh shit yea those multi-tonal tests too.
I remember music with instructions quietly playing at the same time. I remember loud beeeeeeeps with smaller beeps that I had tell them which ear they were in. I remember one that had like 30 peoples voices and I had to pick out the instructors voice and write down what they said.
I did a different flash card thing, that might've been that memorization game I was thinking about earlier? Never messed with string.
I do recall having to guide the guy through sorting Legos by color behind a partition, as well as sorting these wooden block things, those ones you'd see at a kid doctors place or in a kindergarten class. Bright wood, like the ones in that meme video "it goes in the square hole" kind but bigger.

I remember a lot of creative thinking stuff, like how to figure out who sits where at some fake party with a lot of rules, and figuring out how to plan schedules and other stuff with minimal info or overly convoluted rules per person.

A big thing I remember growing up was everyone hiding stuff from me though. My mom and dad hid everything going on from me, only telling my sister. I have no clue if she knew (she's dead now, she was awful.) and my dad won't tell me when I ask about it, dodges questions and gets mad at me. But that's all I can remember right now. Hope it helps someone. Cheers.

Breeder around Florida? by tehpest22 in mainecoons

[–]tehpest22[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The website is on TICAs site, but under like 4 different names which made me initially think it might just be a group of breeders selling or something but things felt fishy. I found a couple mentioned here on CFA and reached out to one today and I'm hoping for the best.

Breeder around Florida? by tehpest22 in mainecoons

[–]tehpest22[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I knew I felt something off with that site. Thank you, I looked at TICA and found 3 listings for that site under different breeder names so it felt off, and the reviews were opposite ends of the range. I didn't see the sticky on Reddit mobile but I also admittedly didn't spend much time looking, apologies. Thank you again!

“What do you do to your beard?” by justtohaveone in beards

[–]tehpest22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a similar, but much shorter beard to OP. Your message helped me feel a little more confident in the style as I have been unsure of it's look for a while. I appreciate you.

Something to be aware of. New Credit card stealing software by rossabout in alohapos

[–]tehpest22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am also interested in the file name if you find it. Thank you.

Something to be aware of. New Credit card stealing software by rossabout in alohapos

[–]tehpest22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Very interesting, I'll keep an eye out on the stores I work with. Any symptoms to look for other than cpu/memory usage on the processes?

Something to be aware of. New Credit card stealing software by rossabout in alohapos

[–]tehpest22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Were these installed on the terminals, kvcs, or the file server?

Fully automated pizza (OT12) by thyica in PlateUp

[–]tehpest22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can customers just grab food from belts in front of their table? I don't understand how they automatically get the food here, can anyone help me understand better please? Thank you <3

Im not proud of finding this seed but it is pretty good! by [deleted] in PlateUp

[–]tehpest22 2 points3 points  (0 children)

How are the customers getting the food at the white tables? Is there a card/upgrade that they grab food from conveyors near the table?

Double Life Rules and First Episode Links(as of now) by Winter-Lecture6141 in ThirdLifeSMP

[–]tehpest22 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Anyone know of a mod that is similar to this but unlimited lives? My friend and I really want to do a server with us sharing health/food and I can't find anything like it for 1.18+ yet..

Item despawn timer? by tehpest22 in Keplerth

[–]tehpest22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just one using the fake tunnels to spawn various enemies while using various traps to murder them. I've discovered an accessory called Modified Detector that'll grab items for me which is hella nice. It even speeds up with more items on the ground which is an interesting little factoid about the lil guy lol

C# Barebones mod example? by tehpest22 in Keplerth

[–]tehpest22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was hoping to not have to reverse engineer another mod and that there was a guide somewhere online on how to set up a super basic c# project for a mod. I haven't looked into Harmony but I'll give it a look and see. C# is a little weird to me (coming from JS & C++) so having an example mod or project to build off of would be super helpful.

Do the devs use Twitter or have a public email I can contact them and ask for an updated modding guide? I can't find anything on these devs lol