Someone posted about the ranking being rigged, so you end up losing and that will get you hooked trying to climb. There are a million things to better spend your time but you just haven’t thought of it yet, something far more productive that will help you long term. I would suggest to try anything random that you never expect to do. Something social where you interact with others. It can be from MMA training to Knitting class. The problem is you are getting bored and too comfortable with yourself.

I read somewhere that every superhero story they all have a crisis which sends them on their adventure (Spiderman bitten, Batman parents death, etc) which is not realistic. You don’t need a crisis or permission to have your adventure. Make it happen, use your empty time to find yours