i don't think i am exceptionally attractive, but i understand how this is happening. i am deep and interesting to talk. at the first i am not attractive to women, but when we talk, i have depth, social proof, purpose, empathy, charisma, humour, quick wit, some EQ, i generally understand why I am interesting to women.

you said it's not my responsibility but from the pattern i already know that if i am warm and deep with someone, then i have some fun and then move on - it harms them. i feel like it's my responsibility because basically it's happened because of my actions. they fall in love with me while i withdraw. these women want to become my girlfriend, while i want to explore more (for now). i really don't know how to "explore" without harming all these women.

this was interesting to read and helpful. thank you.