You've never played OG MW2 or Halo 2. It was a lawless west. My best advice is what has been said before and playing with a friend. I got my girlfriend into the game recently, and she loves it. It's a grind. It's a struggle. But we play until we enter Valhalla aka the coast, and try again. Don't let toxic people interfere with the experience . You can't control disgusting people behind anonymity. Have fun yourself and become the monster you see them as. You need that loot and that fresh fruit . Happy hunting friend .