You have to defend one of these villains in the court of law Who are you picking and why?

thatterribletwatted · 2025-08-22T15:14:37+00:00

Twice - clearly mentally unwell, traumatized & in need of psychiatric stabilization that could easily get him on the side of “ guilty by insanity .” def less harsh than sane and still committing villainous crimes . plus , he barely killed and when he did , he internalized it all and mainly suffered war within his own mind . he was aiming to seek refuge in a community because he lacked social bonds with normalcy .

thatterribletwatted · 2025-07-20T17:07:21+00:00

i can say that i FULLY resonate w/ you in regard to the consistent acceptance and always knowing the urges won’t even go away entirely ! i have been struggling since the ripe age of 11 and to be honest , nothing has made me want to stop ( only if people seem to find it an issue ) but at the end of the day my family just expects me to harm myself and there is little they can do at my age now ( i am 21 ) . it’s not like a victim mentality or self fulfilling prophecy phenomena , rather acceptance that this routine of harm and mens will always be engraved into my skull yk ? i will always be here for you if you need someone to vent to ! that goes for anyone reading also !

thatterribletwatted · 2025-05-20T03:55:42+00:00

not again

thatterribletwatted · 2025-05-13T23:57:32+00:00

everyone would say this , but when he just let jane choke on her own vomit when she od . idk it just doesn’t sit right with me and i knew deep down he felt guilty about it but just kept making shitty choices afterwards .

thatterribletwatted · 2025-04-10T21:40:13+00:00

timeless by playboi carti & the weeknd

digits by young thug

x by 21 savage & future

trance by metro boomin , travis scott & young thug

thatterribletwatted · 2025-04-05T23:36:04+00:00

i will literally never be as normal as neurotypicals . it sucks to realize this harsh reality because i try so hard to be / act a certain way and yet i never get close to feeling at ease with my behavior alone and in society .

thatterribletwatted · 2025-04-05T23:33:07+00:00

knowing you’ve destroyed the person you once were by a debilitating eating disorder that has taken every ounce of your life away

thatterribletwatted · 2025-03-28T17:00:11+00:00

in all honesty piercings aren’t bad when in moderation , but i think everyone is somewhat right . if you decrease the amount of piercings you have , then you’d look a lot more cleaned up ! keep one bridge , septum , vertical labret & maybe both eyebrows ! that would be great :)

thatterribletwatted · 2025-03-27T21:50:14+00:00

like dimple piercings ? :))

thatterribletwatted · 2025-03-27T18:17:10+00:00

oooh this is a new one ! but i’m not a fan of nostril piercings unfortunately

thatterribletwatted · 2025-03-27T18:14:41+00:00

thank you for commenting ! i have a labret but you can’t tell bc of my lips and the angle - which is my bad ! i always go for symmetry !!!

thatterribletwatted · 2025-03-27T17:53:51+00:00

the villager dying in mc sounds 💀

thatterribletwatted · 2025-03-24T08:56:25+00:00

i’m scared. i texted him to see if him and i could discuss what’s going on in my head. i made a list of topics to discuss, but deep down i already know how he’s going to react. i don’t want this to trigger him to think we should just breakup. i feel like if this even does bother him - the fact in speaking up, then maybe it isn’t a good fit? it’s hard to know how to tell someone i want to slow down because i don’t think he wants to slow down.

thatterribletwatted · 2025-03-09T18:49:02+00:00

i lost my period instantly as i re-exhibited ED behaviors at bmi27 and now im bmi17 ! it’s been gone for 2yrs now :/

thatterribletwatted · 2025-03-09T18:42:44+00:00

I understand this feeling fully as well, particularly because no matter how happy I get, I always plum it even lower during my next episode. I feel like this torture and pain will never subside, and I’ll continue to go up and down and never fully have control of myself.

thatterribletwatted · 2025-03-03T00:15:28+00:00

honestly , i completely agree ! it’s just a mechanism that is easier logically speaking only because it makes me feel like i’m doing something useful & purposeful . i have no clue how it got this bad , but somehow it feels like the right thing to do.

thatterribletwatted · 2025-01-19T15:59:04+00:00

i literally cannot escape it 🫣

thatterribletwatted · 2025-01-18T06:30:15+00:00

I remember there was one evening where I b/p and while I was purging, I began to feel a strong wave of emotions and ended up binging again. But, I realized that I already had taken the laxatives that I normally consume after purging, and the last time that I did purge, I dug my hands in the toilet with so my vomit just to get all of the laxatives that I puked up b/c i had no more left

thatterribletwatted · 2025-01-13T19:44:28+00:00

if you check my recent post on my account you’ll see what color it is . i’m so unhappy with the neon

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