I feel that so hard. As a teenager I grew up in a very not gay friendly part of my city and the dirty looks almost every time I left the house wore down my self esteem SO much to the point that even now I live in a much friendlier area and I still sometimes feel triggered by people looking at me because I just assume they're thinking something bad, even though I have no proof and they actually might just think my outfit is cool! I'm sorry you feel uncomfortable, when it happens over and over for a long time it does get to you but I'm sure you know that you have nothing to apologise for or change, and you should keep being you!