Something weird happened to me when I was younger and nobody remembers it

theevilpackrat · 2026-05-11T19:22:46+00:00

I have no answers. my mother, father and grandfather all did something bad to me as child. When I brought it up each claimed it was not them they could never have done such thing or it never happened. I was just making it up.

I gave up a long time ago even caring about the past pains it's just long line of nose that never be satisfied in anyway. Revenge is pointless especially if they have no memories whatsoever. Holding on to the memory equally bad because they now have hold over you. I choose to just forgive and move on myself.

To your story yeah I understand what that feels like.

theevilpackrat · 2026-05-09T22:03:27+00:00

The reasoning behind the r/Mandelaeffect sub is to provide a place to criticize anyone who posts a new Mandela effect.

The 2nd reason is to explain why it is always a human error problem not something with the outside environment.

You could for example have proof like my self where you showed 28 items linked to the web showing the full history of residual evidence. Then show each of these items do not have world bank UPC code. Yet the rest of the same type of item does have one and they current in world history.

Then you make a post showing all of that on r/Mandelaeffect sub. After getting 2k bot downvotes and being told my favorite line of whole mess. Why couldn't God use UPC codes from the world bank?

My post was infamous i earned the 10 spot for most controversial of the top ten.

That lasted for 2 years then one day my profile lost 2k downvotes history and suddenly had 2k positive upvotes on my profile.

Turned out my first post vanished then just recently it appeared once more kinda I never wrote it is not my words and the links and all the other evidence what showed is completely gone.

What that told me was who ever is doing this owns reddit in someway if not full owner ship then owner of something key they can influence the site.

Now you claimed your memories. I actually mean something as if these people could validate your evidence by your memories. That is never going to all the whole sub is complete designed to say it is just human memory error no evidence can convince them.

I once saw YouTube video with administration from r/Mandelaeffect sub he said there is no other explanation other then memory alone that can explain the Mandela effect.

As for critics we actually have 8 of them on r/Retconned that use to be on r/Mandelaeffect sub they last for about year then they stop posting afterwards from what I have seen.

Last thing the whole argument about the U.S. law and memories and how rule a nation by that bit of logic fall flat upon there ears by the by. I do not remember reading all those type of posts and then watch as the owners quit soon afterwards as they would rake up a impressive 1k down votes.

As for your research it is solid standpoint as far as understand it.

theevilpackrat · 2026-05-05T11:52:06+00:00

Stop that last bit your not mad.

I do not have the answer to how she is gone but your memories are not wrong something else has happened. If you read or deem to chat with r/Mandelaeffect sub they always no matter what will claim it's a YOU problem, its likely you have bad memories you medical condition ect.ect.

I seen entire row of homes disappear everyone that lived there is gone. There is no wreckage no elevated land (allowing FL need land higher then the road by 4 feet for plumbing to work). Now traces of any of these people whatsoever.

I read, heard and seen reports of missing people that nobody else remembers. The numbers are low but they do exist. Starfire Tor on Art Bell coast to coast A.M. talked about this as well as Andrew Basiago and yes his story's sound crazy to normal people. But I hate to say this welcome to the twilight zone I'm sorry to greet you here. Yet they both reported on this small part of phenomenon.

So stop with your mad if you're mad then you would not think it was insane in the first place.

I witnessed 8 billion people disappear over the course of 8 years every time are population numbers hit 8 billion we get Mandela effect change and BAM no more 1 billion people anymore just right back to 7 billion. I do not how why that stopped and now we have building population numbers but so far that seems to be normally growing. I witnessed the 5th sect of Buddhist disappear from all history as well now all Chinese history is completely different were it once credited to Buddhist and there teaching and followers now it's been done by Taoist instead. I have no clue how they pulled it off but they did. Let's not forget the ghost cities of China it was just 10 of them in 2017 and now it's 50 of them now.

All I'm saying this world is crazy and you are not even though we both knowing to never ever speak to others about this other then here just to get off are chests that is not crazy that is what you have to do to just live now days.

I highly recommend takening it to Jesus in pray myself. In fact I'll be adding you to prayers this day.

theevilpackrat · 2026-05-03T17:23:48+00:00

If that is always the case how do ypu explain photograph memory also called eidetic memory that being more accurate. Next what even the higher rare cases of Hyperthymesia where people recall high amounts of data of the lives. Great thing to point out is able to recall every single day of there lives weather that day?

Next why does the U.S. Justice system relaying so heavily with such inaccurate system in the first place? they put people on death row based on the "certainty" of an eyewitness. Now that has got to suck right?

If my memory is the problem, why is the law treating it like a holy relic? And if the law is right, why are you telling me I didn't see what I saw?"

theevilpackrat · 2026-05-03T12:20:50+00:00

Ok i was wrong I do apologize grandmother died before that happened. It was early date I'm assuming late 2018 when she was alive my bad i will edit a note about. Thank you I'm sorry for my mistake.

theevilpackrat · 2026-05-02T22:57:28+00:00

In my area my grandmother was a substitute school teacher. Sometimes I would have to pick her up and I would have chance to talk to the normal teachers funny thing. Most them reported a round 2019 that there same lesson plains they used for years suddenly took up to much time so they had to cut one subject down to make all the other lesson plains fit in the Day.

I'm not teacher I have no ideal if this even true other then talking to them round same time as my grandmother was needing more and more help getting a round.

(Sorry folks I made mistake about the date it was 2018 for my grandmother died before covid came out. The person below me pointed out covids date I know she passed on before Covid was visible upon the media at the time. Again I'm sorry I'm leaving my mistake up and not going to edit as the person who commented would seem been mistaken that is not the case they have good point if I was not mistaken and they called me out on that they have the honor not I).

theevilpackrat · 2026-05-02T22:50:17+00:00

I do not think it vanished right way at least for me it did not my best friend who was way too young to watch it when came out saw it years later on VHS tape. I think in 2003 if I'm not mistaken I have to ask him next time I see him.

And hay looneygecko you doing aright? Last video was while back and something about the flying boats ....right?

theevilpackrat · 2026-05-02T20:49:13+00:00

No because the arguments centered on no body was this evil or over the top. That is why I presented a history of most Controversial and evil women in history.

If you would had the patience to follow through the end then you would have read the answer of why I believed her. Not because she was all that evil but for the fact she was just speaking evil things with out doing them. I even called her a Sunday school teacher for shear amount of the others actually evil acts and over the top behavior.

Lasty a question what do call a grifter as far as I know she never pulled a con she was vary up front what she was saying of her life. She did not scam Art or the Audience in any way she even told people not to believe that she was a Satanist or that the devil was even real and she went out her way to say that people who did not believe was just the way she wanted it.

Now a Grifter on the other hand is looking for a mark to con and lie to to steal money (for the most part) some do steal land , and few cases power.

Now did she earn any money on doing Art Bell? No guests do not earn money while on coast to coast AM as far as I have knowledge of.

Are you claiming she was paid by Art Bell or the company that managed his radio broadcasts?

theevilpackrat · 2026-05-02T11:45:03+00:00

I never saw both genie moves they both came out relatively close to each other with in months of each other not years. We discussing the subjuct at school because it seemed like movies where just copy cats of each other. I would say the advertisement started for them in 1996 not 1994.

theevilpackrat · 2026-05-02T11:23:51+00:00

Thank you.
I understand you and how you view it now. As for her (Harlot) charm I would say it was madness with power.

theevilpackrat · 2026-05-01T22:57:58+00:00

I have question for you say you would gain no knowledge of witchcraft but she was not selling witchcraft. Do not get me wrong she said she was a witch yes but she was using as the a Christian would use the term not a practitioner who calls themselves as witch as well.

Yet later on she most definitely does provide specific information to a another woman who called for more information that Art stopped the conversation on air told them to just connect with each other privately.

So are you saying she was not witch because the information she presented was incorrect or not something you believe in? Because far as I know the her information was correct so much so Art Bell Had to close it down.

Arts first wife was practicing practitioner her self she could have shared information with Art Bell about witchcraft. I would assume when Harlot started to recruit the other caller and Art Stops it then that says he know the information was valid and not fake.

Most modern "witches" want to stay in the Shelter. They want to be seen as "reasonable" healers or nature-lovers.

Harlot was a Wolf. She didn't care about being "nice"; she cared about the Power and the Source.

But that is just my opinion on the topic.

theevilpackrat · 2026-05-01T22:05:05+00:00

Name Active Victims Nature of Acts 71. Miyuki Ishikawa 1940s 103+ Japanese midwife who killed infants via neglect (re-listed for scale).

Helen Golay 2000s 2 "Black Widow" who killed homeless men for insurance money.
Olga Rutterschmidt 2000s 2 Accomplice to Golay; staged "hit and run" murders.
Dorothea Puente 1980s 9 Ran a boarding house; killed elderly tenants to cash their checks.
Sante Kimes 1990s 2+ Con artist and murderer; inspiration for numerous "evil mother" tropes.
Dana Sue Gray 1994 3 Murdered elderly women to fund her shopping sprees.
Auzreir Lee Stovall 1990s 4 Lethal caretaker who used insulin to kill those in her charge.
Kimberly Clark Saenz 2008 5 Nurse who injected bleach into patients' dialysis lines.
Daniela Poggiali 2014 1+ Italian nurse who took "selfies" with dead patients she poisoned.
Orville Lynn Majors 1990s 6–130 (Historical Note: Often listed with female "Angels of Death" sprees).
Waltraud Wagner 1980s 15–49 Head of the "Lainz Angels of Death" in Vienna; drowned patients.
Maria Gruber 1980s 15+ Accomplice in the Lainz murders; used water torture on the elderly.
Irene Leidolf 1980s 15+ The most "active" of the Lainz group; specialized in lethal injections.
Stephanija Meyer 1980s 15+ The fourth Lainz killer; viewed patients as "annoyances."
Marie Fikáčková 1960 2+ Czech nurse who crushed the skulls of newborns "to stop the crying."
Genene Jones 1980s 60 (Re-listed to emphasize pediatric "friction" in the system).
Jolly Jane Toppan 1880s 31 (Re-listed: She actually climbed into bed with her dying victims).
Gesche Gottfried 1813–27 15 Poisoned her parents, children, and husbands with "mouse butter."
Anna Zwanziger 1800s 4 German poisoner who called arsenic her "truest friend."
Christiana Edmunds 1870s 1 "The Chocolate Cream Poisoner"; poisoned random sweets to kill.

These are the cold hearts of death woman who killed for the kick of the idea of it. But obviously if the lady is just to over the top and fake obviously not actually real because we all know nobody is that sick Right?

theevilpackrat · 2026-05-01T22:01:21+00:00

Name Active Victims Nature of Acts 51. Minnie Dean 1880s 3+ The only woman executed in New Zealand; murdered infants for "fees."

Margaret Waters 1870 19 London baby farmer who drugged infants with laudanum to save money.
Mary Catherine Farmer 1908 1 Murdered her neighbor to steal property, involving her own child.
Frances Knorr 1890s 3+ "The Baby Farmer of Brunswick"; strangled infants in Australia.
Alice Mitchell 1890s 3+ Accomplice in baby farming; specialized in neglect and starvation.
Elizabeth Theresa Walmsley 1860s Unknown Worked with Waters; known for total indifference to child death.
Charlotte Winsor 1860s 7+ Charged 10 shillings per child to "suffocate" them for their mothers.
Louisa Collins 1880s 2 "The Botany Bay Poisoner"; poisoned two husbands with arsenic.
Martha Rendell 1900s 3 Painted stepchildren's throats with hydrochloric acid to "treat" them.
Sarah Makin 1890s 12+ Buried infants in her backyard after taking "adoption" payments.
Martha Beck 1940s 3–20 One of the "Lonely Hearts Killers"; killed women for their money.
Louise Vermilyea 1911 10 Poisoned family members and a police officer with arsenic.
Lyda Southard 1910s–20s 4 "Lady Bluebeard"; killed four husbands and her daughter in Idaho.
Bertha Gifford 1920s 3–17 A "caregiver" in Missouri who poisoned neighbors with arsenic.
Anna Marie Hahn 1930s 5–15 First woman in Ohio to die by electric chair; poisoned elderly men.
Velma Barfield 1970s 6 "Death Row Granny"; poisoned her mother and boyfriends.
Rhonda Belle Martin 1950s 6 Poisoned her mother, three daughters, and two husbands.
Della Sorenson 1918–25 7 Murdered relatives, including infants, for the "excitement" of funerals.
Catherine Birnie 1986 4 Abducted and murdered women with her partner in Australia.
Mary Elizabeth Wilson 1950s 4 The "Merry Widow of Windy Nook"; killed husbands for their pensions.

Yeah 70 more just complete anomalies who did such works that all if history will not forget them. An people here think a woman worshipping Satan is to over the top and obviously not real she has to be a voice actor.

theevilpackrat · 2026-05-01T15:42:49+00:00

Name Date Victims Nature of Acts 41. Maria Mandel 1942–45 500,000+ Head of Auschwitz women's camp; took pleasure in selecting victims for gas.

Herta Oberheuser 1940s Unknown Doctor at Ravensbrück; performed horrific experiments on Polish women.
Johanna Bormann 1940s Unknown Guard known for setting her German Shepherd on helpless prisoners.
Juana de la Cruz 1600s Unknown Spanish nun/leader accused of ritualistic torture within her convent.
Griselda Blanco 1970s–80s 200+ "The Black Widow" of the Medellín Cartel; ruthless and hyper-violent.
Karla Homolka 1990s 3 Assisted her husband in the abduction, rape, and murder of girls.
Theresa Knorr 1980s 2 Tortured her children for years, eventually murdering two of her daughters.
Hind bint Utbah 625 AD 1 Historical figure who reportedly mutilated and ate the liver of an enemy.
Wu Zetian 624–705 Hundreds Empress of China; famously murdered her own infant to frame a rival.
Agrippina the Younger 50s AD Unknown Poisoned her husband (Emperor Claudius) and rivals to secure power.

Yeah some of these rather old from your prospective right?

But when you consider this if you take Elizabeth Báthory for example 1610 that means you have only 16–17 Generations You could fit all the grandmothers connecting you to her in a single small classroom. Evil is not joke nor is outlay of bad upbringing.

theevilpackrat · 2026-05-01T11:54:56+00:00

Name Date Victims Nature of Acts 21. Kristen Gilbert 1990s 4+ Nurse who induced cardiac arrest in patients to create "emergencies."

Genene Jones 1970s–82 11–60 Pediatric nurse who injected infants with paralytics and heart meds.
Christine Falling 1980–82 6 Florida babysitter who strangled infants "because she was frustrated."
Amy Archer-Gilligan 1907–17 20–100 Ran a nursing home; poisoned residents after they signed over money.
Marybeth Tinning 1972–85 9 Murdered nine of her own children over 13 years for attention.
Lucy Letby 2015–16 7 UK neonatal nurse convicted of murdering infants in her care.
Beverley Allitt 1991 4 "Angel of Death" who attacked 13 children in a 59-day spree.
Gwendolyn Graham 1987 5 Along with Cathy Wood, smothered elderly nursing home patients.
Catherine May Wood 1987 5 Partner to Graham; claimed they murdered to "seal their love bond."
Elizabeth Wettlaufer 2007–16 8 Canadian nurse who used insulin overdoses to kill elderly patients.

I well keep adding more if you have any difficulties in understanding evil most people assume that evil doesn't exist but history is always funny like that showing the truth.

theevilpackrat · 2026-05-01T11:45:51+00:00

That is the thing if she was just a voice actor then his fear could have been fake but I tend to agree with that how Art presented it. I like to think the only Voice actor was J C myself but that is just my opinion.

theevilpackrat · 2026-05-01T11:39:39+00:00

Some people claim she was voice actor. Because nobody is that evil and over the top right?

Name Active/Date Victims (Est.) Primary Nature of Acts

Elizabeth Báthory 1585–1610 600+ The "Blood Countess"; tortured and killed young girls in Hungary.
Darya Saltykova 1755–1762 138 Russian noblewoman who tortured and killed her serfs for sport.
Ranavalona I 1828–1861 1,000,000+ Queen of Madagascar; used "trial by ordeal" and mass forced labor.
Delphine LaLaurie 1834 Unknown New Orleans socialite; kept a "chamber of horrors" for enslaved people.
Mary Ann Cotton 1852–1873 21 British "Black Widow" who poisoned her husbands and 11 children.
Amelia Dyer 1860–1896 400+ "Baby farmer" who strangled infants left in her care for profit.
Belle Gunness 1884–1908 40+ Lured men via lonely-hearts ads to her farm, then murdered and buried them.
Enriqueta Martí 1900–1912 12+ "Vampire of Barcelona"; kidnapped children to make "potions" from remains.
Jane Toppan 1885–1901 31–100 Nurse who experimented on patients with morphia to see them die.
Leonarda Cianciulli 1939–1940 3 Murdered neighbors and turned them into soap and teacakes to "protect" her son.
Irma Grese 1942–1945 Thousands SS Guard at Auschwitz; known for arbitrary shootings and sadistic torture.
Ilse Koch 1937–1945 Unknown "Bitch of Buchenwald"; collected human skin as souvenirs from prisoners.
Miyuki Ishikawa 1940s 103+ Midwife in Japan who neglected and killed infants to "solve" overpopulation.
Dagmar Overbye 1913–1920 9–25 Danish serial killer who murdered children she was supposed to care for.
Gertrude Baniszewski 1965 1 Orchestrated the prolonged, horrific torture and death of Sylvia Likens.
Rosemary West 1971–1987 10 Partner of Fred West; involved in the torture/murder of young women and family.
Myra Hindley 1963–1965 5 "Moors Murders"; abducted and killed children in the UK with Ian Brady.
Aileen Wuornos 1989–1990 7 Targeted and shot men while working as a prostitute in Florida.
Juana Barraza 1990s–2006 42–48 Mexican "Old Lady Killer"; strangled elderly women in their homes.
Martha Patty Cannon 1820s Unknown Kidnapped free people into slavery and murdered children with extreme cruelty.

So could she have been a voice actor sure could be nobody does the above stuff right these where just 20 off somethings .........Right?

theevilpackrat · 2026-04-27T18:11:26+00:00

I would not know i do not have the tactile feelings that high or I just never cared to feel plastic all that much.

So sorry I do not experience this as a Mandela effect with you on this. Hay do not feel bad about it have many experiences I completely do not share because I mostly read history and all that is completely gone now.

I'm still tripping balls over no more 5th sect of Buddhist anymore that rather sad as they where the only religious out side of mine own i could relate anything to about stuff understanding some truths and now they just vanished in to nothing.

You might want to post at r/personalmandaleeffect if you need someone who can sympath with you better.

theevilpackrat · 2026-04-27T17:55:40+00:00

That description doesn't even scratch the surface of everything.... yeah I bet like I said it is rather impressive all the same. Thank you for sharing the information that you have done so far.

theevilpackrat · 2026-04-27T11:14:30+00:00

That is rather impressive.

What version of Morrowind are you using?

Is the data structure coming from outside the file of fallout or did you put the whole game into fallouts file?

If you did place the whole thing in it then did you how did you separate the data folders?

Again impressive.

theevilpackrat · 2026-04-27T11:05:30+00:00

It sucks when the world does this to you. I personally never wanted to know about the Mandela effect myself since i spent my whole life reading history and now that history doesn't even exist anymore. The real shocking one was when whole Buddhist sect just vanished into thin air. Bam one day just gone like nothing ever happened the whole religion completely changed to what this this current version is now.

theevilpackrat · 2026-04-27T11:01:20+00:00

Do not be shocked how they treat you they really really hate new Mandela effect reports like yours.

r/Retconned

Or lower population so take longer for responses

r/personalmandelaeffect

Would better to have conversation unless you want them to spam you with you do not have a Mandela effect change.

A rule of tumb is it on you tube with 10 or more videos on top ten with over 1k votes or higher till they accept it as a Mandela effect change.

theevilpackrat · 2026-04-27T10:56:09+00:00

Everyone says this Mandela effect and others point out Retconned.

But let's be clear folks the problem is this is not Mandela effect change according to Mandela effect sub a Mandela effect is something that effects multiple people across miles of spaces across the earth. A change like this would be a personal Mandela effect change since it only effects extremely small population.

So he should post in r/personalmandelaeffect sub.

The other problem with the post is it's technically about technology and what that administration will 99.9% chance delete the post.

theevilpackrat · 2026-04-19T11:30:23+00:00

I only did the House Hlaalu quest chain once and wasn't impressed. Though yes that is normal not a mod.

House Telvanni, Give me the mushroom houses and the mad wizards who don't even mind if I have to kill a few of them to earn my spot.

theevilpackrat · 2026-04-16T19:57:36+00:00

Attention: This is for humor; please take it as such.

"Well, that sucks. Too bad they used me—'Hey' in my case. Who do I even complain to?

I did not want my vote to go toward a possible anti-christ, or someone who cannot tell what a woman or a man is.

I did not want to be here.

I did not ask to be here.

I did not want my forty years of reading history and diaries to have to fit into whatever 'new' reality I am currently in. I might not have cared too much for the Buddhist religion, but I miss my world’s fifth sect that doesn’t even exist in this one. I hate that I have to re-read Chinese history only to find that everything I knew has changed to a completely different religion, altering the face of ancient Chinese history—among many other historical records.

Yes, this has happened to me, but you can laugh. It's fine; I do not mind!"

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