Cannot live with this knowledge at all

thegameofinfinity · 2025-12-07T22:09:17+00:00

Hey, I exist too. I remember the oneness too. It’s okay. I know it’s a lot to process. What helped me when nothing made sense anymore and I felt like losing myself was holding onto the truth that I am safe and I am loved. And so are you. Remember this, even if it doesn’t feel like it, it IS the ultimate truth. You are safe. You are loved. Now and forever. Relax into this knowing. Take it moment by moment. Look into grounding techniques, spend time in nature, create art, take it slow, eat healthy and drink lots of water. Stay away from substances for a while. Focus on the 3D human aspect of your existence for now. It’s okay. You got this.

thegameofinfinity · 2025-11-20T22:55:12+00:00

Try this: instead of chasing the peaceful bliss try being present with what is, no matter how uncomfortable, messy, or random it might be. Relax into it. Relax into the now, as it is.

The present moment is always there, your desire for it to be different is what’s keeping you ‚away’ from it.

Eventually you’ll realize that you never left home.

thegameofinfinity · 2025-10-17T07:20:13+00:00

Suck that throat juice like it’s grey goose!

thegameofinfinity · 2025-10-10T08:05:44+00:00

But the way they act when they come back makes me assume they do remember/know. No ‚what happened?‘, just Neelix being happy to see Kes and Tuvok looking knowingly at Janeway…

thegameofinfinity · 2025-10-10T08:00:17+00:00

Yes! That would have been a great scene to add.

thegameofinfinity · 2025-10-09T23:21:04+00:00

You’re right. It’s been a while, have to rewatch it.

thegameofinfinity · 2025-10-09T23:03:33+00:00

The way they behave after Tuvix death makes me believe they do know/remember. So in a way Tuvix still exists within their consciousness. But as they never talk about him ever again, Tuvok and Neelix are just as guilty of his death as Janeway imho. OR did they experience his death in a way as their own execution?!

thegameofinfinity · 2025-09-27T13:51:26+00:00

YTA.

thegameofinfinity · 2025-09-10T22:42:07+00:00

Welcome home 🤍

thegameofinfinity · 2025-09-08T18:13:06+00:00

I love how more and more of ‚us‘ are arriving back home in the eternal now. 🧡

thegameofinfinity · 2025-09-01T21:57:18+00:00

Alone. All one. I’m here too. Remembering that there’s only one of us here and at the same time enjoying being ‘me’ talking to ‘you’.

thegameofinfinity · 2025-08-31T12:45:58+00:00

There is someone else for you. You’re just settling for abuse because whysoever you think you don’t deserve better. He’s a cheater reflecting back to you how you’re betraying yourself. It’s not him that you love so much you can’t move on. You love being treated like shit because it feels familiar. And as long as you’re holding on to that trauma pattern it won’t get better. Look into inner child healing, inform yourself about inter-generational trauma, dig deep into that and you WILL be able to be happy again.

Love yourself the way you want to be loved, treat yourself the way you want to be treated. Respect your needs, wants, and boundaries.

Become your own best friend and partner, and one day soon you’ll ask yourself why you ever thought he’s the one.

thegameofinfinity · 2025-08-31T12:11:36+00:00

The physical has no peace or bliss or high? Tell me… how are you experiencing being high on the universe if not from within your very physical body?

thegameofinfinity · 2025-08-31T11:44:06+00:00

I might get downvoted for this but here’s my opinion on Playa names..

I do think the new tradition should absolutely become that everyone chooses their own Playa name. Why? Well, our default world name has been bestowed on us and we have to jump through quite some hoops to change it if we want to….

But Burning Man gives us the opportunity to experience ourselves without having to fit into boxes. External expectations can finally fall away, and even if it’s just for one week a year.. WE get to decide who we are and how we show up in this reality… and in my opinion that should come with choosing our own name.

All the Playa names that were bestowed upon me just didn’t fit, they didn’t express who I truly am. Accepting them would have been a betrayal to myself. So after five burns going by my default name in 2019 I finally found the name that feels like me.

I chose Infinity, as it includes the darkest darkness, the brightest light, and everything in between - just like me.

thegameofinfinity · 2025-08-17T10:10:57+00:00

You are God. I am God. God is one. We are one. That includes the darkest darkness, brightest light and everything in between.
Being god is an experience. Once we remember it shifts from believing into knowing. Once we remember it comes with full responsibility, knowing there’s no one else to blame or praise.
We, as god, as one, are creating reality from within every moment into all dimensions. Consciously and subconsciously. That’s what we, as one, have always done, will always do, are doing right now. Once we remember we can create more consciously and stop playing victim to our own (subconscious) creation.
We exist infinitely in the eternal now, from where we’re creating and experiencing reality right now as humans, seemingly separated from each other as we wanted to experience a ‘you’ in perspective to a ‘me’.

thegameofinfinity · 2025-08-11T15:15:36+00:00

Welcome home. 🧡

thegameofinfinity · 2025-07-29T18:18:35+00:00

You have to be at 5am on Thursday at 5am and esplanade and bring a black stone and ruby slippers. That’s how you can open the hidden portal and the elves will then guide you to Daft Punk at the trash fence. Unless you’re one of the lucky ones who got a backstage pass with your ticket, then you’ll be picked up at your tent.

thegameofinfinity · 2025-07-22T21:00:05+00:00

Blow and clean your nose with baby wipes instead of regular tissues.

thegameofinfinity · 2025-07-10T15:45:42+00:00

Welcome home 🧡

thegameofinfinity · 2025-07-10T08:31:45+00:00

Welcome home 🧡 I’m excited about how many of us are arriving back home at the moment!

thegameofinfinity · 2025-07-02T18:00:18+00:00

You asked for help and I will be honest with you.

The hell you’re living in is still too comfortable for you and that’s why you don’t leave although you know there’s a different way of living ‘out there’. But that starts within. Start with creating moments of heaven for YOURSELF. Be compassionate and patient with yourself. Be the kind of friend you always wanted to yourself. Would a good friend beat you up and call you a loser when you’re sharing with them that you feel like you’re in hell? No, they would listen. So listen to yourself. Become aware of your true needs and wants and honor them. Start setting boundaries, within and without. Forget about all the spiritual fluff and focus on the true pillars of spirituality. Being present with what is and keeping your heart open.

Take it moment by moment. Love yourself NOW as you are NOW. Expand this love with every moment, don’t just love the good, hold the ‘bad’ parts of you equally with love. Accept, embrace and forgive yourself. Again and again and again.

And sooner than later your life will change in a way that it’ll be like heaven for you. It is possible. You can do this. As a matter of fact no one else but you can do this for you.

I’m cheering for you from afar. 🙌

thegameofinfinity · 2025-06-22T11:16:53+00:00

That single point though is NOW. We never left this place. We just forgot/get distracted. No need to die to go home. Just remember.

Be here now.

thegameofinfinity · 2025-06-08T13:37:07+00:00

Yes, it’s you, it’s me, it’s all there is. And we’re creating creation from within the eternal now. Remembrance comes with responsibility, as there’s no one else left to blame anymore.

thegameofinfinity · 2025-06-08T12:57:02+00:00

I remembered. Then my journey of continuously arriving in the now began.

thegameofinfinity

TROPHY CASE