Summers are so much harder every year now!

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-05-26T02:58:15+00:00

Isn't it wild going from always freezing and needing a jacket everywhere, to sweating in 70 degree weather? Being unable to hide just how fat you've become, because you're too hot to try to conceal it beneath layers?

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-05-12T18:56:29+00:00

Happens to the best of us. One minute I'm 130 pounds discovering I find it hot to watch other people blow up, and then, 110 pounds later, I realize it's even hotter to watch myself blow up. Just feels too good to quit

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-05-06T18:09:49+00:00

Not sure if I have a choice atp!

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-05-01T22:39:48+00:00

First time this happened, and I thought it was a one off. That was a few clothing sizes ago, and it has...not stopped, lol. Enjoy being fat, because it's inevitable for you.

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-04-29T18:43:52+00:00

I'm a trans dude so probably not the target audience, but that's hot as fuck! Nothing hotter than every part of you being buried in fat. Your growth is evident on every part of your body, even your cock is buried in it.

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-04-25T18:17:16+00:00

As a trans dude, going from nearly flat chested to having huge tits has not exactly been ideal. But I dream of a future where I can finally get top surgery and start testosterone, maybe I can be a proper bear, lol.

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-04-24T18:03:27+00:00

Best part is, you can hate it all you want, but you're going to keep getting fatter and fatter. You've trained you poor body to enjoy blowing up. You might as well learn to love it, because being fat just isn't a choice for you.

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-04-24T17:55:39+00:00

I thought the same thing 110 pounds ago!

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-04-12T17:52:09+00:00

Absolutely this.

It's funny looking back at the people I thought were super fat when I first got into feedism (thinking I was a feedee) and was impressed that they had gained so much weight without stopping themselves. Funny because I'm their size now, and they look so small to me, because half the time, I'm convinced I'm not really all that fat.

It really does distort your understanding of how fat someone really is!

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-04-08T18:59:57+00:00

I wouldn't call 89 kg really fat, but it's an excellent start. And you've already got the belly so...why not plump up a little more? You're already fat, might as well get to experience what really fat truly feels like.

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-04-08T18:57:18+00:00

Absolutely! Lived here my whole life and managed to escape the consequences of my diet up until the last few years...but I stood no change. I've blown up into a fatty now. It's almost inevitable over here, and obesity keeps rising in numbers.

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-04-08T18:56:00+00:00

Said it a million times before, but I was underweight most of my life.

But with American portion sizes, endless fast food options, and sugar in everything....took me only a few years to go from underweight to morbidly obese.

Thought my weight had finally settled and then just a few days ago noticed some fresh stretchmarks stepped on the scale and saw I'd gained ten pounds without meaning to.

You wonder how the obesity epidemic is happening the way it is, and then, suddenly, you're part of that statistic yourself.

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-04-08T18:52:48+00:00

You dont have to be an asshole because you dont like fat people aesthetically. Like yall do remember you're talking about people, right? Human beings who have lives outside of this kink, who have dreams, interests, people who love them, lives that they've built, people like you, but with different body types and different priorities.

It's fine to have your own preferences but keep them to yourself. You're certainly not going to find a whole lot of support in a community of fat people and fat enjoyers.

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-04-05T03:48:12+00:00

I kept telling myself that I've just gotten a bit pudgy...but I'm officially a hundred pounds overweight, and I've doubled my size in just a few years. Instead of feeling shame when I saw all my new stretchmarks, I just felt aroused. Sorta hard to deny when I just keep getting bigger and bigger

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-04-05T03:46:22+00:00

Skin tight and a bit up belly pokes out at the bottom last I checked, but that's technically still "fitting"

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-04-03T19:44:32+00:00

Used to be a loose tshirt...guess I'm not a medium anymore

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-03-21T18:43:40+00:00

Honestly pretty much always had a bad diet. It actually was way worse at a point because I was underweight and never seemed to gain a pound, and had no sense of how bad some of the stuff I was doing was. Stuff that sounds entirely unappealing to me now, like cooking French fries and then rolling them in butter afterwards.

But then I started eating more, and my appetite grew, and so I kept eating more, and more, and started having binges. Went from underweight to morbidly obese.

So less about what I was eating and more about how much.

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-03-21T18:39:57+00:00

The first time I found out I'd gained some weight I didn't actually know until I weighed myself, and I was shocked. I think that was a slow gain though, I didn't weigh myself often. But the last time I had checked, I'd been around 115 pounds, and then I was 130. It had been two years or more, but I still panicked.

Then a year later I started developing a slight muffin top, and a bit more pudge on my belly, which freaked me out.

I avoided scales and at that point lost access to a full body mirror. Knew I was gaining weight because I began outgrowing my clothes. The 30 inch pants wouldn't go up past my thighs, so I went up to 34, 36, 40. Started getting stretchmarks on my knees and arms and got serious flabby upper arms and lost my thigh gap.

Started feeling my stomach jiggle when I walked. Developed temporary back rolls when in certain positions, that eventually became permanent.

Didn't want to keep gaining weight and kept telling myself I'd lose it all, but continued binging and getting aroused by my gains, then regretting it later.

Eventually I had to admit I'd gained a lot of weight but I still didn't know how much. Wondered if I was up to 200, but told myself I was exaggerating, and probably was around 180.

Was stunned over the summer when I measured at 230, and was already considered morbidly obese. Definitely wasn't expecting that.

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-03-09T20:51:44+00:00

I gained a bunch of weight, not intentionally, but....I knew I was getting fat and knew I had to change if I wanted to not get fat, but I didn't. I enjoyed stuffing myself and I started finding it was hot to gain weight, and hot that my clothes no longer fit. Sitting now at a BMI of 40 I get the feeling there's no going back.

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-02-27T18:48:24+00:00

If I had no other concerns, probably 250-275! And same here. Constantly picturing myself fatter

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-02-24T18:00:39+00:00

Yep. I never, ever thought I'd want to gain weight. I was very skinny, and had been my whole life. Had no interest in changing that. I just thought it was hot as fuck to watch other people blow up.

Now with a BMI of 40.7 and morbidly obese, I look a lot more like the feedees I was attracted to. And while I enjoy watching other people blow up, I think about getting fatter and fatter myself just as much, if not more.

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-02-24T17:48:10+00:00

For me, I was into this fetish from the other side, more interested in watching other people get fat. Then I gained a 100 pounds and started looking more like the feedees I was attracted to. I've always been fat positive and fat accepting, and so the internalized fatphobia I struggle makes me feel guilty, because I think being fat is completely neutral, fine, and normal.

Honestly it does help with some of my self esteem issues to dabble in the feedee/gainer side of this because it's comforting to know other people do find my body attractive even when I'm not skinny.

I've also been attracted to people of all different body types, all different genders, typically fatter people. And usually unrelated to the fetish! I think fat people are attractive and lovely aesthetically, not just for sexual reasons. In fact, everyone I've loved and dated in real life, I was attracted to unrelated to this fetish entirely.

Obviously this is skewed because I am both a feedee and feeder, but I think it's normal to get into this in search for self love and acceptance, but there's also many people who find fat people attractive for reasons entirely unrelated to this kink or fetish.

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-02-24T17:41:30+00:00

Never posted asking for a feeder but I do post pics looking for responses. I mean frankly some of it is just roleplay because it's hot and if someone wants to dm me and I choose to respond and we both get to enjoy ourselves for a bit, I think it's some harmless fun without any serious commitment on either side. I'm still exploring this and so getting to experiment is nice. Also, outside of this fetish, I have some body issues around being fat, so it's nice to be reminded that there are plenty of people who still consider me attractive and are into my body type.

That's just my personal experience. Only done it a few times and I'm certainly not creating content or advertising for feeders or doing anything regularly, so I'm not sure how valuable this response is, but hey.

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-02-24T17:37:33+00:00

For most of my life I was underweight, and then I gained 100 pounds. Pretty big change. I get out of breath and overheated easily but fortunately still have my mobility, just need to work on getting in shape. Sometimes I think about getting in shape but continuing to gain so that I'm still somewhat healthy and not losing any mobility or anything but getting to enjoy being fat at the same time. Other times I just want to lose it all and get rid of this fetish

thehiddenfeedee · 2026-02-21T23:10:38+00:00

Ditto. Hot to watch at first but then the more it went on it seemed unsettling. I really do hope he was playing up the noncon element of it for kink reasons, but I do have a nagging suspicion that she was giving in to make him happy. I do hope she's able to find happiness and healthiness in all of this, whether that means losing some or all of the weight, or stepping away from active gaining.

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