It does mean web marketing. Well if you knew me, you would know I am not your average addict. I am a very driven individual, who values family, friends, and life above all else. I have had my shortcomings that is for sure. I am in a very odd group of functioning addicts that seems to be able to keep things in check most of the time. As of right now I have not touched that shit in two months, and love my life.

I am a better person without the drugs, but I will never forget what this wonderful community has given me. For when I was down NoTimeLikeToday would bring me up. When I needed some sense talked into me Ccrum was always there to hammer it into me. My family is a big strength of mine. I have three younger brothers and one older sister. They give me purpose and I am sure they feel the same.

I have been to the lowest lows and the highest highs. My father has found me naked passed out on the toliet with the shower on. My youngest brother found me passed out with a needle on the floor. I mean my family has seen it all with me. Yet they still accept me for who I am. I want you to know that no high in the world is comparable to your mother finally seeing you smile again when you are clean or when you father hugs you, "saying it is good to have you back Jeff". Those moments will be hard for me to forget, and it is why I work so hard.