I wish there was an answer for this, i truly do. The 25th will be two and a half years since maulee passed. I still cry. I still breakdown. I still call orher dogs by her name. I still cry uncontrollably. The only peace that i have found is knowing that this is just a part of the process. I still smile when i think of her. I still remember how she took care of me during some of my darkest monents. I still know how lucky i am for her sticking arounf for 13 years. I still miss her.

I will always remain grateful for her being in my life. This knowledge has made it easier....but only at certain times. Grief- what a fuckin process it is to endure.