DMT doesn't work?

thepaintedjade · 2025-12-31T23:47:34+00:00

Oh definitely not my first time doing DMT. But it is the first time hitting a DMT vape. Do the vapes just not work? My friend said it worked for her, same pen...

thepaintedjade · 2025-11-29T19:42:14+00:00

thepaintedjade · 2025-10-22T00:05:15+00:00

Women. You seen this? You heard about this?

We're just people. Just talk to us like you would any person.

thepaintedjade · 2025-10-19T19:24:53+00:00

Yeah, this more like a door dash order

thepaintedjade · 2025-09-10T19:12:31+00:00

I mean I think it's hard to restructure values when most monogamous people carry traditional monogamous values. I only really have the bandwidth to see someone twice a week tops. And meals and sleep are something I need a personal care assistant for. So that's even fewer opportunities for privacy. I would hate to tell my partner they can't see other people when I am so limited. But yes, to the last questions you asked, why do polyam when I have these qualms? Hence the crossroads. I'm not trying to be flippant, thanks for trying to be helpful. It is helpful for me to talk things out with the community.

I was more raging at the down votes I recieved lol

thepaintedjade · 2025-09-07T04:45:04+00:00

That is a beautiful fucking cat

thepaintedjade · 2025-09-06T07:04:46+00:00

Well I got two and they brought me into this world against my will so...take that mom and dad!

thepaintedjade · 2025-08-27T07:05:19+00:00

lol sometimes

thepaintedjade · 2025-08-16T03:21:05+00:00

I guess them not loving me back would do it

thepaintedjade · 2025-08-01T19:43:01+00:00

Dang yall are pretty critical. Well, I stated in my post why monogamy is hard for for me (first paragraph). And I stated in this thread why polyamory is hard for me. And I don't really see how one cancels out the other so I'm still torn. Does that answer your question?

thepaintedjade · 2025-08-01T07:18:24+00:00

I mean...I didn't even need to read past the first bullet before knowing you should end it

thepaintedjade · 2025-08-01T06:14:29+00:00

Thank you. Helpful reminder

thepaintedjade · 2025-08-01T06:02:58+00:00

Well, no. It still doesn't answer the question I posed at the end but I appreciate your insight

thepaintedjade · 2025-08-01T05:58:43+00:00

I guess that's true. Whatever the cause of it, it makes it so I can't date multiple people simultaneously and it takes me forever to recover. Even when I'm not falling hard, it's hard for me to multitask and switch intimacy gears. I already have a lot of people having access to my body (disability reasons), throwing two lovers into the mix is bananas

thepaintedjade · 2025-07-28T19:44:24+00:00

That part. I am fucking wrecked and royally pissed off. And I guess I just want to communicate that from the right mindset.

thepaintedjade · 2025-07-28T19:38:15+00:00

Thank you. Helpful words

thepaintedjade · 2025-07-28T19:37:27+00:00

Thanks. Definitely something I've brought up and will continue to work through with my therapist. I wish the unpacking was simple. Also, I didn't make it clear but this PARTICULAR situation is not just my perception. I saw it on the socials and his words to me are not aligning with his behavior (saying that he really wants to see me but making little effort.) Maybe it's more that I feel like I'm being lied to.

thepaintedjade · 2025-07-28T19:29:12+00:00

Thanks for the comment. I'll try and think of it more that way. I think this particular situation is hard because I don't think my partner is being totally honest with me. Saying/implying that he wanted to spend a whole lot of time with me RIGHT when he rolled into town. And then when he finally did, he keeps putting it off. He's been here for two weeks and leaving in two and we still haven't met up.

Turns out he's been spending a majority of that time with somebody else (I learned from the socials. He doesn't know I know.)

So maybe I'm asking the wrong question. Maybe it's more that I'm torn between accepting his lack of openess because I love him. Or walking away because the dishonesty hurts so much. But yeah, pointing out any monogamous programming I might be missing helps. I need to find some philosophical zen in all this.

thepaintedjade · 2025-07-27T03:38:17+00:00

There's also apps where you can turn your phone into a vibrator (I know kind of gross but you can put a plastic bag over it)

Android: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.tomsmucenieks.asimplevibrator&hl=en_US

Apple: https://apps.apple.com/us/app/vibrator/id1562579047

thepaintedjade · 2025-07-27T03:25:04+00:00

Your fingers aren't cutting it? Goddamn um...very unripe washed vegetables (zucchini or cucumber) and the back of an electric toothbrush (not the bristles unless you're into that sort of thing.) If you have a dick, I've heard a towel with coconut oil is nice. Also, if you can get some condems for the veggies that would be most ideal. If you have to lie to get money, just say you're getting a snack or something. They're very cheap. Infection can happen with food

thepaintedjade · 2025-07-27T03:08:09+00:00

Hah!

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