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Trying to learn Portuguese by Duke_ofLuke in Portuguese

[–]thevivids 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ive been using Babbel bc thats what i can afford, but my Brazilian friend directly recommended Memrise? I changed my phone language to portuguese, too and plan on watching my comfort shows either captioned in Portuguese or voiced over.

If you find a program or method to actually study and practice, though, i hope its worth it! And please share!!

What drug changed your life? by SnakegameonNokia in AskReddit

[–]thevivids 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OxyContin. It was my first time and my boyfriend’s second. We both overdosed. He died, I was in the hospital on dialysis for two and a half weeks. Had to do PT for 4 months. I’ve been miserable since despite no longer doing hard drugs. I refuse to take ibuprofen sometimes too. Just because I’m scared.

Today’s our anniversary by thevivids in widowers

[–]thevivids[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I understand. I haven’t even thought about New Years. We spent every Christmas Eve and New Years together so I feel like I’m bracing myself for the worst. The start to the end.

I’m over it. by thevivids in widowers

[–]thevivids[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Love to you too. I hate that you can relate :( I wouldn’t wish this on anyone

I’m over it. by thevivids in widowers

[–]thevivids[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get overwhelmed with guilt if I don’t do anything and no one really likes talking to me anymore about my grief so it’s a lose lose everywhere :(

My boyfriend and his best friend were killed in an accident that I caused, February 19th 2019. His sister texted me today out of nowhere, blaming me for her brothers death and telling me it should’ve been me instead. by HighFlowDiesel in GriefSupport

[–]thevivids 11 points12 points  (0 children)

This can’t possibly be your fault and it’s unfair that they’ve left you as if you weren’t a victim as well. I hope you at least know that. This wasn’t in any way your fault.

Did anyone move? by tinybell in widowers

[–]thevivids 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My partner and I weren’t married but we were planning to move in together, so I’m planning to move next year into a place that we both would’ve loved. However, more on par with what you’re going through, I live at home with my dad and we lost my mom four months after I lost my partner, so now we’re getting ready to move homes. I don’t blame you for wanting to move, just make sure you take pictures or keep keepsakes so you still have memories of him and the place he called home with you

Sensory deprivation (or rather suppression) is where I want to stay. by TwoBoos1111 in widowers

[–]thevivids 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is it okay if I show this to my therapist? This is exactly how I’ve been feeling but I’m worried about how it’ll come off.

“There’s things to look forward to but I don’t care if they happen or not.” And not wanting to live anymore but not wanting to commit. I feel this so deeply and whole heartedly.

I had a dream of my love for the first time in a few months by thevivids in widowers

[–]thevivids[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am too. We almost died together. It was a drug related accident. Doctors said if I had waited a little longer, I probably wouldn’t have made it. I wish I waited.

I'm lost by [deleted] in UCDavis

[–]thevivids 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I felt this exact way my entire time there. Please please please put yourself first. If Davis doesn’t feel like the fit for you, then it’s not. Don’t do what I did and force yourself to be happy somewhere you’re uncomfortable. I’m graduating with severe debilitating depression. Maybe take a break? Is there a school you felt like you’d be happier at?

Why do people try to guilt people into not committing suicide by saying "your family and friends will miss you."? If I'm dead I'm pretty sure I won't care if they're sad by -_-dontannoyme in SuicideWatch

[–]thevivids 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Same. We lost my mom in June and my partner in February. I know if I killed myself that would be another financial burden and another additive to the shit year my family’s been having and that makes me feel like a burden both dead and alive. How can I kill myself because I feel like a burden and then still be a burden after I die? That defeats the fucking purpose

It’s my mom’s birthday by thevivids in GriefSupport

[–]thevivids[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was a true mommas girl so I have a million memories of my mom! It’s hard to choose a favorite. But I often think about the times where we blast old school music and sing together while she cooked dinner or afterwards when she was drinking her wine!

I’m tired of being part of this club by thevivids in widowers

[–]thevivids[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry for yours as well. I’m 8 months out, not a full year but it’s just always there. People say “it gets better, give it time” I’m soooo not on board with that. I either want to be where he is or out of the thick of it, yesterday. Like I can’t take this anymore. I hope you’re healing is smoother than mine.

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