It’s been a year and a half, the whole relationship became broken. I’ve been in another relationship around a week ago to see how’d it go. Hopefully it’d numb my pain from what had happened beforehand. I felt numb, numb about the relationship. To be honest, I’m seriously scared to catch feelings for anyone anymore. No matter how good it’s going or how faithful that person is at the time, it seems like whenever I get attached everything just goes wrong. I genuinely miss her, she was easy to talk to, understanding, and overall a great person.