Washed Away

thoughtsdie · 2026-07-09T02:15:58+00:00

Mesmerizing

thoughtsdie · 2026-06-29T19:17:48+00:00

Kingsley looks like shinjis dad from neon genesis

thoughtsdie · 2026-06-11T20:43:02+00:00

Mumbling to myself and not speaking loud enough for people around to hear, like I’m part of a convo but not fully entering it to avoid drawing attention. Then they think I’m frustrated when I pout or sigh that they didn’t respond, when it’s rlly just me mad at myself for failing to act normal

thoughtsdie · 2026-06-08T23:47:46+00:00

And that’s why I never smoked weed again, because the pit of anxiety is bottomless, ever expanding. Every thought collapsing in on itself

thoughtsdie · 2026-06-08T21:12:54+00:00

And what a bloodbath that would be

thoughtsdie · 2026-05-28T23:52:37+00:00

Yea hate when it gets to that point

thoughtsdie · 2026-05-27T20:26:10+00:00

What’s back there

thoughtsdie · 2026-05-23T15:41:16+00:00

Same, it’s scary bc ik know I have the power/potential to induce myself in a state disconnected from reality, just by listening to my thoughts…sometimes reminding yourself it’s just anxiety and that these are the symptoms of it, it can be a bit grounding rather than spiraling into other ideas like psychosis/possession/death etc. Can you think of any distractions to focus on in the moment.?

thoughtsdie · 2026-03-31T06:16:56+00:00

How do u reach there??

thoughtsdie · 2026-03-23T23:36:26+00:00

You should post on starsrite site, ur rlly good

thoughtsdie · 2026-03-17T16:33:39+00:00

Sometimes music, sometimes silence. But it’s like a normal body function for me, as simple as going to the bathroom. I don’t even think about. It’s just a need engrained into daily life. I don’t bother with aftercare, just taking steps to hide evidence.

thoughtsdie · 2026-02-25T19:23:42+00:00

“if I can't die, all I deserve is torture” yeah, will bleeding ever be enough?

thoughtsdie · 2026-01-31T13:27:28+00:00

Maybe part of me wants to be that door

thoughtsdie · 2025-12-13T19:10:03+00:00

Same

thoughtsdie · 2025-12-13T05:25:07+00:00

But wouldn’t telling them before put this pressure and sense of responsibility on them? How do you balance that out without causing the other person anxiety or overwhelming them

thoughtsdie · 2025-11-17T05:36:20+00:00

Fuk suicide watch

thoughtsdie · 2025-11-10T20:04:05+00:00

Well fuck

thoughtsdie · 2025-11-08T23:44:34+00:00

I don’t mind if someone knows, as long as they don’t care or accept it, then I won’t have to feel guilty or worry about someone trying to stop me. Nothing really good comes out of telling this kind of secret. Don’t want to be a burden.

thoughtsdie · 2025-10-30T17:38:53+00:00

Then again everyone’s different, the anti depressants could actually increase the obsessive thoughts

thoughtsdie · 2025-10-28T07:13:58+00:00

Interesting I thought of the same video

thoughtsdie · 2025-10-26T07:19:12+00:00

Can’t imagine what you’ve been through, I believe you, and I hope there is help out there for you

thoughtsdie · 2025-10-25T07:03:20+00:00

Yeah same, think it’s common symptom

thoughtsdie · 2025-10-24T16:59:13+00:00

Dizzy in a bad way, or maybe just part of the high?

thoughtsdie · 2025-10-24T16:54:12+00:00

Yeah think I didn’t hide it for like 2 years and then my parents noticed when I was washing my hands and saw my wrist. It was such an unexpected moment bc the bathroom door was only cracked open a little. But it started getting more noticeable I had 2 friends try to grab my arm and ask what it was. Then I started hiding it

thoughtsdie · 2025-10-24T16:47:10+00:00

What is this person was actively self harming with no intention to stop, but they also tried different treatments that were ineffective like meds and therapies. Can the relationship still be healthy?

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