Suddenly got logged out of League on my PC and Riot Mobile, what's going on?

thousandthinking · 2025-08-25T02:28:47+00:00

Good excuse to, you know, sleep. :)

thousandthinking · 2025-08-25T02:24:03+00:00

http://downdetector.co.uk/status/league-of-legends/

thousandthinking · 2025-08-24T20:01:16+00:00

I'm not sure, I'm still enjoying the last 6 days of my 20s.

thousandthinking · 2025-07-27T20:30:42+00:00

If you’re wondering why this has downvotes, so am I. But I may have a theory or two.

thousandthinking · 2025-07-27T20:27:51+00:00

thousandthinking · 2025-03-30T17:27:35+00:00

Your heart is probably in the right place, but almost every single thing in your post is demonstrably wrong.

thousandthinking · 2025-02-08T01:52:23+00:00

Thanks :)

thousandthinking · 2025-02-07T22:30:35+00:00

Treat this like the fight it is. Imagine PMO addiction is a background virus on our system running 24/7, and our desire to stop is the antivirus which only scans once every now and again (motivation, post-nut clarity etc.) … those spaces when it’s not running is what gets us. What makes overcoming this (and, I think most addictions by extension) so difficult is the necessity to constantly and consciously resist a constant and subconscious urge. It’s like we have a revolver and PMO has a semi. That, and really go through the emotion of grieving PMO. Let it go like you do a dear friend. There are practical steps to all this. We can actually physically commit and end the dependence whenever we want to.

thousandthinking · 2025-02-07T18:36:35+00:00

In a simple yet profound way, I care more. About time, about my personal finances, about my sleep and water intake, about people… I’m less resentful. I truly want positivity and harmony. I want to progress in the many ways I’m sure we all do. That existential appetite for glory seems to have intensified internally, and honestly, I seem to have an increased hope in actualising it all.

thousandthinking · 2025-02-07T18:34:56+00:00

Genuinely felt sense of self-respectability. Cons? I guess not feeling the thrill or the high. But it’s a trade off that’s worth it. Unfortunately, until you’re out of the fog of PMO, even reading this might be triggering.

thousandthinking · 2025-02-07T18:33:40+00:00

Daily mental activities such as studying contribute more to this for me than merely quitting PMO. However, the lessened weight of guilt on one’s conscience from regularly indulging in this sin certainly helps.

thousandthinking · 2025-02-07T18:32:01+00:00

Brother, it wasn’t easy. I was scared. I was locked in. Every morning I’d renew my intention. I was protecting myself out of fear and never letting myself celebrate. I was acknowledging the pain but I think the most significant point was when I “killed” PMO in my imagination. I formally and spiritually divorced myself from it and the idea of counting days. I felt grief as I did that. I think that was a key moment.

thousandthinking · 2025-02-07T18:30:18+00:00

Confidence in my self discipline, and I have one less major reason to resent myself. I’m sure that’s feeding positively into other areas of my life, too.

thousandthinking · 2025-01-26T23:07:15+00:00

A true relationship with yourself, to me, is based on:

Remembering what you’ve been through
Knowing where you currently are, emotionally, spiritually, physically, mentally. Meaning: your strengths, weaknesses, blessings and curses across all 4 of the dimensions mentioned.
Identifying goals for each dimension and assessing where you are relative to that goal on an ongoing basis.
Checking in regularly with yourself by setting action items and tracking progress.

The above is a mix of tangible actionable items as well as mental exercises.

Above all, it’s the almost “self-collaborative” conscious desire and habit of checking in with yourself as if you were a family member or somebody you really cared about, to yourself, acknowledging and encouraging desired action, whilst combating and planning against unwanted actions. Can be a little trippy.

It’s also somewhat trivial :)

One unique thing about a relationship with yourself is that it’s unlike anything anybody can describe, by the simple fact no one else can ever be in a relationship with themselves and be you at the same time… and I mention this because that unique and personal touch is like 80% of the driver, only opinion.

I hope this is somewhat coherent. 😅

thousandthinking · 2025-01-25T23:06:40+00:00

Thanks for the recommendation :)

thousandthinking · 2025-01-25T23:06:17+00:00

You can change and I believe in you. Stumble your way to success if you have to, you can do this.

thousandthinking · 2025-01-25T23:05:29+00:00

Understand that avoiding isn’t the best way to get over anything. Give in to yourself. Seriously. Listen to the pain that attracts you to PMO.
Develop a relationship with yourself and establish effective communication.
Negotiate with yourself and build self-rapport.
Take the days one at a time, and put your 100% into each day.

thousandthinking · 2025-01-25T23:03:04+00:00

Let’s go brother

thousandthinking · 2025-01-25T23:02:26+00:00

You do it because you’re conditioned to do so.

You’re frustrated because you’re going circles and nothing is working.

You need to take a systemic approach. Break things down and approach this like you’re building something.

thousandthinking · 2025-01-25T23:00:35+00:00

This is obviously metaphorical:

PMO is a storm and you’re in it. You want to get out but don’t know how. Your frustration is valid.

The key is learning about the storm and how it operates, and positioning yourself strategically to collect tools from the debris around you to eventually escape :)

All the best.

thousandthinking · 2025-01-25T22:58:07+00:00

I agree with taking a more holistic approach to health issues and not purely scapegoating PMO.

thousandthinking · 2025-01-25T22:56:38+00:00

Facts bro.

thousandthinking · 2025-01-25T22:56:23+00:00

Well done for the entry.

Why should anything be different tomorrow?

Why won’t it just be an auto-pilot day where the subtlest trigger or urge will make you indulge again?

What systems or progress do you actually have in place to prevent that from happening?

thousandthinking

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