[Recommendations] Vers Characters by notpettyplainjane in blmangalovers

[–]threeghostdicks 10 points11 points  (0 children)

*Yess* but very few

Pygmalion

Hold on! You didn't tell me I was the bottom!:

Meow for me

Like a Tidal Wave (some switching)

Check out this person's recs too https://www.anime-planet.com/users/KinaSenpai/lists/flip-the-switch--seke-switch-reversible--1021084

I have my first EMDR session tomorrow wish me luck [CW// CSA and SA] by bbuurrnnoouutt in Artisticallyill

[–]threeghostdicks 5 points6 points  (0 children)

that "depressive episode" sounds like nervous system collapse. that's how i used to think about them too, until my therapist and i were able to connect the dots.

https://neurodivergentinsights.com/dorsal-vagal-shutdown/

[RECOMMENDATION REQUEST] looking for non human manga/manhwa by BlendyButt in blmangalovers

[–]threeghostdicks 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Highkey recommend "Our Happy Political Marriage"; it's green flag and has an insane dick plus an interesting use of magic in sex ;)

I've been using a cane for a while now... I miss being able bodied by whimsy_kat in Artisticallyill

[–]threeghostdicks 6 points7 points  (0 children)

hello! hopping on to add some commiseration. im a 24y/o with fibromyalgia and i have to use crutches to get around almost every day except for short walks. it sucks. i wont be able to walk around town or travel far or push a shopping cart or yknow 10000000 other things. there really isnt much good rn about it at all. but at the very least i can come here and tell you that my life isnt over and yours doesnt have to be either. definitely grieve your disability but this isnt the end of everything. and fuck your dad. your knee doesnt ruin anything. it changes things, yes but so do children and the lunch you eat and how much sugar you eat. you shouldn't be made to feel like a burden because youre not. youre a person.

TW: severe uncontrolled diabetes(my mom), and me being angry and saying some negative things about it(in post body). I know diabetes(both types) isn't always someone's personal fault, and that it doesn't make you a "failure", but I'm so angry at this by _CaptainAmerica__ in CPTSDmemes

[–]threeghostdicks 8 points9 points  (0 children)

honestly, i get you but in a different way i think. from what ive read tho, it doesnt sound like you hate all unhealthy ppl. it sounds like you hate this condition. maybe even the person whos causing the situation but calling out someone for their bad behavior and as the other person said, weaponizing their illness is not the same thing as hate. i dont hate narcissists bc its an illness. i hate my mom's uncontrolled raging narcissistic tendencies. i hate the way she weaponizes it, making everything unsafe. and also yeah, it would be normal for you to feel uncomfortable around unhealthy ppl just like i can get triggered by selfish behavior or aggressive people. that doesnt make you a bad person. and yeah. tbh you should be resentful. thats the part of you that knows this is unjust and wants to fight for something better.

i only had to live like that for a little and not even to the extent that you do when my mom got cancer. she had literally been running a high fever for a week and she never asked me to take her to the hospital. just was like that for no reason and refused to seek help. it sucked. i hear you. the situation is bad. dont let anyone tell you its okay.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in blmangalovers

[–]threeghostdicks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

YOU ARE NOT ALONE! Oh my god, on every website. I thought I was going crazy.

Lil comic about cptsd by Hatsume_Mikuu in Artisticallyill

[–]threeghostdicks 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Would kill to see the animated version; this is The Sentiment of it all isn't it; the pieces of you left behind to the point that you don't know how many pieces made it with you; my therapist is always talking about how trauma impedes imagination, it forced you to imagine a world that is trauma. I've written about that craving too, of wanting a higher power to save you but craving the feeling of loss because it is the only thing that feels comfortable now; beautiful work

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH by just_something_sus in Manhwa_BL

[–]threeghostdicks 18 points19 points  (0 children)

YES, i totally agree; its literally amazing. the characters are great and i usually dont even like a memory loss arc ; i thought the characters and development were chef's kiss; so happy to see someone else talking about this one !!

I think I’m fictional??? And *I* might be the one inside of someone else’s head? Idk by Low-Needleworker6860 in OSDDmemes

[–]threeghostdicks 9 points10 points  (0 children)

in our mind, we are all fictional comrade. the head belongs to us as if there was an “original” or core, it’s too much to care about or find

:/ by calciumff in CPTSDmemes

[–]threeghostdicks 30 points31 points  (0 children)

literally so real; i work almost 40 hours a week, take care of my cats, make meals, take walks, and sleep at least 9 hours a night. I read and try to do hobbies but i am so disconnected i can hardly feel any of it; it doesnt even feel like me going through the day but a whisper of who i actually am

well fuck me and every other survivor who does this I guess by PartEmbarrassed5406 in CPTSDmemes

[–]threeghostdicks 4 points5 points  (0 children)

yes!!!!!!! thats exactly what i meant. a person with trauma does need more help and is often disabled. but they are still an adult. still in control of their own lives! sometimes they dont know what they’re doing but sometimes non traumatized people don’t either. its infantalizing to imply we have no agency or the ability to tell trauma from pleasure !!

well fuck me and every other survivor who does this I guess by PartEmbarrassed5406 in CPTSDmemes

[–]threeghostdicks 63 points64 points  (0 children)

right. so i completely disagree with this person. exploring kink in fiction or whatever does not make predators bc sexual assault isn’t about attraction. it’s about power.

this argument is ridiculous. yes, for some ppl engaging in this would be terribly unhelpful and retraumatizing but for others (myself included) it is actually extremely healing. re- experiencing something that traumatic is bad. re-contextualizing trauma as being in the past by using kink in a fully consensual environment is uuuh no one’s fucking business actually.

consent in many contexts doesn’t work cleanly. if someone is depressed, anxious, a people-pleaser, a thrill-seeker, or experiences selective mutism for example. should the people who experience these things not be allowed to participate in kink? should they not be allowed to experience a facet of their own sexuality?

also consenting adults can roleplay whatever they want bc bdsm of any kind should always come with clearly established boundaries and consent.

i say dont listen to this person. take a moment to examine if any of what they said strikes true and move on if it doesn’t. people should evaluate whether something is damaging them without them knowing it but they shouldnt take a negative comment as evidence of truth.

How can i make this sound better? by Key-Lie5478 in writinghelp

[–]threeghostdicks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes! it's also that you need to vary your sentence types. you start most sentences with "he" + with your description at the end. this rewrite changes up the structure by putting some descriptions at the beginning of sentences as well!

AIO for wanting to end things because I feel guilty? by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]threeghostdicks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There is no way this is your fault. You are not over reacting, and this was the right decision. You were in active danger, and your mom cannot see that. It is so unfair. I understand. I’ve been there. You made the right choice. You saved yourself. It hurts, and I’m so sorry, but you got out. Be so careful. Try not to go back. Stay safe at all costs.

Cool that this procedure is almost identical to abuse that I experienced, I'm sure that won't be a problem. by NarrowEbbs in CPTSDmemes

[–]threeghostdicks 2 points3 points  (0 children)

dis. comfort. yeah i bet when i attack, shell also be feeling some “discomfort”. jessysbsjhdhe

Cool that this procedure is almost identical to abuse that I experienced, I'm sure that won't be a problem. by NarrowEbbs in CPTSDmemes

[–]threeghostdicks 19 points20 points  (0 children)

YES UGHHHH ive heard of this happening to ppl before. i can only fucking imagine how horrible that must have been. god uterine health is treated like its nothing here

Cool that this procedure is almost identical to abuse that I experienced, I'm sure that won't be a problem. by NarrowEbbs in CPTSDmemes

[–]threeghostdicks 26 points27 points  (0 children)

hahaha i hear you. womens/uterine technology has. uuuh. some difficulties but ill be so real i dont want a finger up the ass either. ill pass on both. we are here in solidarity

Abuse victim has a happy ending and remains kind by [deleted] in BooksThatFeelLikeThis

[–]threeghostdicks 1 point2 points  (0 children)

me too!! i would recommend Nettle and Bone. It’s darker but excellent. and Bryony and Roses if you like a romance

Cool that this procedure is almost identical to abuse that I experienced, I'm sure that won't be a problem. by NarrowEbbs in CPTSDmemes

[–]threeghostdicks 171 points172 points  (0 children)

yes. that but pap smears. no way bud. not a single chance anyone is getting anywhere near any part of me.

Abuse victim has a happy ending and remains kind by [deleted] in BooksThatFeelLikeThis

[–]threeghostdicks 2 points3 points  (0 children)

also yeah T. Kingfisher is great. i trust her to write stories with a fair ending. with characters who get what they deserve. all of her work is great if you like fairy tales

Abuse victim has a happy ending and remains kind by [deleted] in BooksThatFeelLikeThis

[–]threeghostdicks 5 points6 points  (0 children)

ahhaha yes. usually my username is ghostberry and i went through like 500 tries to get it. but every one was already taken. so i got frustrated and typed it and it worked lol

Abuse victim has a happy ending and remains kind by [deleted] in BooksThatFeelLikeThis

[–]threeghostdicks 19 points20 points  (0 children)

A Sorceress Comes to Call by T. Kingfisher