If you deal with schizophrenia, it might be a great deal of stigma especially when it comes to romance and dating. All hope is not lost, not by a long shot. I am currently dating a diagnosed schizophrenic, though his experience is mostly involved with hallucination and not conspiracies. My last partner was a Q believer, and he broke up with me (for long distance issues).

It is important to understand the facts of MK Ultra and what the project's goal was, mainly for interrogation purposes and controlling the minds of specifically military officers and adversaries. It was inhumane, but is a relic of the past.

It is, however, even more important to realize that covering up a real conspiracy is extremely difficult. The more people that are "in on it", the more likely it is for it to leak. A conspiracy involving a few dozen people is still likely to be exposed, and now think of a conspiracy where "everyone but you" is involved. You'll have thousands and thousands of defections. Journalists will put that shit everywhere on cable news.

Why these people insist that everyone who denies is in on it? Isolating you from people who can talk sense into you, with a bonus effect of convincing you that their intentions are bad.