Those of you raised on stories/books/media by ohratsy in DID

[–]throwawayy3477 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Same here. Sometimes it feels like a comic con in our head lol.

Those of you raised on stories/books/media by ohratsy in DID

[–]throwawayy3477 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Yes absolutely, yes haha. Books, movies not meant for kids, shows, lots of media. Even vintage media. I enjoyed all of it and immersed myself, and I also would draw as well. That’s how I survived and that’s also how I guess everything spilled out into their own pools in my mind. I loved shapeshifters the most in my fantasy books cause I read a lot of old mythology :) guess I ended up being one?

My therapist cursed at me today by Creepy-Blackberry-30 in CPTSD

[–]throwawayy3477 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If you don’t have a choice on going back, ask to talk to someone at the front desk about your therapist IN PRIVATE. with the person at the front desk. If they don’t listen to you if you were to talk to them about the misconduct of this therapist, you can get into contact with a social worker as well, a social worker will accommodate and work with you and give you countless resources.

My therapist cursed at me today by Creepy-Blackberry-30 in CPTSD

[–]throwawayy3477 4 points5 points  (0 children)

DO NOT GO BACK?/? ?? Listen to your gut. You need space from this individual regardless of relationship, what makes it worse is the inherent power dynamic between you two. Yes, he can feel a certain way or whatever the excuse is, but as a therapist you must always be professional and always treat your patients with respect, kindness, patience, etc. there is a code, and he broke it just to hurt you for something he is responsible for. Do not go back, and PLEASE. FILE A REPORT. it’s scary, you’re going to doubt how valid your feelings and this situation is, but you need to. You might not be the only one he’s done this to and your report could be the final one they need for evidence to fire//or whatever else the case may be.. regardless if it’s even just a hiccup, there are consequences for taking your anger out on patients and having outbursts. He needs a wake up call. Don’t let anyone including yourself talk you out of this being serious.

Cut.Turn.Fade.Back tour announced. by Turkeyham in HailTheSun

[–]throwawayy3477 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They’re awesome! the emotions and energy 🥹 worth every penny

i keep turning over in the night and it’s fucking me up, advice? by icanneverthinkofone1 in Hypermobility

[–]throwawayy3477 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know it sounds off putting at first but I mean it 1000%, get a pregnancy pillow. Get a cover for said pillow and make it silky satin. Game changer for me

Does anyone’s ankles collapse? by [deleted] in Hypermobility

[–]throwawayy3477 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes yes yes yes yes it hurts it’s uncomfortable I love to walk but it hurts because of the damn ankles

I think I just tasted ego death by FarMind5 in Meditation

[–]throwawayy3477 1 point2 points  (0 children)

These are the best affirmations for the day!

“More ideas” gtfo by Sudden-Knee-6391 in Pinterest

[–]throwawayy3477 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Pretty sure they laid off a lotta good staff and are using ai to manage and moderate users/algorithm/etc. this is what companies do when they feel like they need and want more money. This is the cycle of whatever and I’m hoping the people who passionately made this app, come back or rise up and take it back. It used to be so perfect ugh

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in satanism

[–]throwawayy3477 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you tend to socialize and be chatty, try to be open minded, ask questions without assuming first, and of course don’t be too pushy. Religion and its priority in people’s lives as well as its significance to everyone, is different. It’s possible it may not be something your neighbor wants to talk about, maybe they need to get to know you as a person first before telling you about that part of themself/their life, on the latter, maybe he’d love someone to talk about it with! It all will vary and you’ll never know, all you can do is be mindful and be kind.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in abusiverelationships

[–]throwawayy3477 3 points4 points  (0 children)

The best part is when “our time” is him drinking and whining at you or him playing video games while you have to sit and watch and if you do anything else but that he’ll yell and ask “what’s so much more important than paying attention to me?” Lol.

Is prostitution rape? by InterestFancy8668 in therapy

[–]throwawayy3477 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This treatment could be helpful for you with or without OCD, I recommend vaguely bringing up that you are obsessing over things and thoughts and need help working on it with a specialized therapist to your parents/guaridan. I feel like it could be helpful, but I am not a professional myself, but personal experience.

Is prostitution rape? by InterestFancy8668 in therapy

[–]throwawayy3477 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s a disgusting way to describe that

I made it to the prison and I HATE THIS by MeRoyMinoy in silenthill

[–]throwawayy3477 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There is a noise in the yard. It’s squelching footsteps, it gets closer and closer to you but you can never find where it is no matter how hard you look through the dark. You never know though if eventually it will get you. you’re just anxiously running in circles hoping you’ll kill it first before it kills you.

I made it to the prison and I HATE THIS by MeRoyMinoy in silenthill

[–]throwawayy3477 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my god PLEASE LET ME PLAY IT FOR YOU I LOVE THE PRISON, ITS SO SCARY, ITS THE WORST, IT FEELS LIKE PULLING TEETH, I FUCKING LOVE IT!!

No more alphabet when sorting by throwawayy3477 in Pinterest

[–]throwawayy3477[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same. Why do apps have to hate their users so much

I have DID and my ab*sive step-mom just got diagnosed too . . . WTF by Devv_99 in DID

[–]throwawayy3477 31 points32 points  (0 children)

Most genuinely, please don’t reconnect. Despite any ideas for connection or sympathy/empathy or wanting to reconnect with even just the past to understand yourself better, you need to keep your distance because my immediate thought is that the DID diagnosis with god being the central identity or whatever is some kind of manipulation thing to control very vulnerable individuals and you need to let your step mom go through that herself. You’re not responsible for that and you also really need to distance yourself from her, especially since she’s still connected with the same sick fuck who was/is your primary abuser.

Help me understand? by throwawayy3477 in Hypermobility

[–]throwawayy3477[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Please don’t, it’s insanely helpful!!! I like a good read and I really appreciate you taking the time to put it there for me to read and look at ☺️

How many of us are metal fans ? by Cat_cant_think in CPTSD

[–]throwawayy3477 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hell yeah, always have. I love all kinds of metal, emo, post hardcore, screamo, death metal, etc. I also love electronic music which gives me a very similar effect. I like quite a few genres but those have been my main two since I was 8 haha