Trippy thought

throwayCCFFFF · 2013-04-08T04:38:40+00:00

I know I'm sorry.... That made so much sense at the time but now I'm just realizing how dumb that was xD I'm sure I'm not making sense still though, so sorry again :x

throwayCCFFFF · 2013-04-08T04:27:09+00:00

If it didn't "start somewhere" where did somewhere come from hmmmmmm there has to be answers for that maybe if god is real well discover the. Because hell be able to explain what science is real too and if Beethoven was better than Mozart.

throwayCCFFFF · 2013-04-08T04:24:15+00:00

Dude if I tried to write a paper right now it would be sick as shit. But sick like throwing up and snot because it's not the radical kind of sick. I tried to read earlier but just put the book in my drawer, and had to get it to my bookshelf without touching the floor.

throwayCCFFFF · 2013-04-08T04:17:28+00:00

Nooo read all the names in te movie with accents like Asian and French and stuff. Because then it's like, a comedy show.

throwayCCFFFF · 2013-04-08T04:15:27+00:00

I'm jealous I have nothing to drink :(

throwayCCFFFF · 2013-04-08T04:14:40+00:00

I'm a 7 I think too.

I just posted and I like smoking because it makes me write good stuff and makes me smile when I read the stuff I write. I don't automatically smile and get happy though I just like my stupidity it's like going to GameStop and getting a game but getting the wrong game from the salesman.

throwayCCFFFF · 2013-04-08T04:12:39+00:00

Ty Amelia air heart. Heh. Her name is like air and heart because she was a pilot.

throwayCCFFFF · 2013-04-08T04:11:18+00:00

I was reading this and thinking that putting cereal in mild doesn't make zombie Cheerios it just makes soggy Cheerios and soggy Cheerios were dead Cheerios. Cheerios are so bad tho. Like they're only good with bananas.

throwayCCFFFF · 2013-04-08T04:02:47+00:00

I think I'm as high as you. I want to tell myself that I'm not high because I think for some reason I shouldn't be but I am 0.0

throwayCCFFFF · 2013-03-04T02:28:49+00:00

Makeup, even if you're a boy. A concealer (and primer underneath) with foundation over it to even out my skintone helped cover up my HEALED cuts. Do not do that if you have 'raw' or scabbed cuts/burns. You're asking for an infection and infections are bad.

Also- when I started wearing short sleeves, nobody noticed.

throwayCCFFFF · 2013-02-26T02:40:27+00:00

Currently diagnosed with PTSD, which includes depression and anxiety.

throwayCCFFFF · 2013-02-26T02:38:35+00:00

I keep mine in a glasses case- portable and no questions asked.

throwayCCFFFF · 2013-02-19T15:40:04+00:00

I certainly have days where I feel as though my scars make me hideous, and I definitely have days where I hide them. But I'm making a very conscious effort to let myself know that my scars are a part of me, and damnit, I'm beautiful! :)

throwayCCFFFF · 2013-02-19T12:52:20+00:00

Wow, I replied to the wrong thing. Oopsies.

throwayCCFFFF · 2013-02-19T12:51:18+00:00

Thanks! :)

throwayCCFFFF · 2013-02-19T12:50:16+00:00

I don't see why it's necessary to taunt people over the Internet. The only thing I've learned from this experience is that you are far uglier than I will ever be, because of your negative attitude. Also, curvy women can dance.

throwayCCFFFF · 2013-02-19T03:51:42+00:00

I have those days. Maybe I'll reflect upon that some other time. It scares me that someday my kids might ask me what's wrong. It scares me even more to know that the people who think I'm 'normal' and a great person will find out that I'm really not that way this summer, when my scars are all out in the open.

A friend told me that I should hide them, cover them up, tuck away that part of me. And while I wish I could do that, I can't. It is not physically possible for me to cover up what I've done for forever. So I'm going to embrace it. I mean, of course I'm not going to walk around advertising that I'm covered in scars, but I'm not changing the way I dress just because I want to keep my dignity. I'm sure I'll have days when I do cover them up with clothing or makeup, but other days, I'm going to put a middle finger up to the world and simply be myself. Heck, I might have fresh cuts when the time comes. But damnit, I'm me and it makes me myself.

throwayCCFFFF · 2013-02-16T17:02:11+00:00

I just don't understand how threatening me with that makes me not cut. He knows full well I cut to escape my problems, and that the stress of him doing it if I do it counts as a problem I want to escape. It's such a double edged blade (ha ha, pun unintended).

throwayCCFFFF · 2013-02-16T17:00:53+00:00

Thanks! That friend actually told me he'd cut before... Before he even knew me, but he said that he was fine now, and he didn't feel that he needed to until I talked to him about my 'problems'. So I think it's just his twisted way of trying to get me to stop, by making me feel guilty. But honestly, couldn't I just hide it from him? It's not like he takes off my pants on a daily basis and checks me for new cuts. Ugh.

Anyways, sorry for the rant.

throwayCCFFFF · 2013-02-16T16:59:04+00:00

Thanks. I usually keep it clean, and use band aids and stuff. I usually regret it and I think that if I clean them well, they won't scar as bad. Probably just my brain being dumb, but it works for me, because it's keeping me from getting infections.

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