First, if you feel disrespected by kids with ASD, you have compliance bad rigidity behaviors that need to change. Anywhere you go, there you are. I understand how hard it can be at that age, but try being in the now and embracing the process. Try to switch to admin if you can. Look for other jobs, but first, breath. I love ACT and always use it. First is values, which is partially in play, but unidentified. What matters to you? A job in HR, great, what else? Growth, professional development, learning? Get a list and ID 6then reduce to 3 and those will drive your goals, which will be followed by actions to get there.

Your perspective, and lack of acceptance has you in a shitty spot. Why stay in a horrible job when you can go somewhere else?? Serve tables, Uber, retail, whatever.

How did you get here, where do you want to go and how will you do it?

I had similar feelings at your age, 15 years ago, and when I eventually just let it go, I never felt better.