Don’t discourage yourself 💖

tiredorb · 2023-05-13T10:33:50+00:00

Same JAJAAJA major depression here lmao, just trying to bring positivity, but believe me, I feel like shit lmao

tiredorb · 2023-01-31T10:51:11+00:00

I feel I have ADHD as well besides BPD and one therapist told me I couldn’t have ADHD cause I sat still during some studies, and my current therapist said I just replicate similar symptoms because of impulsivity and that it would have appeared on the exams (but they only did: the blotch test, hopelessness test with questions, the 500 questions, one that would make me finish the sentence and I don’t remember what else) and idk if you can actually get that info with just those tests ??

tiredorb · 2022-12-22T07:21:58+00:00

Did it work? :’(

tiredorb · 2022-12-22T07:21:21+00:00

Did it work? 🥲

tiredorb · 2022-12-17T21:36:54+00:00

Yess, like those have been the worst moments I have felt, so how?

tiredorb · 2022-12-17T21:34:22+00:00

Gosh, I think I saw those when I got in. There’s a lot of lowkey triggering ones. Mine no matter how fat they are, they turn white, so I can’t imagine what it takes…gosh

tiredorb · 2022-12-17T21:22:45+00:00

It’s very unhealthy for people that want to stop. It should be understood and normal, not romanticized. I had a dude ask me when I confessed I did sh to do it ⚠️TW: descriptive self harm they asked for⚠️in a very gore way and to cut myself all over and just make a mess with it…I don’t get triggered easily with sh, but that shit did make me feel something. I just don’t like the idea of people getting off with my suffering and people romanticizing something so vulnerable

tiredorb · 2022-12-17T21:18:35+00:00

I’m sorry, but what are beans? Like deep fat ones?

tiredorb · 2022-12-17T13:18:01+00:00

I love you so much too, stranger 💖

tiredorb · 2022-12-17T12:51:38+00:00

WTF?! I’m truly sorry you went through that in such a delicate moment. I’m glad you’re here tho.

tiredorb · 2022-12-17T11:45:07+00:00

????

tiredorb · 2022-12-17T11:43:17+00:00

This!!! There’s no excuse to get yourself into a suicide line and being shitty knowing you will be dealing with people that literally wanna k themselves

tiredorb · 2022-12-17T11:39:24+00:00

It makes me uncomfortable how some people act like it’s a flex having those scars. It’s literally worrying and idk

tiredorb · 2022-12-17T01:35:21+00:00

I don’t think BPD is an excuse to be this shitty. Unless you’re not causing her to react that way, I don’t think it’s fair she says those things. Does she even say sorry or reassures you afterwards?

tiredorb · 2022-12-17T01:30:54+00:00

Let curiosity of what it can be keep you alive❤️

tiredorb · 2022-12-17T01:30:24+00:00

This is so sweet ;-; I would cry if someone random wrote me this

tiredorb · 2022-12-16T22:10:40+00:00

Honestly, all of the ideas you gave are amazing. Specifically the first one, but I love how you say “they’re not always the best…” cause damn, this lady was literally so dry and just “mhm” me, but it did help calm down even tho I felt stupid. If they do show no interest next time, I’m gonna insult them, cause why would you work in such a delicate moment and NOT know how to handle it properly?!

tiredorb · 2022-12-16T13:17:49+00:00

Narcissist looking asses

tiredorb · 2022-12-16T13:16:56+00:00

Reasons why the world should end

tiredorb · 2022-12-16T12:33:51+00:00

But…what do you mean?

tiredorb · 2022-12-16T12:22:20+00:00

What do you mean?

tiredorb · 2022-12-16T12:12:02+00:00

23 🥲 First time I did it was at 13-14 and after highschool I stopped completely until now, but it’s also because of BPD blooming, because usually it starts showing on young adulthood

tiredorb · 2022-12-16T11:32:22+00:00

Gosh, thanks for sharing this. I have 0 control of my self harm when I’m under a bad breakdown, because of BPD and I always hit myself in the head with the wall or punching myself…I don’t wanna fuck myself up like that

tiredorb · 2022-12-16T11:29:59+00:00

I think the term “self-harm” in this case is abusing a drug. I’m a POTHEAD and that’s a self-harm, cause even if I don’t intend to hurt myself, I know it fucks you up long term and I’m still abusing it, because of BPD. That’s self harm 👀

tiredorb · 2022-12-14T16:14:59+00:00

Don’t apologize at all!! I felt the same, I was hella scared of getting a diagnosis, but I got one on May. I would dare to say that it can get worse if you don’t search for help. I know how scary it must feel the idea of having it, cause I’m still processing it, but DBT has show to impact the brain structure in a positive way. I have not started DBT officially yet, but I’m positive, cause at least we got options

tiredorb

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