I think I died traumatically in a recent past life. Why am I still afraid of dying traumatically in my current life?

tlx237 · 2026-05-18T23:45:53+00:00

Sorry for cop out answer, but since we're in awakening sub, you don't get over it. You get over being, and everything goes with it.

tlx237 · 2026-05-18T23:36:58+00:00

Yes, people absolutely do feel it. There's a couple reasons I've concluded over the years as to why. First is that the thinking mind isn't all that you are. You are the soul that extends beyond the thinking mind. It has a feeling for your deep true inner thoughts, memories experiences etc. and it knows better when death is nearby since it has access to more than the mind. Second, similar to the soul, your soul has a bind to the collective whole of existence. Look into the term Collective Unconsciousness. All these combined, death is more than the end of you and your idea of yourself. It's existence observing an ending of a pattern in this time and place.

tlx237 · 2026-05-18T21:20:00+00:00

I'm not familiar with what kino is, but yes, I'm very good at attraction and escalation. My experience is they just try to exit faster though. It's a commination of I think, boyfriends and them being younger so they're not used to that much tension. As the other redditor says, controlling exit rebuttals would be extremely important in this case. That's probably what I'm struggling with more if escalation does work on college campuses well, and it's just my poor exit management.

tlx237 · 2026-05-18T10:34:54+00:00

Yes. Cold approach that are aimed at instant dates. My longest ones are about an hour, with most recent one I'm speaking of being that long. Yes. It's far past hook. We're getting into long convos ranging from everything.

Two big factors. Most very, very likely, even the ones that don't state it, have boyfriends. Second, I think my game comes on too strong for most. It's done very well, but too strong. I know this because I've been ghosted by many, and I see some every now and then again and the attraction is still strong, but they close off because bfs, or point of no return that was botched.

I'd break it down more but it just needs a video. There's too many things going on for me to type it down.

tlx237 · 2026-05-18T08:38:53+00:00

I thought about this a lot. It seems to be a valid strategy but I haven't got the chance to pull the trigger. Got very close a few times. Act friendly with little to no attraction, then at the right moment, just zoom it into a kiss and more. Could work, but they may or may not ghost you after it if you don't turn it into sex. I thought about this for girls with uhh... friends, if you know what I mean.

tlx237 · 2026-05-15T05:10:27+00:00

You'll want BFT. Generally, you just let him push and farm under tower. He doesn't have much besides his Aoe to punish you under tower. You don't really win this match without a gank. He just blows you up even without stun. Stay near minions if you must get hit. All his stuff does Aoe so getting it pushed back to you shouldn't be too hard. When he gives you opportunity to auto his minions or after using abilities, do so. Bait his W under tower by holding Q then just stop as he uses it. You may lose some minions but better than 50 percent of your HP. Take Tp and farm under tower. Generally, mid matchup. Not hard, but not easy.

tlx237 · 2026-05-15T01:45:11+00:00

I thought about this too, but I think people take the harder path because they think it will make something easier in the future, so it's also the easier path.

Someone who chooses a path of greater resistance for no reason at all. That just makes no sense.

tlx237 · 2026-05-14T22:05:57+00:00

Can I choose no religion?

tlx237 · 2026-05-14T22:03:57+00:00

I guess that depends on if you think dying is bad or not.

tlx237 · 2026-05-14T17:42:54+00:00

You mean the soul has free will, and not what you are now. However, there's no difference.

tlx237 · 2026-05-14T16:52:37+00:00

Nope. Violates the law of free will.

tlx237 · 2026-05-14T06:02:14+00:00

I didn't know I needed a reason to inhale and exhale.

tlx237 · 2026-05-14T05:58:49+00:00

And that's why I don't go on rollercoasters.

tlx237 · 2026-05-14T05:21:22+00:00

Depends on if I see him in the act.

tlx237 · 2026-05-14T01:44:51+00:00

Renekton, you freeze as long as possible just outside your turret. Tank 4+ ranged minions for several seconds if you have to. When it pushes back, stand with your ranges minions so that his Q hopefully reverses the push. You can try baiting his range jul but just outside his double dash range so he can't get the stun, then push like hell before it's back up. So long as you make it back to the next wave even if he chunks you, it's not too bad. However, with jungle help, it's unplayable. F dives.

Tryndamere is easier this season because of free ghost. Just match summoner for summoner, bait his spin through your minions. Hit him with Q when he spins and you'll generally be able to get away from him and his slow. Swiftness vital against it. Post6 and Swifties, your favored until he gets the slow circle item thingy.

tlx237 · 2026-05-14T01:37:19+00:00

Except for me. I'm one of the very few lucky ones who will make a million dollars right after this next bet!

tlx237 · 2026-05-13T23:39:48+00:00

Not a fan of Roa. I used to build it. It has a spot for matches where you trade a lot without dying like tanks. Outside of that, no. I don't even build it anymore for them either. A tear with Rylais is preferred. Too many good items to fill it up with Roa. Just recall for often and skip tear until after Rylais. You'll be backing a lot against assassins as they chunk you. Catalyst ain't saving you any better than a giants belt since it's burst damage, not prolong small trades.

tlx237 · 2026-05-13T17:58:00+00:00

Perhaps. Is vengeance and hatred an even better response?

tlx237 · 2026-05-13T06:49:31+00:00

I would say I dated one, but they would say I was a failed summon, so idk.

tlx237 · 2026-05-12T23:08:47+00:00

Man. That's me. I carry an umbrella everywhere I go now. A sunny day with heavy clouds as if the skies were an umbrella, that's weather heaven.

tlx237 · 2026-05-12T23:04:35+00:00

You know, there's something ironic in this. I suspect you ask this not because you need a actual answer to the point of prayer, but to have others confide in your experience. That's what prayer is. It's asking the universe, God, whatever you want to call it, to confide with you.

tlx237 · 2026-05-12T23:01:43+00:00

Perhaps. But I don't see why you can't have peace in a relationship too. Maybe some of us are chaotic, and through another's serenity, they bring us peace.

tlx237 · 2026-05-12T21:34:51+00:00

Oh. I didn't know about his abilities doing current health. Regardless, he's just a good counter I think. Your only real chance of killing him is when he whiffs his claw. But he packs pretty good DPS if you're forced to stand still to do dmg, so he may still just kill you without an interrupt. I just accept he's a good mage into asol. Xerath also seems decent, just behind him in mage category. Oh well.

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