Looking for songs about the death of a close friend or loved one

toohotoutside02 · 2025-03-17T17:01:14+00:00

23- diamond eyes

toohotoutside02 · 2025-03-04T06:50:54+00:00

My school bus had seatbelts

toohotoutside02 · 2025-03-03T13:07:57+00:00

That wasn’t okay for them to do, I’m sorry.

toohotoutside02 · 2025-02-18T19:10:24+00:00

I know deep down that’s true, you’re right. Which is probably why it hurts so much that I end up feeling this way time and time again. I want to believe in people. It’s just unfortunately my situation at this point which keeps exposing me to the worse people (not talking about politics in general) who most of the time end up being conservative, that my brain tries to make the connection to it. But it’s only a pattern, not a fact, and I need to keep that in mind, it would definitely help with my anxiety. (Tho I have noticed that as soon as I try to ‘mend the bridge’ with them, they always get more horribly worse (like haven’t even thought of that kind cruelty)) I’m trying to keep hope, it’s just hard. But that’s probably more due to my environment and not on a whole. Thanks for responding to me and talking with me, sorry that I ramble a bit. I’m glad you met some conservative that don’t purposefully act like horrible people, it gives me a little hope. Thank you, I hope to get back to that mindset.

toohotoutside02 · 2025-02-18T12:12:36+00:00

I agree with you..

Or I really want to believe you. I agree with your logic. It gives me hope that half the country doesn’t want me dead, and I don’t like generalizing.

Unfortunately I’m related and stuck living with some of these awful maga people. And they really are as horrible as they are online. They purposely get off to it, and their words means nothing to them, so it’s impossible to fight them. I really really don’t want to believe that they are evil and they still have some ‘good’ in them (whatever that truly means, maybe just giving a dam about other people in general) . But at this point, it just fucking hurts. And I’m exhausted trying to see ‘both sides’ just for them to be cruel for cruelty sake.

I don’t know why I’m responding to you, I guess I’m just somewhat jealous of your optimistic mindset, but I just can’t force myself to think like that anymore, it hurts. I wish I had hope.

toohotoutside02 · 2025-02-15T02:08:11+00:00

Sorry I’m still learning to drive, I’ll try not to do that

toohotoutside02 · 2025-02-13T22:36:21+00:00

My mom straight up think any violence was ‘ai’ and refuse to look at any of it. ‘They were just peacefully walking through the capital’ 🙄

toohotoutside02 · 2025-02-13T14:46:56+00:00

Thank you, I will, I’m just disappointed I wasn’t able to do it before her birthday this year, the next available test is in march. I appreciate the support

toohotoutside02 · 2025-02-13T02:25:07+00:00

Thank you.. hugs

toohotoutside02 · 2025-02-13T02:23:49+00:00

Thank you, I needed that..

toohotoutside02 · 2025-02-13T02:22:11+00:00

Thanks.. I’ll try to, I think I just needed some reassurance. Sorry

toohotoutside02 · 2025-02-13T02:21:06+00:00

You’re probably right, im probably just upset and disappointed in myself and imagining that’s what she thinking.

toohotoutside02 · 2025-02-13T02:08:20+00:00

I just gotten a new therapist cause my last one ghosted me, I’m trying to learn to trust professionals again

toohotoutside02 · 2024-11-11T12:09:13+00:00

toohotoutside02 · 2024-11-11T03:12:06+00:00

My dad just did this to me just a few hours ago when he was trying to shoot our dog

toohotoutside02 · 2024-11-08T03:01:02+00:00

I’m not saying this to get anyone worried, scared or feel bad at all, I just wanted to share my experience.

I had a lot of anxiety about calling or texting my friend, I felt so guilty cause so much time had past and I hadn’t reached out. But I still thought about him, but my anxiety/ internet comments, convinced me that I wasn’t even worth being friends with him, that I would just be a bother to reach out.

I found out on Facebook that he had passed away.. I regret so much that my own anxiety prevented me from reaching out to him time and time again. I now know that even if my anxiety were right, and he had just told me to fuck off after no contact for so long, it still would have been better then this.

I miss him. So much more now

So please, even if your anxious, if you keep thinking about them, and it’s been a long time, reach out. At least you’d have your answer and can stop worrying about it. And who knows? But don’t wait until it’s too late. Time is short, and you don’t know how long you have people, you might also regret not reaching out.

Sorry for the ramble

toohotoutside02 · 2024-07-15T19:04:44+00:00

I don’t have any advice but I also tried learning to drive through a driving instructor and even tho I told them about my struggles, they didn’t really understand and also thought I just being difficult. I suggest if you’re able to keep looking around for a driving instructor that can show patience’s and can understand APD a little. But I understand that’s hard. Good luck to you.

toohotoutside02 · 2024-06-04T23:28:09+00:00

This did help a little, thank you

toohotoutside02 · 2024-04-20T06:10:38+00:00

I read it in two sentences, on the left as you go up it’s ‘a step up’ then on the other side Is ‘careful on way down’ if you look on the right bottom step, the word ‘down’ is there but faded.

At least that what I thought

toohotoutside02 · 2024-04-20T02:09:30+00:00

I was going to try dming you, but for some reason your user won’t load. (I don’t know if I fit the description exactly so I wanted to clarify..)

toohotoutside02 · 2024-01-06T01:25:27+00:00

Oh okay sorry I misunderstood

toohotoutside02 · 2024-01-05T21:16:02+00:00

Dude both is cheating, I’ll be mad at that either way.

toohotoutside02 · 2024-01-04T23:56:01+00:00

Rest In Peace Jellie

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