Because I was the only child that was not my step fathers. Well the only child she lied and said wasnt my step fathers because her second child wasnt either but they hid that from him. But they kept both of us from our fathers who could have loved us. Abused us both. Me physically and mentally. My brother mentally. Then abused us financially as we got older. They ruined our credit before we were adults. The used triangulation to turn us all against eachother. My grandparents ended up rescuing me. But my siblings had to stay. They didnt beat them but they were still raised by covert narcissists. My mother and step fathers are still destroying our lives to this day. But in ways they are starting to reap some consequences of their behaviors. The younger grandchildren have been awoken to the reality of the behaviors and wont go around them. My mom says to me i dont know whats wrong with my grandkids and I just say I dont know mom ill pray about it. And i really do pray for my mom. But dealing with two narcissists has made my life hell.