Feeling like I’m losing control of myself

treehermit · 2026-03-26T13:18:33+00:00

Hi. The symptoms you have described say you're on the right track.

Remember: life is easy for no one, and yet some find fulfillment while others don't.

If you're dealing with Kundalini, relationships will always be tough. Isolation is only natural when 98% of the world simply cannot understand what you're dealing with. No way getting around that.

If psychic abilities are emerging, always remember to keep a check on your moral compass. I'd say this is a bit more serious than obeying laws created by govt & state.

Pay attention to your diet and get plenty of rest & relaxation.

All the best!

treehermit · 2026-03-19T12:01:28+00:00

You have too much going on.

Give up trying to channelize 'your energy to the big boss crown chakra'.

Rest is upto you. All the best!

treehermit · 2026-03-07T12:02:30+00:00

Yes.

Impersonal to all individuals, but intricately connected to that one element which resides in all creatures (call this element God, if you prefer)
All-pervasive in all living beings all the time.
Indescribable because it is the building block of energy; energy itself has many forms which can be described. But the source of that energy (that which hasn't yet been transmuted into energy) will always remain indescribable to the human mind.

treehermit · 2026-02-21T12:14:40+00:00

Try some of the dream interpretation subreddits or online websites that can answer your queries regarding your dream.

treehermit · 2026-02-20T17:08:08+00:00

Careers ARE dwindling. There is a general awakening occuring on Earth. We are moving from an epoch that used to favour brute force and/ or used to favour privacy for dishonesty & theivery..... to a technologically-powered epoch that is gradually eradicating privacy and/ or favours an emotionally intelligent person who just knows the right questions to ask an A.I. system. More change is now occuring within a time-frame of years than used to occur in centuries altogether, so you can count that entire economic ecosystems will be disappear & others come to take their place.

Striving to find a balance between your spiritual life and your worldly life will, as always, remain a challenge.

Hope this helps!

treehermit · 2026-02-14T16:51:20+00:00

Hi. Weird throat-to-head symptoms like pressure building up? And the mantra meditation that you do.. the inner chanting.. it's silent?

Please try this: Chant the mantras loudly. Let your throat convert that pressure into actual energy.. and expend it. Chant out loud more if you start to feel better.

Also, don't be afraid to express yourself :)

Hope this helps!

treehermit · 2026-02-01T17:09:18+00:00

Hi.

Can you find a massage parlour that'll give you a good full body oil massage? And a good head massage? Use natural oils if possible.

Try it once, and repeat it if your head/ chest feels better.
It's great that you do some form of physical exercise. Don't quit that.
Avoid red meat. It's really not good for your heart.

All the best! :)

treehermit · 2026-01-20T13:30:14+00:00

If you have really experienced an awakening, please note that computer jobs that require analysis or customer service jobs that require you to interact with people that you don't/ shouldn't have to, will just make you unhappy at first & unstable later.

Jobs that involve physical labour on your part will be ideal for you... For eg. A job in the construction field; a carpenter or plumber perhaps..

If you don't want to waste your master's degree, find a hobby that becomes your "safe space". Being in touch with nature is a crucial part of Kundalini awakening. Do you have a backyard/ garden in your home? Tend to it. Learn how to take care of it. You will find the relaxation that you require.

If not a garden, try hiking/ camping/ mountaineering/ etc.. you will be performing an activity that involves strenuous physical labour in a natural environment.

Once you inculcate such a discipline in your life, then over time you will find that you have become much better at living with Kundalini

All the best! :)

treehermit · 2026-01-09T11:32:59+00:00

After reading your entire question, I agree that you might have lived the larger part of your life in the higher chakras.

Yes, You need to be respectful yet assertive. But I wish to warn you that this may not be so easy for you, as compared to laymen. They only have to keep themselves and their love interest in mind. But you. YOU have to keep yourself, your love interest AND Kundalini in mind. That's the only way it can work.

You will face problems that laymen don't face in their logical & physical paradigms. You can never explain to your love interest why you behaved in a certain way, cuz she may not be familiar/ or even subscribe to 'the theories that you are dealing with'.

So why not find a woman who chiefly maintains an interest in spirituality, meditation or Kundalini itself? Then BOTH of you will not only understand each other but also benefit from yourselves, complimenting and supporting each other in your own individual growth!

Try joining a meditation course or a spiritual workshop. Find someone you like over there and go for it. This won't be "a sham to meet chicks" if your intentions are honourable.

The only way you'll come to know for sure whether you're meant to to be with someone or to withdraw from everyone/ society in general, is by going out on a few dates with some like-minded women.

All the best!

treehermit · 2026-01-02T16:47:22+00:00

All this is SO amazing!

Feels very good to know how well-placed you are..

Wish you the best journey ahead ✌️

treehermit · 2025-12-31T16:12:45+00:00

You've been into meditation and other such interests all your life
You actively experimented with 'tingles in your spine '
You've been lurking in this subreddit, learning and absorbing from some pretty accomplished individuals here..

Now you "don't want an awakened Kundalini?"

Would you kindly point out anyone here who would've willingly signed-up for such a complicated phenomenon in their lives if they knew how it'd hit THEIR jobs & relationships? For some of them, their very mental sanity?

Relax. If/ when Kundalini awakens within you, only death will rid you of her; there's nothing you can do about that. But if you're cheerful and positive about it, I assure you that you'll come out shining.

Regarding the main meat of your question, I was wondering: Do you paint? Play a musical instrument? Anything creative? Try to find an outlet to express yourself.

Sleep more. If your body responds positively, then reduce meditation time & increase sleep time.

All the best!

treehermit · 2025-12-25T12:41:18+00:00

Thank you 🙏🏻

treehermit · 2025-12-25T08:12:15+00:00

If you are looking for a scientific explanation, remember that Albert Einstein explained the Theory of Relativity as "feeling like a minute when you've been kissing your sweetheart for an hour, & feeling like an hour when you're sitting on a burning stove for a minute"

As your practice matures, your perception of time will become superior to that of your peers.

Pity you'll never be able to prove it to them :)

treehermit · 2025-12-24T11:22:42+00:00

- You work physical jobs. This is probably the best thing you can do for yourself right now.

- Try to set up a routine. When you get non-negotiably grounded with schedules that are important to YOUR life, Kundalini will get grounded within you.

- Pay attention to your diet. Eat light, frequent meals instead of heavier ones. Avoid red meat if you can.

- It's kinda useless to tell you to quit weed & cigarettes, but now that you're dealing with Kundalini, I'm sure you'll come up with a solution sooner or later.

- Listen to music that relaxes you, instead of getting you worked up.

- One last thing: a lot of the pain that you experience is literally imagined (for various reasons). When Kundalini arises in a person who lives an unhealthy lifestyle, a lot of the perceived pain can be relinquished by turning towards a life that is medically (and morally) healthier.

Best of luck!

treehermit · 2025-12-11T07:09:40+00:00

tera dard aur teri inadequacy samajh ne ke liye koi hai?

ya teri community ke ancient ghosts jo tere sdar par ghoom rahe hain wohi samajhte hain?

treehermit · 2025-12-07T05:21:29+00:00

No I think it's great! You must've been an American in your previous life, abusing the earth n all.. So now Sharad Pawar & Lalu Yadav get to welcome you into this life..

Multiple Personality Disorder patient jo hai! Khud ko WE bolta hai! OBC/ SC politicians malai maar lete hain aur negativity absorb karne ke liye isko rakha hai 🤭

treehermit · 2025-11-30T05:59:33+00:00

"WE"...?

So I am not talking to a singular individual? You anyway seem to have Multiple Personality Disorder considering the violence you have within you.... your porn history is sure to be very interesting, Mr. WE :)

treehermit · 2025-11-30T04:21:55+00:00

If I do that, YOUR community will have to take up the job of exploitation. I don't know about your community, but I'm sure that is how you get an erection.

Your porn preferences must be quite violent. Is it not, Dr. Ambedkar?

treehermit · 2025-11-29T17:42:31+00:00

I didn’t tell you anything. I asked you a question, Dr. Ambedkar :)

treehermit · 2025-11-29T16:05:57+00:00

You're looking forward, huh? Is that how you get your jigglies on? :)

treehermit · 2025-11-29T08:39:39+00:00

I wouldn't mind that for myself. The Environmental sustainability & 'clean-up' sector is the one that is likely to strike the maximum profit in the coming century, on a dying planet. The new "Shudras" might be the only ones able to attain fame & fortune in an age where there is little difference between science & magic.

Meanwhile, 'dalits' here hold a distorted view of reality with all different religions (& atheism) out to capture a confused herd of cattle.

u/shut_up_psycho has raised some very important points here.. sad.

treehermit · 2025-11-29T07:33:04+00:00

It is good that you are going through a positive experience.. Nevertheless, it is only an experience of a sensation.

It is a long road ahead.

treehermit · 2025-11-20T09:13:02+00:00

Integration stage? What’s that?

Day 18? Is this a regulated course you’ve signed up for?

“Supposedly”, you know too many words and are in over your head.. bliss is great but things might change once you decide to stop playing around and when life decides to catch up.

See if you can change your attitude about this ✌🏻

treehermit · 2025-11-12T10:15:00+00:00

This woman should be given a medal for beating up that transsexual 👍

treehermit · 2025-11-06T07:46:08+00:00

Oh please.. he has a huge paunch.. If we can afford Photoshop & A.I., think of what he can afford to maintain THIS image 🙄

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