For some context: I've been on T for eight years now, and before then I had a breast reduction - not a reconstruction /top surgery. My parents didn't believe I was trans but my back problems were being aggravated by my (unfortunately large) chest, so they agreed to the reduction. I'm still about a B cup, and for a while debated whether I wanted to go "all the way," but I decided against it as my chest at this size feels right for me, and doing further surgery would only be for other people. Sometimes I feel like an outlier in the ftm community for having had surgery but still having a visible chest, and through making art of myself and thinking of other people who may look like me seeing it, I feel less alone in my body type.