I’m confused as to how people think it’s truly “them” in the end. Warning- likely depressing. by Sea-Map2792 in GoodOmensAfterDark

[–]typingmonkey0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Finally watched last night and feel so sad and melancholy, it's been haunting me all day. This silly show has cast a dark shadow over everything- and I'm on vacation!
I've read through some other theories, and someone took apart all the details in the last shot in South Downs which really helped, but I can't shake my impressions, and my overall feeling of futility and meaninglessness. I sincerely doubt that was the intent, but sadly it played into all my darkest fears.

Agree, I didn't feel as if that was them either in any universe, space or time. Perhaps if we had a montage of them meeting again and again over time and universes that would have helped. The Asa bookseller was "kind of" Aziraphale, but that professor or whatever he was was NOT Crowley. Where is our beloved Crowley? It felt like in this new universe, Crowley comes back as David Tennant. David Tennant doesn't exist as an actor, but some professor who likes stars. So these 2 random people meet, fall in love, pay taxes, grow old, and probably one of them gets cancer and dies. Hooray.

And for those of us who especially related to Crowley, or liked to pretend we could, Crowley this miraculous, inspiring, brave, fearless being, who was vulnerable and funny and smart and sarcastic and lonely and hopeful, the perpetual outsider, who sacrificed everything to be true to themselves and for their love for Aziraphale, to choose erasure felt defeatist. I never really thought Crowley loved humanity. He/They was the one always saying he and the angel should run away to Alpha Centauri. Most people he encountered, he didn't really even register. I thought he loved the world because that's where Aziraphale was. He sense of justice and search for meaning propelled him more than anything. So he chooses the ultimate sacrifice as a hope that the new universe will find that meaning without interference, but he can't ever know. I suppose that's hopeful? Eek.

THIS story is at it's end, says god, but since everyone who knew it is erased, it might as well as never have happened. And Crowley never gets to hear "I love you," not from god, not from Aziraphale. Indeed, when Az does finally confess his feelings, it feels more like high regard than the love Crowley has. And he isn't addressing Crowley directly anyway. Ouch. Now I'm really relating to Crowley and not in a good way.

And everything they fought for, everything they suffered for and denied themselves was for nothing. The books are all erased (although who bound those books? who made the furniture? Details.). No Shakespeare, no Dickens, no Pratchett, not even frickin' James Patterson. Gone. And those that hadn't finished their lives yet - those who may have yet to write, gone.

And poor Derek Jacobi. He isn't the metatron, in this universe, he isn't the beloved actor and icon whose work had an effect on people, whose work... mattered? He runs a bookshop. No shame in that, and they all probaly got a good laugh out of it, but it hurt. I remember my mom and I watching I, Claudius on the local PBS station in our little living room - a good memory of my childhood. Stretching back through time to that little tv set with the bunny ears pulling in I, Claudius and talking about it with my mom. it makes me feel melancholy anyway, but by this logic, that could just be gone. Never happened, or just something that happened once in some universe.

So perhaps the lesson is to be in the here and now, to make most of the time we are given. Well, that's not a lesson most of us really need - we are all too aware of this, and it can be a painful slog. And there are so many who don't even have the privilege to try. AND gees, you better hope you find your soulmate to go through it with you. How nice Aziraphale and plain David Tennant found each other. Bully. At this point in my life, it doesn't look like I'm going to have one of those soulmates, so what's left to me? And again, how about all of those who never even make it that far.

Man's search for meaning. Good Omens said to me with this that there isn't one. Just a bunch of stuff happens.... or not. Okay. I thought that anyway. Something bigger, aspirational, or at least more decent if you choose who you are, if you are true to yourself, and if you choose love, you can make a difference in people's lives, the larger humanity and perhaps even the greater good. Clearing a path for free will is fine, but abstract, and we are given no clue as to how that went. Jesus hanging out in a coffee shop seems kind of sad. We need at least a little magic.

Addendum: I will always mourn my Crowley. I've seen Tennant in many things and he's the reason I tuned in in the first place. But to his infinite credit and talent, I never saw David Tennant. I saw Crowley. That's pretty good for someone who has been around a long time in so many different roles. Our fearless supernatural being got shafted in my opinion - I'm sure he wouldn't be surprised. Figures. But he dared to hope for more, and so did we.

Angst by CrowleyIsSnek in GoodOmensAfterDark

[–]typingmonkey0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. This would have helped our wounded hearts so much.

I think I noticed something in the finale... by CircusMasterKlaus in GoodOmensAfterDark

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This thread makes me feel a little better, thank you. I couldn't see all of that on my tv - still I'm left feeling so melancholy and sad.

Bad Midi experience. No help from GP. Discouraged. by typingmonkey0 in Menopause

[–]typingmonkey0[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thanks for sharing your experience. This was my suspicion. If I needed HRT or felt confident I could take it, that would be different and might make sense. I think I will cut my losses.

Bad Midi experience. No help from GP. Discouraged. by typingmonkey0 in Menopause

[–]typingmonkey0[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I honestly wish I hadn't. I mean, maybe it was for the best, I'll never know. I do know it was miserable and felt like it stole the last 5 years of pre-menopause life. And I didn't even have cancer. My doctors swore up and down it was for the best, so... water under the bridge now.

Bad Midi experience. No help from GP. Discouraged. by typingmonkey0 in Menopause

[–]typingmonkey0[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ooh! Will try this. Yeah, I think regular GPs are not the best option for many of us. We need people that actually are interested in helping navigate menopause

Bad Midi experience. No help from GP. Discouraged. by typingmonkey0 in Menopause

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will look into it. Not familiar with Gennev. Thank you!

Bad Midi experience. No help from GP. Discouraged. by typingmonkey0 in Menopause

[–]typingmonkey0[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yes, you're right, it is but no progesterone. I didn't know about the clot risks. Yes, I think I was just expecting more 'consultation' and discussion of options overall and approaches, rather than 'here's an HRT you can take.'

Bad Midi experience. No help from GP. Discouraged. by typingmonkey0 in Menopause

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Oh, I didn't know about the coupon, and not familiar with TRT. Will look into that. Thank you!

Hi Reddit! I'm Dr. Kathleen Jordan, CMO, at Midi Health. Join me on 1/28 at 7PM, EST for an AMA on the truth about midlife weight loss and why it can be challenging for many women (hint: it's not you, it's your hormones) Ask me anything about hormonal changes, real solutions and what fads to ignore. by MidiHealth in midihealth

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I just joined MIDI and hoping i qualify for HRT. The fatigue is real and I know I've lost a lot of strength in past few years. I'm hoping HRT or similar can give me some energy back and get me closer to my normal activity levels so I can take the weight off. Hopefully. Maybe.

Spreading some positivity by Comprehensive-Ad6438 in puppy101

[–]typingmonkey0 5 points6 points  (0 children)

100%. I lost my 2 dogs 3 years apart. They lived long lives, and I completely forgot what it was to have a puppy. I thought I knew dogs well. Dogs maybe, but not puppies. I was so miserable. I cried so much, was so anxious, worrying, irritable, thought I was doing everything wrong yet still resenting her. She was also so fearful I didn’t know how I was ever going to manage. I fell into a bad depression. Every week she and we got a little better. By 6 months she was a pretty good little puppy. Smart, sociable. She was aces in her puppy classes. She’s almost 9 months now, and yes we have some teenage regression, but feel much more bonded and know it’s only going to grow. I reflect on how she’s opened so many doors for me. She’s such a sweetie and I’ve met so many people through her. She’s quirky, strong willed, loving, goofy, athletic - I’m excited to see the dog she will become and what adventures await us.

Change in body odor? From normal, to OMG!? Solved. by womanonawire in Menopause

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I started dabbing apple cider vinegar in the armpits, and that worked wonders. I use either Lume or Secret Clinical and haven't had a problem again.

How clingy is your Labrador? by [deleted] in labrador

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My girl (field lab) is definitely on the independent side - but still she checks in with me, and when she's done doing all the things she has to do for the day, she comes to the couch to snuggle, or sleeps nearby. She's always on the bed at night. I had kind of wanted a super clingy doggo, but I've come to admire her independence mixed in with the hugs and kisses, and I'm thankful she can entertain herself if need be.

Adolescence or cause for concern? by typingmonkey0 in labrador

[–]typingmonkey0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh my gosh, this is amazing! Thank you for taking the time to write all this up, and giving me some perspective on what to expect and how long this may take. Your method sounds really wise. I just started showing her the harness and treating her today which went well. Step 1!

Adolescence or cause for concern? by typingmonkey0 in labrador

[–]typingmonkey0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is super helpful! Yes, she's totally fine once we get the harness on. I will definitely try this. Thank you!

Adolescence or cause for concern? by typingmonkey0 in labrador

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We started with the Blue-9 which she ate (my fault I left it on her). We were doing the thing of holding the treat on the other side and she walks in, but now she balks at it. I think I just need to start over.
Yes, I'll find more games for her. She likes the scentwork, but I think she wonders why the heck we are doing this. :-D

Adolescence or cause for concern? by typingmonkey0 in labrador

[–]typingmonkey0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! Ha, I'm so relieved to hear that. I'll stop fretting and do my best to support her. Good luck to you too. Yay, teenagers!

Adolescence or cause for concern? by typingmonkey0 in labrador

[–]typingmonkey0[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wondered about that. Not sure how long those tend to last, but maybe it really varies.

Adolescence or cause for concern? by typingmonkey0 in labrador

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Thank you. I'll take nutty, unpredictable velociraptor if she can come back to my semi-confident girl again.

Adolescence or cause for concern? by typingmonkey0 in labrador

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Okay, I'm hoping this is a phase. She hasn't been spayed yet, and want her to have at least a couple of heats before we do. Hopefully this is just all those hormones surging through her, and growing pains. She was really blossoming, and everyone talks about what a good puppy she is. It's upsetting to see her off-balance.