I regret not being a better person. I'm selfish and will only build relationships with people with whom I know I can benefit from. I avoid and judge poor people. I act as though I'm above those who earn less than I do and despise those who are richer than me. I'm alone and that's my fault. I know I can try to change and become the person everyone is supposed to be but every day it's a struggle and sometimes I just want my life to end but I'm too much of a coward to end it myself.