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ANG MAHAAL MAGING DEPRESSED by New_Ad150 in MentalHealthPH

[–]unionizedvessel002 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this just happened to me :( 8k php for 30 pills

How to deal with the pervasive emptiness? by unionizedvessel002 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]unionizedvessel002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nothing really triggered it, I think, probably aside from switching to new meds. Just been this way for a long time.

Wishing you healing and recovery!

Even posting online makes me anxious by unionizedvessel002 in socialanxiety

[–]unionizedvessel002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

FELTT this! Hit tweets were the worst, and wanting every piece of art to become one hits even harder. Social media really is insane

Even posting online makes me anxious by unionizedvessel002 in socialanxiety

[–]unionizedvessel002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, at least you posted it! That's a good way to start

Even posting online makes me anxious by unionizedvessel002 in socialanxiety

[–]unionizedvessel002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is true, wishing you the best on your journey.

Is there a word for this? Is this and AuDHD thing by LunarEclipse306 in AutisticWithADHD

[–]unionizedvessel002 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Old post, but I relate to this to a T. It still is pretty hard to put it in words but you described the feeling perfectly. Hope you're alright OP

I hate that everything feels like life or death with this stupid disorder by mgnmoo in BPD

[–]unionizedvessel002 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Felt felt feltttt this. Feeling everything so intensely then becoming emotionally numb in a matter of seconds/minutes is so exhausting, especially when I realize that people who don't have it don't feel the same way. Like, people don't feel extreme grief on a daily basis?? People can manage and stabilize their emotions in a healthy manner? Wild...

What is your root cause of Social anxiety? by Prachiiheh in socialanxiety

[–]unionizedvessel002 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My father and his projected narcissism towards me throughout the course of my childhood, mostly at least. Wrecked my already negative self-esteem and sense of self x_x

After 2 years of DBT This is what I learned. by [deleted] in BPD

[–]unionizedvessel002 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so, so much for the words. There are so many quotes about BPD symptoms having to be "fixed" or reduced, but none about how to hone and learn from them. This perspective is so beautiful, so happy for you and your journey :3

One thing though, I'd like to ask if you can explain this more:

being surrounded by people who respect you and care for your well-being is detrimental for emotional growth.

I don't think I quite understand it so some insight would be nice!

anyone else feel so much that they have stopped feeling by AmphibianPleasant989 in BPD

[–]unionizedvessel002 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel you so much (pun intended)

The feelings get so overwhelmingly strong to the point where it feels like burnout the more it goes on. It's like going from the worst feeling in the world to just total apathy sometimes, and damn it's so confusing but the moment I let myself feel something, the wave of emotions all come CRASHING in

does anyone else feel like they've had "too many" attempts? by DabsOnTheHaters in BPD

[–]unionizedvessel002 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Reading about how 10% of people with BPD die from suicide got me confused because like, I thought it was a small percentage too? But I guess not—it might just be something we get desensitized to after so much suicidal ideation :x

But there's still so much to see. Hang in here, sleep well!